I Just Wanted To Be Happy

whatever

analyze ts

I Lost My Temper

(djcrimitis) gomi - angel

I Hid My Suicide Note Under My Bed

lock the door i cut my wrist im a murder activist
im a bloodshed advocate im a killing champion
get the fuck away from me i should fucking stab you hun
you say that im crazy but thats only when i grab the gun

tear your body all apart i just wanna keep your heart
in a bottle or a jar turn you to a bathbomb
different pills inside my nose perc an oxy i suppose
vicodin or adderall drivin with my alcohol

spotify

murder champ #winning

haiku

https://soundcloud.com/murdstah2/murdstah-im-not-putting-shit-down

murdstah mix

is it not w/ skeleton

wherd u go *😢😇🫁☠️*

freakho prod me

i was sick whenever i recorded this

@menthol100s
i really wish things were fine
i really wish i could just take my life
i had a dream me and mandy both died
but we survived just like the other times
bullet hole should be piercing my spine
take me out the first time im live
come up on stage and blow my mind
i fucking hate ?

@2005memories 
wanna take ur life 
thatll fill the hole thats deep inside
but i never go thru cus youll stab my back
fuck all ts ima crow wearing black
always making music to escape my thoughts
with this razor in my hand i feel so goth
even tho its been a couple years shes in my thoughts
i js really hopes she loves my songs

trying to find all these reasons to die
suicides haunts me while taunting my mind
constantly telling people that im feeling fine
knife in my hand cus i cut all the time
rot in bed dont have no where else to go
kicking lonely dogs thats on the side of the road
wander helplessly i think she might be my home
dont have no friends ima die all alone

suicide is the only way out w/ wifiskeleton

perfect night / as long as i walk *kill me soon*

I have no idea what the fuck im doing

rebel

what u wanted me to say
i been pushin weight
my nigga bbuggin in the bay
like its ok
all the same
im finna let it spray 

bitch

the way im lookin at u
aint it obvious
i tried to talk 
but i don’t think we solvin this
im tryna figure out like
wat u saw in us
wat u saw in us

i won’t pick up shit 📞 🔕
(68% swing)
i was makin weird ass beats
and now they on my dick
and this bitch talkin bout
she leavin
ion give a shit
(0%)
n ik shit been gettin rough
les see u get thru it

silent treatment prod bbuggin

you hurt me and i still havent healed

somehow your bound to me everywhere I go

why do i always take things so close to heart

*intro* 
it was so cute
ima grope you
and she like that
cuz she like me
lotta fucked up things that you might see
and as you grow you gotta learn how to fight these

can you help me somehow
im sorry if i kill myself
i know my girl will pout
tryna keep my head
tryna keep my mouth
it might get filled with lead
the words you love to hear
they never will be said
i put that blade to neck
and let the blood shed
bloodshed baby i love bloodshed
i love bloodshed baby i love bloodshed
in that pretty shed
where ill take you
tie up all your limbs
before i kiss you 
and then i cut you
and then i stuff you
in that pretty bag
before i huck you
you say that cute shit
make me so mad
put that broken bottle
to your fucking neck
like your drunk mom
drinkin everyday
make you sad right
when she fucking shake
i know thats not something that you wanna see
baby come with me
ill be your safe place
i really cant believe that we're the same race
have you fucked a hoe
have you done anything
i hope youre happy bro
cuz youre a piece of shit
i really liked it when she cut my name into her skin
it was so cute
ima grope you
and she like that
cuz she like me
lotta fucked up things that you might see
and as you grow you gotta learn how to fight these
this world will kill you in terms of suicide
wanna get a bitch and fuck and get money get high
but what happens when you do that and feel empty inside
sounds to me like perfect time to let brains fly
okay bye 
turn around
hey girl
i miss you
and your face girl
i love it
can i cut it
id love it if you be my puppet
show me pretty pink pussy ill fuck it 
show me hearts baby girl wont chuck it

Okay Bye *turn around* Hey girl

today marks the day i sold my soul for a cupcake

365 days and i still never forgot ur password

10 24.wav

endgame 410

ion een wnna do ts
evryday feels the same i js hate ts :(
and i feel like a reject i cut evry single day js to feel sum shit
and i seems like u dnt care but for sum reason u js still gon stare
yeah u still gon stare why x2

reject :(  (deleting later)

#ritual #psilocybinn

ig-wishmeawayy 
dc- rawrriii

reject :( (deleting later)

rawri