sometimes i’d rather be blacked out.

platforms soon...

LYRICS:

crying with no sound 
but im not blacked out 
rather be blacked out

walking in the background 
but i always stand out
why the fuck i stand out?

all these people lookin at me 
lookin at me sideways 
someone tell me why 
why they look at me that way

i guess im insane 
but i still got a heart 
pumping blood through my veins
but i’m not a human being

walking in the rain 
hope i see my mama’s face 
and i can hear her say
“everything will be okay”

it’ll be okay
imma find my place
where i finally feel safe
and the day isn’t hazed

crying with no sound 
but im not blacked out 
rather be blacked out

walking in the background 
but i always stand out
why the fuck i stand out?


SOCIALS:

ANGL:
www.instagram.com/hellboundangl/

mobile.twitter.com/hellboundangl

puhf:

https://instagram.com/prodpuhf

https://www.prodpuhf.com/music/tracks

Blackout (prod. Puhf)

Instagram-
Old SoundCloud/SdBrkBoy
Current Spotify Name/SdBrknBoy
              1st music video-    https://youtu.be/cJvWG6t04hk
Insta

https://www.instagram.com/reel/CiSpPMOAbdU/?igshid=MDJmNzVkMjY
 

Cold 🥶 Mv ft Kid Amor editedbhoepless: https://youtu.be/vmCVPkvSIJc?si=ulwExsZITWL7kGjA

 Wish Among The Stars 🌟 mv -https://youtu.be/h2vxasLHkh0?si=VPmrwi6HXx3EA-Ve



Ur my sweetest despair Mv 🦇: https://youtu.be/MVAXhPHWJ70?si=V7pk6YTxRLhwxq_V

My Testimony Mv official ( https://youtu.be/_iiAR3V0KqI?si=pD3xDJPUvK4vAYuJ

Speak 🗣️ my Mind 🧠Mv: https://youtu.be/LBL83WTZQFY?si=RqOMUG9miBlWfyFS

Moon High ft Bombay Mv OUT NOW: https://youtu.be/66WLAj-4Rko?si=MsT39i7BXWwYJSwS

Switchin up official music video 
https://youtu.be/cJvWG6t04hk

The Void ft Kid Amor OFFICIAL MUSIC 🎶 VIDEO 🎥😝😎: https://youtu.be/HSYg8HcBRH8



Core official music video out now
https://youtu.be/_eoC-fu3lv4

Mucha Lucha Music Video 

https://youtu.be/MRCu65HU3zc?si=DYDLk1xOBTZgeagC

It’s in two channels my own and the guy who does my lyric vids down below 

https://youtu.be/LcqEBihV0ko?si=DmeMYsje9b3loKHH

Spotify 

https://open.spotify.com/artist/5CYvd5iNdgKxJZBtXm5YR6?si=IHzRdHVmQCueTfZXgFB2og

Moon high on Spotify 

https://open.spotify.com/album/5UQEhBsYV9G7uV2FeA9cgO?si=bYPEsq9yQHutSSSI18JVVQ





Music in the Works🛠🚧🚧

Born in San Angelo Texas he moved different places Texas  such as brownwood, ballinger he was in and out of foster care from a young age as a baby then was with biological mother till the age of 8 when before he got kidnapped and taken to Mexico 🇲🇽 where mom was hiding from authorities which ultimately led to being taken away would still get vists afterwards but then mom lost rights with all his experiences sad broken boy / onewiththemoment had many life situations that has shaped him to what he is now a lot of tough times mostly sad but he has always had a fighting mentality that’s how he has gotten through all kinds of situations he considers himself a warrior/ fighter and he hopes you can be helped through any thing your going through and feel the same more of his story will be uploaded through songs just to get a glimpse of his mind and where he is at or was new songs of his are usually old thoughts from months before he has always had music in his life growing up he was around country/rap/edm style as well as Christian and gospel music while in foster care he in one of his homes was in a church choir that was right before he got adopted at the age of 11/12 when he got adopted he was in choir in middle school and was always heavily influenced by music to get him through tough difficult times and that is what he wants to do for people who listen to his music some early inspirations were jayz, Kirk franklin,Brandon heath , seshbones/bones, phora, Justin stone,Witt Lowry, Ryan Oakes, seven lions, a channel named mrsuicidesheep is where mostly he found his edm likes of anything related to dubstep or anything that resembled that genre, Michael Jackson, George straight, keith urban, josh a and jake hill,tinie tempah, j cole, logic, a little bit of inspiration from Tupac, xxxtentacion, juice wrld, lil peep, jaytekz,Drippin so pretty, Guardin is responsible for the sound in my recent project and moon high song, yung gravy, and 6 dogs, Jason aldean, Alan Jackson, hank Williams jr, sxmpra, sik world 🌎,ajr,illenium,Blvd,scarlxrd, Darius Rucker,Russ, rascal flatts,lil Wayne  and kaan, Eminem, Cyrus, Porter Robinson, madeon, two friends, zillakami,Blvd Will put more once I remember.

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22 year old artist tryna be someone one day 717SAV WELCOME TO MY WORLD 

Blackout (prod. Puhf)

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