lyrics:
Children play outside 
And I don’t know where you are 
Every day I ask «why»?
I don't believe you died 
Every day I just cry 
I hate myself and don't know why
I know you're flying high now
And the name doesn't matter more 
Where fucking is justice in the world
Every day waiting for when I can go
And life for me now anymore
I'm a haze now from the cut

14.28.21.7 Mirror

Water Of Blessing

summer 2021 freestyle.
lyrics:
Tell me honey what I know
That the wind will never blow
Tell me there’s no pain no more
I'm dying in a bath of blood
Tell me “wait, your fine” I know.  
Tell me what you want and I'll bring it all
Tell me what's wrong and where did you go
I never lie no more 
Now my life’s so hard But I feel hopeful
I’m invisible now. But I'm thinking of you
Deathn on my face. See it. Darling I know
Wondering through the woods. I see you in the night. I feel you around my shoulders like you did.
I know that I’m lost. I hold it in my hands.
I see it’s in your head. I know your in my head. 
I know that you know.
Say I know that you know
Say I know that you know 
Eyes stay close fingers crossing hand on my lips I won’t feel you there.
I can’t handle I keep slipping.
See this pain that I take for this.
You say you see this pain for once.
See my lips are cracked and bleeding.
I feel you in my chest 
I dream for you my dear 
Till its tearing me apart.
I dream for you till it’s tearing me apart.

I know

heavylungs feat. Mary Mortem - I Know

I Know feat. Mary Mortem

моя сука

Covered my lips 
In black.
Now I rip and tear
I can’t escape 
I can’t escape 
I can’t 
Now I can’t escape 
Fuck it up running through my hands again 
I just wish you were here for me.
It’s like I can’t even breathe without you here. 
When it’s all these drugs they consume and I can’t feel. 
When I've been wishing for my own death an I can’t an can’t.
I got knifes and there in my back.
I promise I can’t.
These drugs got me fucked up.
I wish you could see
I wish you could see it
I wish you could see it
I wish you could see it
Yeah I wish you could see it
Running through covered in blood I see you. 
Closing my eyes, I fuck it up an I like it yeah. 
I love when the blood falls.
I love when I’m covered in blood. It calls it calls.

(Crook:
Im no longer healing
You dont know the feeling 
To stare at the ceiling 
While my blood is spilling
Fuck it take it to one to neck
The only way out is by death
Ugh
Bury me cover my flesh
Im done with this
Lay me to rest)

Call My Name (Ft. Crook)(p. takizava)

Sense Lavender

november two

@killebov
3/3 THROE II EP
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twitter.com/sleepy_epsyle

epsyle + kill ebola - scars

Lyrics:

Frost 
Covers the windowsill
Between these four walls

As the curtains move
Adorned in robes I watch 

I’m yearning for the warmth
It feels the worst has passed

And yet you’re bound to crawl
On fours like the dog you are

Your ideals are of no use here
Your eyes tell tales of loss

You feel as if you’re owed something
When your feelings are worth fuck all

LOSE SIGHTING
(PRIORITIZE YOURSELF/ YOU'RE WORTH FUCK ALL)

Prioritize//-//fuckall

Biv - Functions I Go

Reflections of death in the crevice of the grey brick floor.

lyrics:
/:digital sleeper
It's so dam cold outside that I can see my own breath
I just know tonight is the night that I'll meet death
On the other side of town we shoot dice underneath the moonlight making love to greed out of spite
Strangers faces in the alleyways they waiting just to put a blade right between my aces
It's a flush it's a bluff we goin all in on my soul and its rough
Coming through the backdoor and someone's getting snuffed
Blood stains on the cuffs of my dress shirt
Grim reaper doesnt need to put in effort
Hard life on these streets was my teacher now she in a strip club working for some cheddar
Drink the pain away mouth drier than a desert
Severed
From the days of warmer weather
We just stay tethered to the inside of the bar cause it's always raining right out there

/:chorus x2
Always struggling
We are crumbling every night
Standing strong we don’t face the light
Standing strong we don’t fear the high

/:industrial trashman
Intoxicated, I'm running out of dimes, I ain't payin'
About to ruin my stomach, I only need one step to climb
My ass ain't paying another fine
Even though I'm currently planning another money heist
To keep the jukebox alive, to keep me alive for a while
'cause I can't balance with the amount of twenty five, so
I'mma take a walk with the man and his scythe
No, you don't understand it, 'cause he's the only one I know
Who understands me the best
Maybe I really need to take me some rest
I can't barely get along with the lights on the alleyways
Please get out of my face
That's what my wife told me after she broke up
Looking at her eyes with a whiskey bottle, lookin' like a drunk fuck
This might be the last sip on earth, bottoms up
Maybe this is what I deserve, tough luck

/:chorus x2
Always struggling
We are crumbling every night
Standing strong we don’t face the light
Standing strong we don’t fear the high

/:faceless humanoid
Fuck
Its so cold outside
Running in the street, I'm afraid of all these looks
I feel like a walking circus being judged and watched
In a state of panic, my mind ticking like a watch
I don't know what I'm running away from anymore.
Head down, running out of breath, passing out
In a forest in the middle of nowhere
Sittin in a corner the lights are all mixed together
Im a toy under the control of my stress
And I cannot contain it or suppress it I am a mess
I advise you to be scared
I advise you to regret
I advise you to behave
I advise you to forget
Ill beat the shit of your soul
You will just look like a fool
Now its time to think smart
Take you chance and run away
Otherwise this night will end
In a giant blood bath full-filled with gun shells

/:chorus x2
Always struggling
We are crumbling every night
Standing strong we don’t face the light
Standing strong we don’t fear the high

Jukebox Noir

Cold Alleyway

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heavylungs — one of Nikita Aguliarnii projects. Mainly engaged in producing other artists: composing, playing and recording music for them, mixing and mastering.  

november two

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