I recorded this 11 weeks ago
Oh and i made the beat
Lyrics-

Im god you fucking hate me
Your god, he fucking made me
And now im fucking tainted
But still you cant replace me, no

Aiming for the stars
I shot up inside my arms
Im clotting up from the tar
Im blocking out all my heart, yeah

Screaming for a way out
That bastard that fucking hates now
All the filth that left my life, crawling back
You can fucking stay out yeah

No one ever loved me
You flodging, you best stay lucky
Im glowing but still im scummy
Thirty slugs to make you uglier

Drilling out the taxi
Faded in the back seat
Black ski mask if you really wanna tax me
Killing off my liver cuz im smoking on waxy 
Youre a fucking pussy you will never come cap me

Never gonna slash me
Never gonna pass me
I dont ever slip so youre never gonna catch me
Talk about my life you dont really wanna ask me
Get it out the mud so ill always be trashy

Spit my fucking lines
Dip and ducking from them lines
When i die i rewind 
Ima make it all mine

You were found in a river bed
Hollow bullets in your head
Wonder why youre fucking dead
Prolly all that shit you said

Angelas Hell

(Prod. Luv Miller x Heavensgate)

Lyrics -

Now that its my last night
And im about to take my own life
Is when i admit it
I guess i -
Miss you.

Though you will not hear it
But you were my final reason
I'm just breaking down
Place me in the ground

I knew you wouldnt be here
In the end i really dont care
I just hate this life
End it by, tonight.

I've got nobody
Everyone is gone
No it wont take long
Til im where i belong.

My Minds A Blur

(Prod/Mixed/Mastered By Heavensgate)

Heavensgate - 

No more thoughts in my head
It's my blood that i bled
Little bitch take a guess
Yeah I did what I said
I been hanging for 3 days
Rainy day for the ceiling
8 days just to find me
Half decayed so I'm leaking

Take my belongings
Toss that shit in the river
I mean nothing to you
You left me to whither
Heavensgate ain't a killer
Just a yung coffin feeler
Take my life by tonight
Goodbye kiss when I whisper

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Lucidforher -

And as the end starts to come
I run so gracefully from everyone
So baby hand me your gun
Cause death seems so worth it
I'm not that important to anyone

Creeping off the edge
Hopefully I'll stay alive
Talking to the dead
Baby I was crucifed
Hopefully I'll understand why everyone made him decide
Hopefully they'll understand why he committed suicide

Bloody Palace (Feat. Lucidforher)

(Prod/Mixed/Mastered By Heavensgate) Took 9 hours to make this.

Heavensgate - 

About to catch a flight
A flight
To the other side
Half a bar deep
Lets see
If i survive

Memories i keep
I bleed
Over fleeting lies
See the blood i seep
It leaks
From my weeping eyes

From sunrise 
To sunset
Im wishing
For your death
No breath left
In my chest
But i can-
Not stay dead

You broke my fucking trust so i put the gun to our heads
Seizing up in our blood
No more words will be said

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Lucidforher & Heavensgate (I did layers on his layers)

Cant decide if im alright
I just wanna die tonight
Trusting you is such a lie
And I dont wanna fantasize

Cant decide if im alright
Hoping that ill die tonight
Baby did you even try?
It's like your heart was paralyzed.

Heavensgate - 

From sunrise 
To sunset
Im wishing
For your death
No breath left
In my chest
But i can-
Not stay dead

You broke my fucking trust so i put the gun to our heads
Seizing up in our blood
No more words will be said

Rain And Isolation (Feat. Lucidforher)

(Prod. Heavensgate)

Lyrics - 

I tried to tell him
You gotta let it go
Now hes 3 double o
Feet below

When the moon is full
You can find me cold
Laying on the floor 
With a slit throat

Ima crash and burn
I wont make it out
Watched my tears fell
This is my hell

Im a lost cause
Got a few scars
Leaking out my arms
Ive gone too far

And i hope you know
That i dont got a soul
And im all alone
Ima die
Ima die
On my own
On my own

And when i pass away never say 
That you wish you could've knew me
No one else up in this game is doing
What the fuck im doing.
Ima get a lil buzz when i blow my fucking head off
Saw it off
I could never give a fuck

My Brains Dripping Down The Wall, It's Such A Pretty Picture

(Prod/Mixed/ By Heavensgate) [I forgot to master this track, shit]

Heavensgate -

In my fucking casket smiling back saying bitch I made it
in them fucking stars looking down saying bitch you hate it
Bitch just save it
Gotta face it
Having basic contemplate
Heavensgate
ain't no replacing
I stay sick while you just basic

Bitch I got my wings out 
Find me in the sky now
Bitch I'm gonna burn it down
Talking about the scene now
I'm so fucking senile
First you gotta bleed out
Then you can see how
I came up on the scene now

Razors in my pocket
Mac 11 in my trench coat
Savior in my locket 
Gates of heaven leave em dead cold
Best go to bed hoe 
Not talking bout no rest tho 
The rest go to mess with the depths of their deaths hoe

Unnøticed -

Broken pushing through the pain 
Gain motivation then im frustrated its all the same things same day 
Fake faith 
Fake being brave
Hiding inside at night and dead asleep inside my grave 
Sorry i caved to the death in front of me 
Its better to bleed 
To show them what theyve done to me 
Drowning in my sorrows since i was just a teen life seems impossible hopping over obstacles while sound asleep 
Running from all the greed of life 
Freedom is in debt to me 
I cant dream
My rem sleep is fucking fried from the thousand highs load another 9 then reload another time 
Bullets stuck inside of me 
See my soul fly knocking on a strangers mind to see if its occupied but they've been delete 
So should i be or should i retreat 
Tired of life everyone seems better than me so i hate to try cause ive been denied unnoticed tried dont be surprised if i decide to flee

Warped Scars And Diamond Wounds (Feat. Unnøticed)

(Prod/Mixed/Mastered By Heavensgate) 
R.ip. Ms Pacman --- ALSO this is the official sequel to remembrance btw.

