lyrics

Eye is the father of my viewing
I hold demons who speak in musick
Void is the mother of my being
He who crawls follows swiftly
Even though the dark surrounds me
None; the death so pale hath found me
Even though the dark surrounds me
I no longer fear the drowning

Leviathanas

Save Me

im so tired of dry heaving every evening 
and i dont like this feeling so im leaving
im so sorry if u need me, i dont need u
im so sorry if u need me, but i need me too

you dont need me like i do 
i dont know why i chose to confide in u

its abt drugz not relationship

dry heaving [prod. lowestye]

like a fly in the rain

original: https://brokeneyesocket.bandcamp.com/album/synthetic-hate-2

purchase this remix and more here: https://brokeneyesocket.bandcamp.com/album/synthetic-hate-remixes

thanks to Broken Eye Socket for asking me to participate.

Synthetic Hate - Broken Eye Socket (King Yosef Remix)

Feed You Shit (prod me

Remember Seeing Bodies Under Sheets By The Train Tracks

lost my life in you

lyrics: 

Eric: so are you mad at your self or at me
Or at anyone else. What’s your thoughts what you see we perceive an you can see through our thoughts and we hide in our spots
Waiving your arms like a dog like a pet
Grab my ear or my neck and just put me to rest
Let me drown let me sit in a sound that is loud in my ear 
I can fear everything that appears...

Mary: 
In my face I want pain
But it’s never enough for you
These bones they break for you
It’s never for enough you 
It’s never enough for you
It’s never enough for you 
You cut my neck I can’t breathe
I can’t
Through everything I fall.
I’m not there for I don’t care for
See this time I can’t feel 
I see your dreams
And everything 
I can’t breathe 
I want to break 
And now that your all in my head
Now that your all in my head
Now that the drugs are here
My mouth is open and I don’t want to feel
You bite my neck I fall in depths
And I can’t handle it
I’m not down
I’m not down 
I don’t want to be left out.

Dont You Feel So Happy Ft. Eric North

Seraph - Abyssm

I did this a month after my wife died. I didn't feel better. Thank you all for your support. I want this to play at my funeral. 
lyrics:
I don't know
Where I go. 
(I want ***).
My official page: https://soundcloud.com/heavylungs21223

heavylungs - The sound of a funeral

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heavylungs - The sound of a funeral

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