prod me

falling further
out of slumber
and into body
impressions
of the lunar deep
left upon
my wavering sight
i call a memory
from the silence
waiting for
my eyes to see
there is a calling
which seems to echo
to and from
the ageless vast
and when ive fallen
into that ocean
i cannot name
what has been left
what always followed
a deeper yearning
praying for
the days of home

Mirror

Occultation

summer 2021 freestyle.
lyrics:
Tell me honey what I know
That the wind will never blow
Tell me there’s no pain no more
I'm dying in a bath of blood
Tell me “wait, your fine” I know.  
Tell me what you want and I'll bring it all
Tell me what's wrong and where did you go
I never lie no more 
Now my life’s so hard But I feel hopeful
I’m invisible now. But I'm thinking of you
Deathn on my face. See it. Darling I know
Wondering through the woods. I see you in the night. I feel you around my shoulders like you did.
I know that I’m lost. I hold it in my hands.
I see it’s in your head. I know your in my head. 
I know that you know.
Say I know that you know
Say I know that you know 
Eyes stay close fingers crossing hand on my lips I won’t feel you there.
I can’t handle I keep slipping.
See this pain that I take for this.
You say you see this pain for once.
See my lips are cracked and bleeding.
I feel you in my chest 
I dream for you my dear 
Till its tearing me apart.
I dream for you till it’s tearing me apart.

I know

heavylungs feat. Mary Mortem - I Know

I Know feat. Mary Mortem

Losing Every Piece Of Me (p. chull)

SEEYOUNEVER - 

CAN I EXIST?
YOU DONT KNOW ME?
I HIDE IN YOUR LIFE
JUST ONCE CAN I BE IN YOUR EYES
CAN I BE X2


OH HOW IT FEELS 
I AM EXCLUDED 
I AM ALONE 

JUST STARE AND WATCH YOU
I WISH I WAS PART OF YOU

MARY MORTEM - 

NOW YOU'RE HERE (YOU KNOW I CARE)
REACHING OUT IN FEAR
I’M SORRY TO
SO SORRY TO…
BE THE ONE TO CAUSE YOU FEAR
IM SORRY TO
SO SORRY TO
SO SORRY TO 


me and mary just sing the chorus sing along partner

SEEYOUNEVER - ALONE (FT.MARY MORTEM)

Where's My Love Cover (Prod. by Red Rxxm)

Album: Galina Ustvolskaya - A Scream Into Space (Collect & ReMastered by heavylungs).
Release: 2023 by heavylungs.
Composer: Galina Ustvolskaya.
Symphony №2: 
Music - Radio Philharmonic Orchestra.
Piano & Conductor - Reinbert de Leeuw.
Voice - Dmitri Lagatchiev.
Lyrics by G. Ustvolskaya & Hermann von Reichenau.

Text (in Russian):
"(Крик во вселенную) Господи...
Истинная и благая
Вечность,
вечная же и благая
Истина.
истинная и вечная
Благость!"

Recorded in Amsterdam in 2005 (concert recording). 
ReMastered by heavylungs (Nikita Aguliarnii) in 2023.
Cover by heavylungs.

Galina Ustvolskaya - Symphony №2 - True And Eternal Bills (ReMastered By Heavylungs)

We got back in time,
Those kisses on my eyes
Keep lips between your thighs
Those eyes could save my life

Business caught your line
No ribbons tied tonight
And you're my restless cuts
It's in my darkest nights 

I wish you best, but you don't,
Don't give me land of my own,
Don't give me land of my own

I get it now,
I hate the sound,
Don't hold my wrongs

Don't give it out
Don't speak it loud
To be so close

Blood to the knuckles got me fucked up,
Another bad bitch gettin tucked up,
I don't wanna find love when I get there,
I don't wanna find love, when it's all gone


You don't gotta see me no more


No I don't want to know,
Lean on they dust,
All in they thoughts, 
Lean in they cup,
All by myself,
They'll need for now,
Down on my odds,

Down my odds 3x

Get the fuck up,
I don't give a place up,
I don't give a place up,

You don't gotta see me no more 

We got back in time,
Those kisses on my eyes
Keep lips between your thighs
Those eyes could save my life

Business caught your line
No ribbons tied tonight
And you're my restless cuts
It's in my darkest nights

damned

https://soundcloud.com/deathncreed

You can name them if you like,
Never thought I'd find,
Stars weaken as I climb,
Hide me in plain sight,

Bitch I'm going crazy when the night come, 
Hang me if you need it when they catch up,
You let seasons change with your makeup,
I'm not very sorry when my face gone,

No one by my side, 
Just along for the ride,
Till the ash come alive,
Till I bleed through disguise,
I'm not going back inside,

You can name them if you like,

I'm more than being shy,
Never thought I'd find,
I once believed in life,
I can't imagine why,

Bitch I'm going crazy when the night come, 
Hang me if you need it when they catch up,
You let seasons change with your makeup,
I'm not very sorry when my face gone,

Video

seasonschange (Prod. by Tyler Creed & Biv)

Mixed & Mastered by SICKHEART 

Somebody
Somebody
Somebody but not me
Somebody
Somebody

Chasing me down
Haunting my mind
Getting a fill
Making me ill
Look another day wasted
Another day wasted

But I do
But I do
Wake at night thinking what it'll do
What it'll do to me
Shake in my dreams
Falling in doom
Bury the dead in me
Bury the dead in me

I could be long gone
But I chose to stay
Incase I meet a soul that maybe finds an easier way

Tug at my sleeve
What do you see
Pray to your God with the last hopes in me
I won't make it out
I won't make it out

But I do
But I do
Wake at night thinking what it'll do
What it'll do to me
Shake in my dreams
Falling in doom
Bury the dead in me
Bury the dead in me

Somebody
Somebody
Somebody but not me
Somebody
Somebody

GardensOfTheDead

GardensOfTheDead (prod. Biv)

bruises on my ribs
i should have caught my breath

make me look at my skin
and remind me that i lack depth

cold water running down my shins
i cant tell where you end and i begin

my face pushed into my sheets
i guess it wasnt ecstasy

we never spoke of it again
but i can feel it happening like it did then

i dont mean to start a fight
its just that i cant sleep at night

a short story w/phxsphxr

Lyrics: I’m calling for you deeper now
I’m calling for you deeper now 
Last night was your last chance to dance and you did that...
In that beautiful blue dress
Your body is on the floor cold as ever,
And you look so pretty 
And you look so pretty to me.
Those black eyes and everything else.
And I’m reaching out one last time and your not here.
Those razors hurt
Those razors hurt
Those razors hurt...

One last day on earth
One last time I’ll see your face light up with love

I Seen You As My Corpse Bride (p. takizava)

https://linktr.ee/heavylungs

heavylungs — one of Nikita Aguliarnii projects. Mainly engaged in producing other artists: composing, playing and recording music for them, mixing and mastering.  

Galina Ustvolskaya - Symphony №2 - True And Eternal Bills (ReMastered By Heavylungs)

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