
How many songs will I write for my mother... at least one more. 

I originally recorded a demo version of this song just two months after she died. Here is the original. 

Listen to Mother mother (DEMO 20191118) by Tam Jennifer Music on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/r6jbs

Current recording:

Recorded/Mixed: Audacity
Guitar: Cort MR710 LH NS
Mic: Rhode USB Mini

Lyrics:

I wanna know
Where did she go
I wanna know

I wanna know
Where did she go
I wanna know

Is it in the trees
Blowing in the breeze
I wanna know

Is it on the page
Where her eyes last laid
I wanna know 

Mother mother mother 
Take me
To your place
Of endless rest

Mother mother mother mother
Break me
Put me
To the ultimate test

I wanna know
Where did she go
I wanna know

I wanna know
Where did she go
I wanna know

Birds flying high
High in the sky
Oh why
I wanna know

© Tam Jennifer Hastings, 2023

Where Did She Go (Acoustic, 2023)

5th track off of my concept album, "The Wheel."
Endless Night was written, arranged and recorded by Louis Taverna
All rights reserved

This story follows a group of young childhood friends as they grow into adulthood and navigate through the experiences that must come with that; the wistful memories of their youth, the death of childhood, love and loss and growing older. However, they eventually discover they are in an illusionary world controlled by an omniscient super intelligence directly affecting every decision or even thought one may have, keeping them locked in an endless loop. Ultimately the friends find their true path and break free after a perpetual night of no reprieve.

This concept album sort of acts as a spiritual successor to my Demo EP "Welcome to the Neighborhood", as some similar musical themes appear in both, mostly used to foreshadow this one.

Thanks for listening, it always means a lot to me.
The Wheel was written, arranged and recorded by Louis Taverna
All rights reserved

The Wheel

Endless Night

A scenario of deepest affection and prayer.
This is an extract from my next Ascension Symphony.

Affection: Excerpt#9 from Ascension Symphony

S-The Groove of Dorian Gray

Peaceful piano pieces composed during a trip across Europe, from Paris to Kyiv, with tracks about places in France, England, Wales, Scotland, Ireland, Iceland, Germany, Netherlands, Switzerland, Poland, Czech Republic, Hungary, Italy, Spain, Portugal, Norway, Sweden, Estonia, Latvia, Ukraine & more

Alsace

The Hurried Thief

Morning Glow

U Were Mine

🇬🇧 English:
Theme music for a project that never came to life.
🇫🇷 Français:
Musique thème d’un projet qui n’a jamais vu le jour.
🇹🇷 Türkçe :
Hayata geçmemiş bir projenin tema müziği.

Douleur du Manqué

The Lost City

Created for the sake of the Ultimate Game Music Composition course.

Online Assignment 1

Violinist, pianist, chamber and orchestral musician, devoted to composing neo-classical music. 

I want to weave a gentle, emotional orchestral language, that speaks about live and touches the heart. I try to capture these ephemeral, timeless, and moving moments, transcribing them with devotion to sound and recording them in the sound studio.

The music creations are a testament to the value of retreat,
where silence gives birth to the most profound expressions, contrapuncting the noise of our world.

Thanks for your kind listening and commenting !
Helmut / HELMUTunes