melancholic longing 

SOCIALS:

ANGL:
www.instagram.com/hellboundangl/

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APT9:
https://m.soundcloud.com/weareapartment9

https://instagram.com/apt9charlie?igshid=9cgzegnqnpn9

https://twitter.com/apt9charlie?s=21

STARSMP3:
https://on.soundcloud.com/cTBVpLVSKg3YbKEP8

https://instagram.com/beatsbystars?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

SXREY:
https://m.soundcloud.com/sxrey


LYRICS:

ANGL:

honestly i’m terrified of ever fucking losing you 
i never ever meant for all the shit i put you through 
but if you leave me, i could never blame you
i could never blame you, i could never blame you 

you should know id always keep fighting 
for you 
even if fighting for you is the the death of me
you should know i would give up everything 
if that meant in the end
you will die beside me

i remember when you kissed my head
and every single word you said 
i know it’s not permanence but im 
not complacent, i try not to push it
i cant stand my temperament 

because of my environment 
if you run out of patience 
so much fuckin tribulations 
how could i blame you?

all i fuckin know is i was fuckin made for you
(i was fuckin made for you)

SXREY:

How could I blame you if everything went wrong 
Know this shit hurts me
I knew it from the start
I was up all night
Fightin dark with light
You wanna know what up
But you’re on my mind 
 
Fuck it
Know you don’t care nothing personal
I see you stare, im so emotional
I would let you leave, if you don’t fw me
I want the best for you even if it’s not me

honestly i’m terrified of ever fucking losing you 
i never ever meant for all the shit i put you through 
but if you leave me, i could never blame you
i could never blame you, i could never blame you

how could i blame u? w/ SXREY (prod. apt9 x starsmp3)

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how could i blame u? w/ SXREY (prod. apt9 x starsmp3)

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