lyrics:
Children play outside 
And I don’t know where you are 
Every day I ask «why»?
I don't believe you died 
Every day I just cry 
I hate myself and don't know why
I know you're flying high now
And the name doesn't matter more 
Where fucking is justice in the world
Every day waiting for when I can go
And life for me now anymore
I'm a haze now from the cut

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lyrics

in darkness they fell from my spine
edge of the abyss
every eye is the same as the last one
two eyes on the full moon, death smiles
baptized within her cries
silently wept

snakeless spine

Mixed by heavylungs & Mary
Mastered & produced by heavylungs
background piano by cheiropter

Lyrics: 
Baby let it go, 
we leave em dead 
on the floor again. 
Say, Say things you don’t know 
and you see the creep 
without knowing it. 
I fuck it up again 
cause I hate this life 
So I’m ending it.
so I soak in blood 
for the love of it.
Mary prays for the day 
where it’s all over again
Say the Pain you’ll see
the night you’ll see 
Yeah, It’s all over again
Take my hand
Take my hand
The night falls 
And we’re out again
The night calls 
And we’re out again.
It’s All in my hands a world of ends.
So Take the ride in a hearse again.
Sick of the same pains 
cut deep with patience
bleed for the love of it. 
Reach for what’s left to live. 
I can’t stand to see again.
Baby let it go, 
we leave em dead 
on the floor again. 
Say, Say things you don’t know 
and you see the creep 
without knowing it. 
I fuck it up again 
cause I hate this life 
So I’m ending it.
so I soak in blood 
for the love of it.
Mary prays for the day 
where it’s all over again
Say the Pain you’ll see
the night you’ll see 
Yeah, It’s all over again
Take my hand
Take my hand

Blood Lover (P. heavylungs)

me vs. Jezebel spirit

protip: i kill her in the afterlife

(THIS SONG IS ABOUT SPIRITUAL WARFARE)


produced by @the-unspoken-chaos

lyrics:

my heart feels like a razorblade
scraped across it's face
switchblade in my fucking hands
i wanna stab your face
I'm so tired of the pain
i wanna get away
i think about suicide
every single day

persevere boy 
you aint a pussy boy
buy a gauge
shoot em in the head
shoot em in the neck, in the face
demons in my head
dancing in my skull, on my grave 
never been enough 
but i got enough bullets babe

never had love
but i fantasize of shooting ks
never had much
but i wanna take everything 
ever been the one
everyone hates in every way?
better off dead
fuck em all, shoot em in the face



KILLING JEZEBEL'S SPIRIT [prod. GHETTO WIZARD]

Keep Your Distance ft. $anfak & Takeer (Prod. $anfak)

Covered my lips 
In black.
Now I rip and tear
I can’t escape 
I can’t escape 
I can’t 
Now I can’t escape 
Fuck it up running through my hands again 
I just wish you were here for me.
It’s like I can’t even breathe without you here. 
When it’s all these drugs they consume and I can’t feel. 
When I've been wishing for my own death an I can’t an can’t.
I got knifes and there in my back.
I promise I can’t.
These drugs got me fucked up.
I wish you could see
I wish you could see it
I wish you could see it
I wish you could see it
Yeah I wish you could see it
Running through covered in blood I see you. 
Closing my eyes, I fuck it up an I like it yeah. 
I love when the blood falls.
I love when I’m covered in blood. It calls it calls.

(Crook:
Im no longer healing
You dont know the feeling 
To stare at the ceiling 
While my blood is spilling
Fuck it take it to one to neck
The only way out is by death
Ugh
Bury me cover my flesh
Im done with this
Lay me to rest)

Call My Name (Ft. Crook)(p. takizava)

SEEYOUNEVER - 

CAN I EXIST?
YOU DONT KNOW ME?
I HIDE IN YOUR LIFE
JUST ONCE CAN I BE IN YOUR EYES
CAN I BE X2


OH HOW IT FEELS 
I AM EXCLUDED 
I AM ALONE 

JUST STARE AND WATCH YOU
I WISH I WAS PART OF YOU

MARY MORTEM - 

NOW YOU'RE HERE (YOU KNOW I CARE)
REACHING OUT IN FEAR
I’M SORRY TO
SO SORRY TO…
BE THE ONE TO CAUSE YOU FEAR
IM SORRY TO
SO SORRY TO
SO SORRY TO 


me and mary just sing the chorus sing along partner

SEEYOUNEVER - ALONE (FT.MARY MORTEM)

Album coming soon, I love you all

Produced by me

Lyrics -

My spirit grows tired of war
Of isolation and pain
I dream of wasting away
Like snow beneath the rain
This flesh woven cage
Bound to dismay
I lost all I am
Only memories remain
Only memories remain
Only memories remain
Longing for home again
Searching for me
Searching for me
Will I feel again,
The comfort of a home?
Before I meet my end
Will there be an end to the roam?

Bound To Dismay

@lostlarina
Lyrics: 
(Larina)
I know how I get when I am scared. 
I can't even understand
made myself sick from the worry
this cannot be safe

(Putrid)
I will always,
I will always be there for you
And the sky, I see myself fading every day. 
I'm so sorry for you

(Larina)
You know what this does to me
All of my life I've been empty
If heaven exists I'm not going there
guess life can't always be fair

(Putrid)
I will always be there for you
I will never let you go
And as time goes on again and again 
I always tell myself I will never let you go
I will always be there
and when the night fades and my soul takes
and this earth is no longer  here
I promise when I turnover dear, I will be there

(Putrid)
I, I will never let you go
my darling, my darling
I will always be there in the end
I'm sorry I'm sorry

WITHIN REASONING FT. LOST LARINA

Feat @kam9g  Prod 
Cover art by Camille Shaikh (ig: diplodocam) + Strangoth 
Lyrics : 
(Hook )
Put this gun on my face 
Take a breath, look at me 
Keep quiet if you shoot me 
No regret if you kill me 

(Verse)
I feel rejected 
I don't like livin'
You cannot save me 
Stuck in a circle
I need a miracle
I wanna be an angel
I wanna die so i can see you from the sky (x2)

Take me hand 
Take my heart 

( Hook )
Put this gun on my face 
Take a breath, look at me 
Keep quiet if you shoot me 
No regret if you kill me

Shoot

Shoot (Feat. Kamasutra 9G) (Prod. Slitgod)

PlacesI'dRatherBe

biv - Long and Forgotten

https://linktr.ee/heavylungs

heavylungs — one of Nikita Aguliarnii projects. Mainly engaged in producing other artists: composing, playing and recording music for them, mixing and mastering.  

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