(Prod. Dynasty)

Lyrics-
Overdosing off your love as i watch the sun set
Look around and I'm all alone
You exist in my head
Just another dead friend
I'm entangled with lead
Fucking up and I know that you are just another dead end
I know that i promised you that I would stop getting high
But you left me all by myself so why the fuck should I try
Don't believe in a god
Still I pray to the sky
And every night because of you
I pray that I die

You just aint the same I couldn't stop the change
I will die one day
You wont even know my name
You wont know my name
And Im still the same
What I say? 
I forgot my name

You dont talk to me anymore
You dont think about me at all naw nawww
You dont care about me no more
I saw you smile
As i walked through the door

You dont talk to me anymore
You dont think about me at all naw nawww
You dont care about me no more
I saw you smile
As i walked through the door

Sunset Overdose

(Prod ixxortal)

Lyrics -

Dropping the blade and I enter abyss
The blood rains down my face
I might get found in a ditch 
 At the end of my limits I'm too done with this shit
Malibu is my chariot I'ma swerve off a cliff

Creeping out the mist and I'm something so toxic
I'll kill your hopes and dreams 
Deadeyes like a tonic
Pills inside of my stomach
I climb up just to plummet
only dream inside my mind i must revert back to nothing

I'm heaven sent 
But years of pain must've clipped my wings
Place your bets
Lil angel but I've gone insane
Represent
Hellbent
Always twisting fate
Fuck a death
Manifest out this hell I made
I'll burn the churches 
I'll kill the masses
Casket pimpin
Always slipping 
I'll turn to ashes
Living lonely 
I fucking hate it
spit this shit
I fucking made it



A Corpse On The Coast

(Prod. Thersx)

Lyrics - 

I wish you never met me
I'm not good for you
You should forget me
Please just listen
Let me try to speak
I don't wanna drag you down
Run away from me

And no I don't relate to any of these fucking pussies
Fake their fucking tears trust me you ain't from the scene
Ima die alone it ain't what I want it's just what has to be
It's what has to be
Trust me

Caught between amphetamines opioids I'm dirty
Die before I'm 20 I don't give a fuck bout thirty
Wonder if you're gonna cry the day I lose my heartbeat
Come back everytime
Even death don't want me

No you don't even really know me at all
At all at all
You could really save me with a call
One call that's all
No you don't even really know me at all
At all at all
Youre the only light that I ever saw
That I saw
Ever saw (Huh)

I'm so far gone
It's impossible to help me
Ain't no fucking cons for the what the devil wants to sell me
Depression turned to income
Mental patient bitch I'm wealthy
The feelings isn't mutual
That's what you wanna tell me

Caught between amphetamines opioids I'm dirty
Die before I'm 20 I don't give a fuck bout thirty
Wonder if you're gonna cry the day I lose my heartbeat
Coming back everytime
Even death don't want me

You'd Be Better Off Without Me

(Prod. Silent Kiddd)
 
Lyrics - 

Im bleeding out
Fuck im freaking out
Never wanted to die
But now im blacking out

I heard a buzz 
And i checked my phone
I read the text
I know i shouldve know

She says that i love you
I cant wait to see you
Im glad that i met you
You know that i need how

How has your day been
Tell me what you been up to
How are you feeling
Do you think we can call soon?

Light headed
I dont think i can text back
No heaven
This might be my last track
Breathing slowly
Im starting to see black
Damn
I dont think ima come back

Something About Suicide

(Prod. Luv Miller x Heavensgate)

Lyrics -

Now that its my last night
And im about to take my own life
Is when i admit it
I guess i -
Miss you.

Though you will not hear it
But you were my final reason
I'm just breaking down
Place me in the ground

I knew you wouldnt be here
In the end i really dont care
I just hate this life
End it by, tonight.

I've got nobody
Everyone is gone
No it wont take long
Til im where i belong.

