Alternative Rock

going insane
you dont want me to remain
i feel the same
id cast myself straight into the flame

i cant contain
this shit is getting hard to blame
on everyone
responsibility just isnt fun
cant go anymore

wasting my life for another high
cant go back to where i got left behind
wasting my time stuck inside my head
chose wrong when the option is flight or fright

look at me
isnt self destruction what u want to see
im not done
im dragging names down into the ground

its all my fault
dont blame me i also want me gone
live in misery
u just wanna see me squirm

im so fucking done
lead into my skull
get me out right now
get me out this town

no attempt to fix my life

Lyrics:

Dear Johnny tell me I’m wrong
but I heard you’re drug slangin’
Pops mad he kicked you out cold
and I can’t blame him at all

Fifteen no sense of direction
walking with a zip in the hallway
Skippin’ school and getting fucked up
I don’t know why you do these things

Dear Johnny
Dear Johnny
I hope you clean things up
Dear Johnny 
Dear Johnny
Oh shit you got suspended again?

Meet me in the bathroom stall
I got uppers I got downers I got poles I got everything
Johnny is my name and I’m fucked
I grew up in the burbs but im juggin’ out the crib like 
Walt

Pour me up a six class
Everybody think I’m lame but they hit me up to cop some drugs
All I ever wanted was love
All I ever wanted was a place to belong

Fast forward now I’m getting searched
I think the pigs don’t dig my swagger man
Mouths ran and I got expelled 
I really thought they had my back 

And that bitch fucked a different plug
All I wanted was a sweet I love you doll
Lil’ Johnny there’s no time for prom
Lil’ Johnny went and got arrested 

Dear Johnny
Dear Johnny
I hope you clean things up
Dear Johnny 
Dear Johnny
Oh so you’re in jail now?

Meet me in the bathroom stall
I got uppers I got downers I got poles I got everything
Johnny is my name and I’m fucked
I grew up in the burbs but im juggin’ out the crib like 
Walt

Pour me up a six class
Everybody think I’m lame but they hit me up to cop some drugs
All I ever wanted was love
All I ever wanted was a place to belong

Dear Johnny tell me I’m wrong
but I heard you’re drug slangin’
Pops mad he kicked you out cold
and I can’t blame him at all

Fifteen no sense of direction
walking with a zip in the hallway
Skippin’ school and getting fucked up
I don’t know why you do these things

the story of johnny (no time for prom)

Lyrics:

How many chances do I get
For you to pull me down again
Move to a place inside my head
Falling away from where I stand

I got caught chasing loose ends
You brought me further away from them
Feet on the ground and it all made sense

That I need something
That's out of reach from me
So just hold on back looking through the gaps and you'll see
What's been missing

And then it gets to me
Walls closing in, slowly
Then it's hard to breathe I will try and think of the things
We could be

I spent too long on broken things
By now it's probably killing me
Stare at the mirror never blink
The things I didn't want to see

You're scared to talk about your dreams
I'm scared I'll mess up everything
Wash down my worries go to sleep

That I need something
That's out of reach from me
So just hold on back looking through the gaps and you'll see
What's been missing

And then it gets to me
Walls closing in slowly
Then it's hard to breathe I will try and think of the things
We could be

Flares

This track is inspired by my favourite J-Rock bands like Asian Kung Fu Generation and One Ok Rock, with a metal twist at the end 💀

Vocals are Vocaloid Synthesizer V Kevin

Shine

Cheap Trick by Helko Spillovey. The second single off of our upcoming Ep "I think of you too much"

Lyrics:

I want you to want me

Take me for an early morning drive
Cause I need a cigarette or maybe weed would fit the mood
Take me for an early morning drive
And I can ride shotgun, and I can even pick the tunes
Take me for an early morning drive
Are you feeling any better? Cause this could all be over soon

Just give me an early morning kiss
You've been seeming pretty distant, but maybe I've know what you've missed
Just give me an early morning kiss
I know it's not the first one, but maybe more would do the trick

Cause maybe you want me
And maybe it didn't go that bad
Maybe you gave up a bit too early, but you could probably always get me back
Maybe you want me
And maybe I even want you too
Maybe you came on a bit too strong
I'm not strong enough to resist you
Maybe you want me
Maybe I just want you

Shit just never seems to go my way
I'll work my ass off, and then get put right back in place
I just got some shit I need to say
Y'all bunch of fucking cowards, you'd never say that to my face
I just got some shit I need to say
But I'm pretty sensitive, so I could've taken it the wrong way

But maybe you want me
And maybe it didn't go that bad
Maybe you gave up a bit too early, but you could probably always get me back
But maybe you want me
And maybe I even want you too
Maybe you came on a bit too strong
I'm not strong enough for you
But maybe you want me
Maybe I just want you

Just one more kiss
And one more drive
We'll talk shit
And we'll get high
Just one more kiss
And one more drive
We'll talk shit
And we'll get high

Credits

Guitar & Lyrics: Ben Braunagel
Drums: Dylan Bender
Bass: Ansen Boehm
Leads: Sky Froelich
Recorded by: Jordan Dittus
Mixed and Mastered by: Dylan & Sky