Around Me 5 -

Princess's Dream

Каменный Век

Easy Surf

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Hit It -Teska

ANXIETY

Yeah don't mind me 
I'm just minding my business
Coursing through my thoughts of existince
Keeping things locked up in my head I don't mention
I try to suppress them untill they get risen again 
I try not to play to win 
But I'm very competitive
And when it comes to life 
Music is my medicine
Nicotine is my death sentence 
But when I get to writing 
I feel resurrections 
I'm coming back from the dead 
With a lyrical intervention
Here to teach everybody a lesson 

Flipping tricks
To fuck the world 
And anyone not there for my support
Emotionally torn 
There's nobody in my corner anymore
My place is empty 
I don't even have a mattress
I sleep on the couch or the floor 
But I don't need your sympathy
None of that matters
I'm shattered to my core
But imma keep on walking 
I'm not gonna stagger 
Just trying to make some money to put food on my platter
Caught between a rock and a hard place
Cause I don't know what I'm after
Do I wanna work to make money 
Or do I wanna be a rapper
Tired of feeling like an empty candy rapper
People keep walking over me 
Turning me into a savage 
I'm bout to reap some havoc 
You don't know nothing about my tactics 
Skip the fight 
Come in blasting 
Making all of you past tense
I'm Verbily automatic
I'm nothing but a dog 
And I'm rabbid 
Not chasing bunny's 
I'm chasing rabbits
All my life I've been practicing
Fuck my name 
I call self silent static 
I don't need to climb the ladder
I'll just disappear
Abra Kadabra
I'm kinda see through
I'm clear
And if you didn't know how to fear 
You would never know I was here
I'm creeping behind you when you look in the mirror
But when you turn around
I was never really there 
this is my place Welcome to my nightmare
You can front and pretend to not be scared 
I don't really care

I implemented nothing into something 
I was taught how to write 
And then it became my life 
I ain't bluffing
I been through the strife
I've been stabbed in the back with a knife 
But I kept on running
I don't know why
I always have to insinuate fights with demons that take place in my mind 
I think my brain is fried
Because I overthink I over analysis
It's why I get high
To get rid of the pain I hide inside 
I'm not trying to be idealized
Asking for that would be outtaline
But I am looking for change 
Looking for lost time that I couldn't find
Feeling like I'm going insane
I'm broke and I've been scrapping dimes
I don't need nobodys help kill myself with my pride 
And I'll never put that aside 
This was never your choice 
It's what I decide
I walk a rugged path 
It was never meant to be sublime
And if I could I'd step on every mine

Easy Surf

Helmuth Mikkelsen