Lucidforher -

wasted enslaved and I couldn't erase it 
what I kept a secret girl you called a defect 
created a pavement of problems to save it 
but harbor the reject, my grief as a carcass 

the solitary of a sinful memory would I be different if this wasnt my ending 

I suffocate 
in all ive made 
your blood in the tub 
and a gun to my brain

Heavensgate -

Blood drip down from the moon
Bottle up til I drown in my tomb
Three oh two be the room
Finger twitch once blowing two
Blood drip down from my head
Spaz n twitch out til I'm dead
Not one tear gets wept
Don't wanna see a single flower on my bed

Bleeding pleading sirens screaming
Void of a body, never fucking leaving
Hellish nightmarish things that I'm seeing 
Sentient being am i fucking dreaming 

Say it ain't real
Please say it ain't true 
Why I never feel
No light getting through
Reality reveals 
All the lies you spewed
We had a fucking deal
I gave my life up for youuuuu...

for you....

My Special Someone... (Feat. Lucidforher)

(Prod/Mixed/Mastered By Heavensgate) 

Lyrics -

Your tear drops dripping on my black air forces
Put that knife against my wrist my wish is that I force it 
As my blood starts to drip
I wish, i was important
I feel so fucking worthless 
Getting faded off imported 

Drugs,
ease my temptation 
Stay thinking about erasing 
my brains 
inside a basement
Fuck anything that you saying (bitch save it)

Yung lil loaded
My nina, wanna watch me load it
Put my finger on the trigger, I laugh before i blow it (boom)

Codeine dreaming 
these diamonds they got me fiending
Pretty bitches my dms
I'm sorry but I don't need em (nahh)

Drugs are my reason 
For keeping me off the ceiling
Empty heart I got fucked up feelings
To kill myself is my only treatment  (yeah)

I can take you to the sky or we can go to hell and back
I'ma give you one more night we better make it last
Your loves what gets me high, I got heaven in my flask
Turning down the lights, wait first I'ma run it back

I can take you to the sky or we can go to hell and back
I'ma give you one more night we better make it last
Your loves what gets me high, I got heaven in my flask
Turning down the lights, let's love when the room is black 

Twilight Ascension

(Prod/Mixed/Mastered By Heavensgate) 

Lyrics -

Babe you know I bled for this shit
Gave red for this shit
Pretty diamonds on your fingers 
Just a product of my slits
Blow a kiss and make a wish
I dream of pretty bitches sitting
In a whip on platinum rims, hit the curb might need an inch 

I don't got a license, I can't drive, no lie, 
You don't really need a ride when you sliding on ice, so fly
Every Night I die, thats my grind don't mind
When my blood start coming down just know my money getting higherrrrrrrr 
Pass my propane lighter
and you know might try ta
turn the mud into diamond


I was never meant for this shit
Just a worthless little jit
You might break your fucking ribs
If you try to rip the shit I spit
Cough up bars that'll make me rich
Puking up beats that'll make you twitch
Never thought I'd be someone like this
Everything's a dream when you're just so sick



Money drugs and gold
We can have it all
I'm a broken soul
Turn my teardrops into songs
Spent my time alone
Its the pain that put me on
Even though you're broke 
You're the only one I want (x4)


Requiem For A Dream

(Prod. The Weeper)

Lyrics - 
Smoking, toking, on psychosis
Broken, choking, my life is hopeless
My eyes and my wrists are one in the same
I've been gutted, abandoned, I'm beginning to break
Pulling on the trigger
Watch my life drip down
Forever on delivered
It's too late now
No heaven up above
And no hell down below
Your third fucking eye is just a 9 milli hole

Spit with a slit in my wrist
Shit drip when i mix
Got death in my lungs
Got death on my lips
When i kiss it hit
You cant fix this
Im promising
You wont miss shit.

Yeah i know that im better off dead
Psycho path packs have you wheezing off my breath
The pressure in my chest aint stress it's death
Cuz im smoking on fent
While im praying that it end

Bitch i wake up everyday
Just to throw my life away
Put a needle in my vein
Metaphor for my pain
Golden years melt away
Through my fingers to the drain
Plan A, I'll be okay,
Heavens just a pill away

I begged for you to save me
But you never fucking came
Read my note now whats it say?
Promise you you'll see your name
One year, one day, ill be just another case
Just a victim of the shit that i couldnt fucking take

One prayer, please pray, that this pain will go away
In a grave where i'll remain
No one cares to keep my vase
Heavensgate, aka im the one they love to hate
Massive thanks
Sucks to say
That im the one you couldnt save

It's Never Going To End, It's Never Going To Get Better.

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