Open Wounds

I recorded this 11 weeks ago
Oh and i made the beat
Lyrics-

Im god you fucking hate me
Your god, he fucking made me
And now im fucking tainted
But still you cant replace me, no

Aiming for the stars
I shot up inside my arms
Im clotting up from the tar
Im blocking out all my heart, yeah

Screaming for a way out
That bastard that fucking hates now
All the filth that left my life, crawling back
You can fucking stay out yeah

No one ever loved me
You flodging, you best stay lucky
Im glowing but still im scummy
Thirty slugs to make you uglier

Drilling out the taxi
Faded in the back seat
Black ski mask if you really wanna tax me
Killing off my liver cuz im smoking on waxy 
Youre a fucking pussy you will never come cap me

Never gonna slash me
Never gonna pass me
I dont ever slip so youre never gonna catch me
Talk about my life you dont really wanna ask me
Get it out the mud so ill always be trashy

Spit my fucking lines
Dip and ducking from them lines
When i die i rewind 
Ima make it all mine

You were found in a river bed
Hollow bullets in your head
Wonder why youre fucking dead
Prolly all that shit you said

Angelas Hell

(Prod. shizukasuka)

Lyrics-

I wish i could sleep forever
I wish we could be together
I wish i could sleep forever
I wish we could leave whenever

I wish i could sleep forever
I wish we could be together
I wish i could sleep forever
I wish we could be together

Call me when you need me
Dont go when youre feeling low
Froze feeling cold
Hold close til its curtains closed

Got me on lock 
Popping hot til its three o clock
Just a dirty junkie dropping slop
Give me what i want.

Acid on my tongue
No fun
When im feeling numb
And i spun my gun
Brains are done
Man im feeling dumb

They wont love me while im here
Theyll just love me when im gone
My lifes a fucking game
And im just a fucking pawn

Dreaming My Life Away

(Prod. Heavensgate)

Lyrics - 
Youre an angel in disguise
Always finding ways to warp my mind
I can see the pain inside your eyes
The blackened heart that bleeds and tries to fly

Weeping worms and deadly little lies
The tragic comedy that is my life
Stuck in purgatory 315
Where I'll rot and burn til the end of time

Weeping Worms And Deadly Lies

the devil’s in the detail

(Prod/Mixed/ By Heavensgate) [I forgot to master this track, shit]

Heavensgate -

In my fucking casket smiling back saying bitch I made it
in them fucking stars looking down saying bitch you hate it
Bitch just save it
Gotta face it
Having basic contemplate
Heavensgate
ain't no replacing
I stay sick while you just basic

Bitch I got my wings out 
Find me in the sky now
Bitch I'm gonna burn it down
Talking about the scene now
I'm so fucking senile
First you gotta bleed out
Then you can see how
I came up on the scene now

Razors in my pocket
Mac 11 in my trench coat
Savior in my locket 
Gates of heaven leave em dead cold
Best go to bed hoe 
Not talking bout no rest tho 
The rest go to mess with the depths of their deaths hoe

Unnøticed -

Broken pushing through the pain 
Gain motivation then im frustrated its all the same things same day 
Fake faith 
Fake being brave
Hiding inside at night and dead asleep inside my grave 
Sorry i caved to the death in front of me 
Its better to bleed 
To show them what theyve done to me 
Drowning in my sorrows since i was just a teen life seems impossible hopping over obstacles while sound asleep 
Running from all the greed of life 
Freedom is in debt to me 
I cant dream
My rem sleep is fucking fried from the thousand highs load another 9 then reload another time 
Bullets stuck inside of me 
See my soul fly knocking on a strangers mind to see if its occupied but they've been delete 
So should i be or should i retreat 
Tired of life everyone seems better than me so i hate to try cause ive been denied unnoticed tried dont be surprised if i decide to flee

Warped Scars And Diamond Wounds (Feat. Unnøticed)

(Prod/Mixed/Mastered By Heavensgate) 
R.ip. Ms Pacman --- ALSO this is the official sequel to remembrance btw.

Lucidforher -

wasted enslaved and I couldn't erase it 
what I kept a secret girl you called a defect 
created a pavement of problems to save it 
but harbor the reject, my grief as a carcass 

the solitary of a sinful memory would I be different if this wasnt my ending 

I suffocate 
in all ive made 
your blood in the tub 
and a gun to my brain

Heavensgate -

Blood drip down from the moon
Bottle up til I drown in my tomb
Three oh two be the room
Finger twitch once blowing two
Blood drip down from my head
Spaz n twitch out til I'm dead
Not one tear gets wept
Don't wanna see a single flower on my bed

Bleeding pleading sirens screaming
Void of a body, never fucking leaving
Hellish nightmarish things that I'm seeing 
Sentient being am i fucking dreaming 

Say it ain't real
Please say it ain't true 
Why I never feel
No light getting through
Reality reveals 
All the lies you spewed
We had a fucking deal
I gave my life up for youuuuu...

for you....