My Minds A Blur

(Prod. CRCL)

Lyrics -

Needle in my hand
Im bout to rubber band
My Arm up

World crashing fast
Im coming up so cashed
Goddamn bruh

Throw it all away
I'll toss it in the flames
My times up

Nothing else to say
My fate is razorblades
Goddamn bruh

Too Many Nights Alone

(Prod. shizukasuka)

Lyrics-

I wish i could sleep forever
I wish we could be together
I wish i could sleep forever
I wish we could leave whenever

I wish i could sleep forever
I wish we could be together
I wish i could sleep forever
I wish we could be together

Call me when you need me
Dont go when youre feeling low
Froze feeling cold
Hold close til its curtains closed

Got me on lock 
Popping hot til its three o clock
Just a dirty junkie dropping slop
Give me what i want.

Acid on my tongue
No fun
When im feeling numb
And i spun my gun
Brains are done
Man im feeling dumb

They wont love me while im here
Theyll just love me when im gone
My lifes a fucking game
And im just a fucking pawn

Dreaming My Life Away

(Prod. Heavensgate)

Lyrics - 
Youre an angel in disguise
Always finding ways to warp my mind
I can see the pain inside your eyes
The blackened heart that bleeds and tries to fly

Weeping worms and deadly little lies
The tragic comedy that is my life
Stuck in purgatory 315
Where I'll rot and burn til the end of time

Weeping Worms And Deadly Lies

(Prod/Mixed/Mastered By Heavensgate) [Remastered Version]
Original release was July 27th 2022
Heavensgate - 

There aint nothing left
But the rain outside
And youre still alive 
If only inside my mind
And you fucked me up
When i spilled my guts
And you gave no fucks
Are we finally done?

I wish i could be there again
I wish that it didnt end
It makes me fucking sick
Cuz i remember when
I would have died for you
I think i died too soon
The things that i would do
To get even with you.

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Lucidforher -

I still remember it
That night i have to forget
The stupid choice that i made to feel you right on my chest

But only if i had knew
The things that youd start to do
It fucked me up so much
Cuz i had really loved you
And now im stressed out again
Starvation for a dead friend
Days and months keep repeating
And it feels like the end
Shame on you that its over
Im so glad that youre gone
No more tears for eachother
Hurt yourself and go on.

Remembrance (Feat. Lucidforher)

(Prod/Mixed/Mastered By Heavensgate)

Ronnie Mcnutt phone noises in da beginning rip homie

Heavensgate -

I'm leaking like a faucet
Got some bodies in the closet
Just a stupid little bitch
Don't even get me started

That ain't gold up on my wrists
That's just the pus leaking out my slits
Twisted rotten little words
Always slipping out my lips 

Always making my wrists cry
Popping pills til my brain die
Geeked up bumping polo right
Doing bumps of that snow white
Of that snow white

Spill my brains with a rusted nine
Let you see the thoughts inside my mind
From the hell that is my life
To this fucked up world of mine.

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Lucidforher - 

I'll try to make believe so i don't have to question you
I'm at the willow tree
Feeling more empty than i do
The devil wont even help me
Im stuck in purgatory 
Aware of everyones lies
And all their little stories
To you im just another waste of flesh (Waste of flesh)
Its true im probably sitting next to death (Next to death)
To you im just another waste of flesh (Waste of flesh)
Its true im probably sitting next to death (Next to death)

Lakeview Hotel (Feat. Lucidforher)

(Prod. Heavensgate)

Lyrics - 

I tried to tell him
You gotta let it go
Now hes 3 double o
Feet below

When the moon is full
You can find me cold
Laying on the floor 
With a slit throat

Ima crash and burn
I wont make it out
Watched my tears fell
This is my hell

Im a lost cause
Got a few scars
Leaking out my arms
Ive gone too far

And i hope you know
That i dont got a soul
And im all alone
Ima die
Ima die
On my own
On my own

And when i pass away never say 
That you wish you could've knew me
No one else up in this game is doing
What the fuck im doing.
Ima get a lil buzz when i blow my fucking head off
Saw it off
I could never give a fuck

Something About Suicide

✩Heavensgate✩

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