produced by me
guitar loop by @93feetofsmoke

lyrics:
why'd you have to call, what was so important?
fuck
i don't wanna hear ur voice at all
i knew i was bound to fall
stackin up the paper like it's nothing
posted with the vapor yeah u know i'm always stunting
i got plenty scratches and they're lining my face
i might disappear to ashes i got too much on my plate

do u remember when u told me that u were fine?
i guess that shit was a lie
i guess i'm on fucking shit suicide
how am i over it they want me to die

well i guess that's that
i've been smoking on a pack
it got stuck inside my throat and now i'm choking on the ash

bound 2 fall

seaside/evolve (heylog cover)

produced by kenkamon (me)

enjoy, and thank you ♡

lyrics: 
high as the empire state
afraid where I go out of frustration
guess I'll go tear out
someone somewhere 

i lost all until
i doubt myself
fear the sunlight
go somewhere
tell them to go away
until I live alone
fear made me run but
i'll learn later on

lot of people think they know what's next for me
lot of people think they know what's best for me
lot of people think they know that's the best of me
pain or drugs I don't need therapy
pray tell when you have notes on everything
question all doors thats a step for me
spaced out exposes everything 

bridge, burns it all up in my mental
shit won't just go away
questioning all What's the point?
pestering all what's the point of view?
but I stayed some time ago
i should've question about what you know
less time I talk I should go home and sulk
write down her notes
and I check on my phone
ain't no one home 

but I knock another day out
shoulda gone home but I won't do it twice
i want to see me go into another light
until I know there's another side
i know what to do but no description 
fear the store I don't need prescriptions
keep my face and keep my discretion
fear grows in offered aggression


if I'm coming back here 
just cut off my ears
ignoring again
i don't need to explain 
just to let go of friends
but they don't want to hear
ignoring what I said
i will never win
see the toll I hold
when it's not my plan
yes, I know descent
and I don't need to explain
sipping down my friends
just to slow me again
ignore my fate
and I'll never win
i thought I made my way back here 
it's the shit I said last year
and for what, to hold top here
and don't leave me to die here
spend too much time here
seems like you lurk in my dreams when I left you
see my plans didn't work out
even though I was free
once you said it
pissed off it didn't work out guess I shouldn't know once you planned it 


High as the empire state state st- st- st- sta-

Can't fuck this up now
Can't fuck this up now
Can't fuck this up now 
bend, break all sound

(you don't understand you don't know how it feels, truth is we really do know how it feels
maybe we don't experience the same thing, but down to the basics, to the rotten core, there is something that we share and to not allow us to get that chance can distort so many)

can't fuck up

[booting up...]

featuring @sydcxx go follow her she did an amazing job

thanks for listening <3

what i've wanted this whole time w/ sydcxx [prod. pieper]

featuring @caspywaspy
produced by michael harrison

pendant on my neck, what’s it for?
a small reminder to always go forward
an old friend comes to town on the fourth
i hope he gets a sense of remorse

i used to feed into your lies (what a waste of time…)
you had the nerve to look me right in my eyes when, behind the scenes you were a dirty little liar
i don’t mean to start a fire, but you know i’m right

(casperrr)
you took my trust and put it underneath your feet
you set fire on purpose to every single bridge 
we had to cross and there's no more you and me 
it hurts me to hate you but i can't love some1 that's so sick 

you watch me tear it down like you used to
but still, the blame is always on you

(casperrr)
i saw you fuck up your life like i'm used too
but still, i can't ever correct u 

and you’re not drinking, promise right?
just like your father, i hate that
you give me millions of reasons for payback
what you did was enough for me
you should’ve taken the gun and fucking blown at your feet
i wouldn’t watch, i wouldn’t stare
because i’m not in it for a scare
but i’d cry
for an old friend who hates my glare 

(casperrr)
but im crying for somebody i
used to love like a brother
i still tried to revive
the friendship among all of the fights
rn its do or die 
but i think ill just push u to the side
-
old friend, can you hear me?
can you even see it clearly now?

spotify

old friend (ft. casperrr)

I hope you like it and
<3 Thank you for listening <3

prod: autrioly
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC5hu-ma0vRqCpwQ-JyqpSsw