My Special Someone... (Feat. Lucidforher)

(Prod/Mixed/Mastered By Heavensgate) 

Lyrics -

Your tear drops dripping on my black air forces
Put that knife against my wrist my wish is that I force it 
As my blood starts to drip
I wish, i was important
I feel so fucking worthless 
Getting faded off imported 

Drugs,
ease my temptation 
Stay thinking about erasing 
my brains 
inside a basement
Fuck anything that you saying (bitch save it)

Yung lil loaded
My nina, wanna watch me load it
Put my finger on the trigger, I laugh before i blow it (boom)

Codeine dreaming 
these diamonds they got me fiending
Pretty bitches my dms
I'm sorry but I don't need em (nahh)

Drugs are my reason 
For keeping me off the ceiling
Empty heart I got fucked up feelings
To kill myself is my only treatment  (yeah)

I can take you to the sky or we can go to hell and back
I'ma give you one more night we better make it last
Your loves what gets me high, I got heaven in my flask
Turning down the lights, wait first I'ma run it back

I can take you to the sky or we can go to hell and back
I'ma give you one more night we better make it last
Your loves what gets me high, I got heaven in my flask
Turning down the lights, let's love when the room is black 

Twilight Ascension

(Prod/Mixed/Mastered By Heavensgate) 

Lyrics -

Babe you know I bled for this shit
Gave red for this shit
Pretty diamonds on your fingers 
Just a product of my slits
Blow a kiss and make a wish
I dream of pretty bitches sitting
In a whip on platinum rims, hit the curb might need an inch 

I don't got a license, I can't drive, no lie, 
You don't really need a ride when you sliding on ice, so fly
Every Night I die, thats my grind don't mind
When my blood start coming down just know my money getting higherrrrrrrr 
Pass my propane lighter
and you know might try ta
turn the mud into diamond


I was never meant for this shit
Just a worthless little jit
You might break your fucking ribs
If you try to rip the shit I spit
Cough up bars that'll make me rich
Puking up beats that'll make you twitch
Never thought I'd be someone like this
Everything's a dream when you're just so sick



Money drugs and gold
We can have it all
I'm a broken soul
Turn my teardrops into songs
Spent my time alone
Its the pain that put me on
Even though you're broke 
You're the only one I want (x4)


Requiem For A Dream

not like i used to

(Phone intro)
Straight up,
Like,
You didn’t want that person around anymore, 
But then late at night,
They still pop up in your mind and you can’t escape em’, 
Can’t escape em’, 
Can’t escape em’, 
(Hook)
Say I need a bad bitch I feel alone,
Say I need a bad bitch I feel alone,
Say I need a bad bitch I feel alone,
Where the, where the fuck my fucking phone,
Say I need a bad bitch I feel alone, 
Say I need a bad bitch I feel alone,
Say I need a bad bitch I feel alone,
Where the, where the fucks my fucking phone,

(Verse 1)
Baby don’t come over to fuck around we’ll fuck around and we’ll do it real quick,
Baby gon come thru you already halfway in yo car don’t go call quits,
Heard you and your friend done shit in the crib like kiss before all this,
Well, I heard you was bi and I heard she was bi take a chance like a coin we flip,
Oops,
My bad, (girl: you trippin' haha)
I just wanna fuck you so bad,
throwback,
Throw that,
Throwback, girl: (I can do that, like)
Like in the back of the car, or the back of the room, where yo daddy might go past through, 
Or in the bath of your moms, in the back of the bus, or your baby daddy’s bed because it was so soft, 
Cause I need that, 
You wan smoke some, 
I got some WE WEW EWE WEE,
If you need this, if you need that, 
You got me, (ok ok)
Okay okay, 
send a text okay okay, 
You should send a text
Are you on the way, okay okay

(Hook)
Say I need a bad bitch I feel alone,
Say I need a bad bitch I feel alone,
Say I need a bad bitch I feel alone,
Where the, where the fuck my fucking phone,
Say I need a bad bitch I feel alone, 
Say I need a bad bitch I feel alone,
Say I need a bad bitch I feel alone,
Where the, where the fucks my fucking phone,

Outro:
She didn't call me back (isn't your girl next to you? hahaha)
She didn't call me back
Bitch of my dreams
Didn't call me back 
Bitch of my dreams (it be like that)
So I need to know
Where yo ass is at

My Special Someone... (Feat. Lucidforher)

✩Heavensgate✩

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