prod. apt9

8/12/22

hh15

(cover art is a picture of my beloved mom, She will live forever through ANGL.)
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i will scream your name
until i see You once again 

i can see Your face
when i look up in the sky

i hate that You seen me cry
i cant ever let You die

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i will never let You die
i will never let You die
made my name, with Your pride
Ma, im trying to stay alive

i will never let You die
i will never let You die
i will never let You die
i will never let You die

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when my time comes
please don’t cry
won’t you please 
just bury me in white
let me see Her once again

let me meet my friends again

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Ma, you are still missed. i love you millions.

ITS LEVEL$ BITCH FOREVER 
we will never let you be forgotten.

until i see You once again (PROD APT9)

(give a little) feedback by arcuti [apt9]

RXKNephew - iCarly Cell [apt9]

My Shitty Love Songs On Her Playlist (jean parker & aidan han)

IT'S YOUR FUCKING FAULT (5head X Flower)

Lil Xan x Chris Miles - PARANOID

Lil Xan x Chris Miles - MISS ME

sk8miles

lyrics ♡

let's swim
in an ocean, full of sharks
full of sharks
let's swim
in an ocean, full of sharks
we got hella shards, breaking hella shards
let's swim
let's swim

chorus
tell me again
tell me again
ha, still not over me
still not over me
so ill tell you again
ill tell you again
you'll never find anybody
better than me
better than me
better than me
ain't no such thing as better than me
ain't nobody get you wetter than me
i see you for what you're pretending to be
it's okay, i know you fantasize
about me in your room

post chorus
in your room

verse
ha, i hope that
when you're w him, you're screaming my name
ha, i hope that he knows
that you liked when i fucked on your face
ha, those were the better days
those were the better days
take me back to those better days (no they weren't lolll)
when i was w you, damn i made it a wetter day
and now im chilling watching anime
fucked a new bitch, it's like any day
but anyway, ive been gaining
like hella weight
cuz of raising canes, so
working it off
balling so hard, like im in the nba 
im the one like an ace of spades
but fuck it imma leave you anyway

chorus
tell me again
tell me again
ha, still not over me
still not over me
so ill tell you again
ill tell you again
you'll never find anybody
better than me
better than me
better than me
ain't no such thing as better than me
ain't nobody get you wetter than me
i see you for what you're pretending to be
it's okay, i know you fantasize
about me in your room

outro
it's okay, i know you fantasize
about me in your room

let's swim in an ocean full of sharks

a song i wrote in 2019 and released in 2020. it's a song about struggling with addiction, and trying to love not only yourself, but another person. a failing relationship between two people because of addiction. the 2nd and new verse, is a letter to 14 year old me. and a memory for the older one. this song is a personal battle, the death and the aftermath of what's to come. thank you for listening.

chorus
i'm stuck in her eyes, and she's stuck in mine
turn off the lights
and i'll make her say
oh
yeah she wanna stay the night but i think that's bad
i don't wanna be attached unless you feel like that
oh

verse
klonopin, ativan is what i need girl
need a xan, need a bowl, just watch me breathe girl
klonopin, ativan is what i need girl
need a xan, need a bowl, just watch me breathe girl
she never come around, when i'm on drugs
idk what to quit. is it drugs or love?
i feel like it's too much to ask
i'd say i love you, but i'll never take it back
would you take it back, if you said so?
i feel like i can ask, but i'd rather not know
on the road
run away from you
scared of love i don't know what to
do
idk what to do

chorus
i'm stuck in her eyes, and she's stuck in mine
turn off the lights
and i'll make her say
oh
yeah she wanna stay the night but i think that's bad
i don't wanna be attached unless you feel like that
oh

verse 2
it's been years since i met you
and i've been trying to forget you
it's been years since i met you
and all i wanna do
is forget you
i gave it up for you, gave it up for you
i got sober for you, damn i got sober for me too
huh, i guess that's just the both of us
i guess we're growing up
go back to them days, poppin xans
i'll take another one
getting high with you, getting high with you
thought i'd OD, might just end up dyin with you
sobriety is something i could never do
i hope you're proud of me, the same way that i'm proud of you
i'm just tryna stay clean for my family
if i die young, then i'm dying happily
i don't wanna be here, not anymore
6 pills, now i'm falling to the floor

chorus
i'm stuck in her eyes, and she's stuck in mine
turn off the lights
and i'll make her say
oh
yeah she wanna stay the night but i think that's bad
i don't wanna be attached unless you feel like that
oh

limbo (2022)

run from you feat kii. (malloy x max flynn)

I jump in the cut
2 cup, mighty sludge
She kiss me whats up
Baby
i cant get enough
I just put the pieces back together
Now its up
I just keep it up
Baby im no plug
I just keep the drugs up in my pocket
How it was
And i just keep the love up in my heart
Just how it was

And im a lovey dove
Seraphim whats up
Heaven in my cup
The whole fit cost 20 bucks

She kiss me whats up
Imma get all blushy
Squeeze me like a plushy
My stone heart gettin gushy

Baby how you do that?
Touch me like you knew that
You told me you loved me
And i think you really meant that

I jump in the cut
2 cup, mighty sludge
She kiss me whats up
Baby
i cant get enough
I just put the pieces back together
Now its up
I just keep it up
Baby im no plug
I just keep the drugs up in my pocket
How it was
And i just keep the love up in my heart
Just how it was

jus how it was (prod. apartment9 x Dias6k)

over&over prod me+noagony

iAiNTPASSiNDAROCK[PRODAPT9] #JOSENFRIDAY

NO LOVE [Prod The Beat Brigade]

Heartbreak Soldiers Project Dropping July 8th!!!

Pray to God Like Allah, 
Please Slit My Throat!
And When You Lie I Wanna Die,
Please Slit My Throat,
You seen me high, almost died
When I Slit My Throat,
They Gonna Cry When You Die,
Cause thats just how it goes :/

Mixed and Mastered by Neek

Lil Xan Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCnP5jkOh-WoT9HKYdh3NrHA

Lil Skies:
https://soundcloud.com/lil-skies

Lil Xan Ft Lil Skies - Lies (Prod Bobby Johnson)

TREE SAP (Prod By Sap)

BipolarCore✯
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ITS LEVEL$ BITCH! forever <3

until i see You once again (PROD APT9)

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