so happy this is finally out 💕 u guys are so talented

the amount of words you manage to fit into a breath literally kills me

make sure to follow @vxlious
(prod. ross gossage)


(valious)
goodbye im getting outta here
i want you to disapear
i dont wanna be sober
i dont want you closer

you're fucking with my mind
you are wasting all my time
you think imma make you mine
but im done with you

(venaz)
yeah im sick and tired 
of this shit
ion feel the same
yeah ion feel same
yeah ion feel same
when im inside my mind
it's like nothings the same
im out here losing my time
(cause nothings the same)

i know that you're feeling lost too
all the shit that we been through
u dont feel the pain
yeah u dont feel the pain

(valious)
goodbye im getting outta here
i want you to dissapear
i dont wanna be sober
i dont want you closer

you're fucking with my mind
you are wasting all my time
you think imma make you mine
but im done with you

(venaz)
everytime u fuck around 
got me thinking that u down
i swear this shit aint easy
so tell me why i feel this way
dont tell me that you're better off when you're not
this time yeah it dont feel right
that's why im letting you go
u gave a fuck to know what it feels like
when you're stumped in to the ground

(valious)
goodbye im getting outta here
i want you to disapear
i dont wanna be sober
i dont want you closer

you're fucking with my mind
you are wasting all my time
you think imma make you mine
but im done with you

@venaz7 + @valious - disappear (prod. ross gossage)

stand right here all alone
we in private, she obsessed with violence
died right there, in my home
keep it quiet like a suicide it's silent

and you hate me here, so let me go
and you played me girl, just let me know

don't got a whole lot to say, I guess I'm one with the pain now
dont leave my house without a blade, I guess we're one in the same now
dead presidents live in my safe now
suffocating me i just need to breakout

breakout. they think im insane now
pull up ak with a mask get a payout
got big bands in the safe now
got big bands in the paypal
damn hey
like damn straight
my team be chill in the safehouse 
all my brothers took the same route 
all my brothers getting paid now

stand right here all alone
we in private, she obsessed with violence
died right there, in my home
keep it quiet like a suicide it's silent

and you hate me here, so let me go
and you played me girl, just let me know

lmk (+thislandis)

first song off the EP love u thank you for ur patience <3


i got the best girl
the best friends in the world
and you can't see it yet but i promise my intentions are real

and I can't hate myself
but i still hate myself
i can't myself
but i still hate myself

veskar on my chest no you can't hit me
i be crazy just like britney is
i be aiming where his kidney is
ima run cuz i can't fix this shit

all i need is guap
and i can't hang inside my conscious i can't make it stop
i can't make it slow down
so i turn it off
if you see me in the function then come say wassup
i can't get enough

i can barely see 
snow in my goggles
kingdom is tidal 
american idol

lil bitch we is a-list
this aint recital
and your mix is garbage 
so make sure you recycle 

and 2 diamonds 
you cannot replace it
those 2 diamonds
that stay sunk in your face

i got the best girl
the best friends in the world
and you can't see it yet but i promise my intentions are real

and I can't hate myself
but i still hate myself
i can't myself
but i still hate myself

im the loudest 
hear me blarin
im with my girl
why you starin?

and I can't hate myself
but i still hate myself
i can't myself
but i still hate myself

everwhere i go they showing me love
treating me just like im someone im not
rollin it up yeah im burning a book
ima paralyze him right on the dot
ima paralyze him right on the spot
you ain't gang now
hollowpoint his brain now
watch it drain out!

i got the best girl
the best friends in the world
and you can't see it yet but i promise my intentions are real

and I can't hate myself
but i still hate myself
i can't myself
but i still hate myself

im the loudest 
hear me blarin
im with my girl
why you starin?

and I can't hate myself
but i still hate myself
i can't myself
but i still hate myself

american idol (prod. jean parker)

[Non-Profit]
Mixed/Mastered By Me
-
Produced By https://soundcloud.com/nciku
-
(Lyrics)
perfect for me 
I'm always crying in the cold nights
this is something we gotta talk about 
but some days just get harder 
i don't wanna do this no more
i want you , you want me 
we're such a perfect match 
i know we won't collapse 
don't get bored of me 
i know that I'm too much 
i'm trying to be perfect

it's always silent in the cold night 
the weather is so cold without you 
and i love you 
don't want this to end 
I'll hold you till the end
just notice that i care 
i trust you with my heart
i just wanna be there 
i just love you way too much

i love you (nciku)

[booting up...]

