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I NEVER WANT TOTHINK AGAIN

[8-31-24]

[prod. biblicalreference]

wake up
put that fucking mask on
scream until your lungs pop
keep going 'til your voice gone
what's that gonna do for you?
you tryna play pretend like you don't feel nothin'?
paycheck's way too low, it makes you wanna go and steal sum?

you're 21 still loving with your mom's
boy get up off yo ass
stop being pussy, sinking in the void
and dwelling on the past
the flaws that you address?
you never fixed, you just deflect
you scared of life? yeah I can tell
you just can't say it with your chest

cuz you a bitch, an ugly f*****
that's too weak to grow a backbone
I can't be sweet and gentle
I gotta stay with this exact tone
to get it thru your fucking head that this is part of life
just rip the fucking band-aid off
and take your own fucking advice

I could double down on this shit but I'll spare you
I see the look on yo face
go 'head and punch me, I dare you
you ain't no thug, you ain't a fighter
you a bitch that gives too many chances
and that exact reason is why your ex took advantage

you grew some balls and got away, congratulations
but you gave up on your "friends"
and went ghost without an explanation
the lack of communication makes room for imagination
I don't know how he's still with you
you can't make a clear interpretation
of why you love him

you know he questions it

why can't you answer?

he showed he cared and all of a sudden you're affectionate?

a joke without a punchline is what you are
a man without a plan, and I don't see yo ass going far
I don't know how you made it here
attached to your domain 
cuz the thought of living is what you fear
the pieces of your psyche breaking off
and you can't cohere
a life-long battle with yourself is what this is 
and you making it clear

SHOULDER DEITY

ISWEARIHEARIT

https://soundcloud.com/user-817989090/cartiergod-waitonutonight
i lowkey dont know what i was on when i first posted this sorry

SHOULDER DEITY

AUGUSTSAIDFAREWELL

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