Cannot be someone else I cannot pretend 
to hold you inside my heart feels parasitic 
Turn my head up above it’s a cry for a help
I’m tryna be alive I couldn’t save

i want you to know these melodies too
broken hearts and empty nights
not sleeping, not texting back, u're right (u're right)
i lost my time yeah, i lost your trust ay
even hell feels so cold and my hands are already numb
5 meters underground, i'm afraid of the dark
i always live in my lies, unless it's fate oh wow

oh wow oh wow i want to see this angel one more time
ay one more time, kill myself, no one cry 
no one cry, no one cry, i told my friends i'm fine
oh i couldn't save my life

Cannot be someone else I cannot pretend 
to hold you inside my heart feels parasitic 
Turn my head up above it’s a cry for a help
I’m tryna be alive I couldn’t save

harmonic love - empty nights (prod. autrioly)

shoutout @memoryfactory on the feature
AMV by biteki: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sPqBtBqltMI
LYRIC!!!
On a quiet sunday evening, you stand on broken ground
I know you may be grieving, but there's nothing to be found
I dont know, why you come here
Waste my time, its  unclear
Things dont always make much sense
I cut our ties our dividends 

Back in time you were my friend
Actually you were more than that
You were the one i loved, and i adored you back
We were once together long ago
But things dont work out in this show
if things dont work out the first time, i doubt they work twice

[memory factory]
no worry, you found me
just hope i'm on the way
don't worry, things won't work out
this broken glass might hurt now
but not for long
tell me to please don't act like it's just a scene

broken ground ft. memory factory [prod. coka$ian]

cedar trees for empty plains 

ty @cy_ing + @ghosthandsmusic for lending me your beautiful voices

i left your land for young cedar’s plans
i take his name to authorize my pain 
i lost myself in everybody else 
i don’t recognize my name anymore

she takes my hand and tells me she knows a place that’s safe 
still out of town, i falll and mistake his touch as aid 

do you break away what follows
for your lonelier tomorrow
stop the questions i cant answer 
i graze the surface you put down for me 
my arms hold onto scrutiny 
you’re something i could never be 
do you see 
do you see 
do you see 

she takes my hand and tells me she knows a place that’s safe 
still out of town, i fall and mistake his touch as aid

cedar

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5ZlsBjDKHVNQXpw7NA38Rz?si=5c80c93cf9f54742

sometimes its better to not know? >_<

prod. @dercept & @prod5head

lyrics:
i heard theres a world beyond our heads
do i wanna know?
everything that happened to me yet 
a part of protocol 
half way down the bottle i feel set
to start to trauma dump 
cant stay tryna argue white and black 
when its all monochrome 

i tried hard to get out the borders of my skull 
breach from dimensions inside a dream
messed up, i messed up i swear ill make it out
six down in mentions i shouldnt read 
fuck this!
what a way to take me outta context 
ah shit...
"jora only cries because hes toxic"
congrats
what a way to bash a fucking lesson in 
the people i put faith in its emberassing

i heard theres a world beyond our heads
do i wanna know?
everything that happened to me yet 
a part of protocol 
half way down the bottle i feel set
to start to trauma dump 
cant stay tryna argue white and black 
when its all monochrome

cognitive dissonance | prod. dercept & 5head

Lyrics:

Got my heart on my sleeves
I know this isn't smart of me
But you're meant to be
like a rat on a trap for me
Is it complicated? Overrated?
To be so in love so soon
I know its long awaited, instigated
That you would be immune
To me

Cause i'm an alcoholic for your blood
A stone cold addict for your drug
Need you around me, in my veins
My heart is yours, its locked in chains

When can we stop this madness? 
Put down this front?
You're spreading sadness
I won't stop the hunt
Cause i'm dedicated, educated
I know how your brain works
its anticipated , you're participating
In these games of who knows what's
For me 

Cause i'm an alcoholic for your blood
A stone cold addict for your drug
Need you around me, in my veins
My heart is yours, its locked in chains

(ahhh)
(ahhh)
(its locked in chains)

chains (prod. rafiki)

This song is really dear to my heart. It is one of those songs, that I just knew I had to write eventually I just didn't know how.

A really big thank you to @majoraeclipse for basicly doing all the work, and helping me getting closer to the artist that I want to be.

612

Henny

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