featuring @sydcxx go follow her she did an amazing job

thanks for listening <3

what i've wanted this whole time w/ sydcxx [prod. pieper]

[LYRICS]
i don’t expect for you to notice 
skin fallin necrosis 
show up to my funeral and
bring me dead roses 
think i’m losing focus 
my thoughts are so bogus
i’m so fucking scared that
i’m stuck in psychosis 

hook:
i think i’m gonna hurt myself 
i’m fucking up my mental health 
waking up in that hotel 
crawling back inside my shell
i just wanna hug my momma 
i’m stressing over commas
smoking marijuana 
doing what i wanna
if i had the guts to do it 
i’d fucking bite a bullet 
lifeline ima pull it 
i might run away i might fucking book it

ima runaway 
baby ima runaway 
no one cares anyway 
should i go or should i stay?

everything’s blur
like what the fuck occurred 
memories that haunt me
walking like a zombie 
xanax with my coffee 
girl from texas talking 
and all the acid i ingested 
made my mind a fucking mess man 
never took anti depressants 
21 and fucking stressing 
by 22 and i’ll be resting

either in my grave 
or laid up in my place 
i don’t really care i just 
take it day by day 
working with no rest 
love my friends to death 
fucking with my boys ima put ur ass to bed

hook:
i think i’m gonna hurt myself 
i’m fucking up my mental health 
waking up in that hotel 
crawling back inside my shell
i just wanna hug my momma 
i’m stressing over commas
smoking marijuana 
doing what i wanna
if i had the guts to do it 
i’d fucking bite a bullet 
lifeline ima pull it 
i might run away i might fucking book it

Necrosis

Necrosis [prod. fuji! + heyrick!]

we are fine but we're not (drmabeats)

Mixed/Mastered By Me 
-
Featuring https://soundcloud.com/hoeplessboy
Produced By https://soundcloud.com/siemspark
-
Lyrics
(hoepless)
she said i think i'm over u
so take away my breath
i'm tyna figure out how i can kill u 
without hurting my head

taking xans taking handfuls of meds
u wanna know how we ended up friends
i'm smoking gas in the back of the benz
i run away from my problem no end

ur like the match and i'm like the gasoline 
i drink a whole bottle of whiskey before i leave
i'm smoking weed taking acid popping hella beans
u fucking with another guy like what the fuck u mean

(akiradoves)
how am i supposed to be
when i see all these vivid dreams
i don't care too much to find out why
i just noticed that ur not here

i'm doing nothing ur doing something 
i'm seeing no point in us so why we fucking 
and are we just friends it's hard to fucking tell
can you tell me now if you love me now

this is not suppose to happen 
tell me lies and than move on 
finding out ur all i got
i wish things could change for us

and ima dropout 
now i'm doing LSD at my friends house
and i don't even care how the fuck u shut me down
the way ur crawling fucking back how u love me now 
u love me now 
think too much in this 
i'm just hoping u are certain of it 
when you tell me lies and than move on 

you need me 
i want you 
you need me 
i need you

spotify

vivid dreams w/ hoepless (siem spark)

prod. Tied For Silver & flesh
Stream "nothin for myself" on all platforms:
https://open.spotify.com/track/5AnGZfuMXdnoRakHN7yl7W?si=3e3ca43d8f87409b
https://youtu.be/i9n_57gX1xA

nothin for myself

www.carlbymusic.com
Featuring @burylilac
Production, mixing, mastering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes
Additional guitars by @jolst

LYRICS
Rock bottom
Lower than I’ve ever been
Only hanging on for the sake of my friends
‘Cause I got people who depend on me
And a couple bad habits like dependency

I worry ‘bout my mom
How she’d get on without me
I wonder a lot if you’d still think about me
Only hanging on just to spite those who doubt me
So throw me a rope because I feel like I’m drowning

I’m running out of ways to say this
I hate who I’ve been
Need to make changes
I’ve lost all motivation
Along with my patience
Too long I have waited

I’m running out of ways to say
That I hate myself
Wish that I could change
I think it’s for the best
You and I stay estranged
You wouldn’t recognize the shell I’ve become these days

(lilac heart)
Rock bottom
I’m running out of ways to say
I miss the way you’d get under my skin
Breaking bottles broken glass
Is all that’s left of my ‘lil head
I don’t even know where all the time went

I fell asleep in the snow
And woke up burning on the sidewalk
Take this away before I hurt someone
Try to cover the pain
The broken shards are showing through the holes I burnt into my sleeves

what i've wanted this whole time w/ sydcxx [prod. pieper]

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