i keep my head down thru town
walk a straight line
cause ain’t nobody tryna see you break down
in the daytime

so im drinking in the moonlight
i might need a full glass
ain’t right, but i’d die just to go back
won’t fight, i’d lie for a whole night
don’t wanna be lonely anymore

and my imaginary friend
don’t come around and play pretend
no more, no more

someday far across the ocean
i’ll be out there coping
tryna find my way back home to you
no way, i’m barely even floating
drowning in slow motion
caught a case of not so over you

not so over you, i’m not so over you
not so over you, i’m not so over you

fool around, you’d take me back when it was easier
now you’re gone, don’t know exactly what you see in her
smoke until i’m numb it got me floating with the meteors
gave you everything and ever since you’ve gotten greedier

i knew that it was over, started fights without a reason
if you leave you’ll take the only part of me that’s decent
i won’t admit i love to hear you call me when i’m leaving
playing with my heart and over time it seems to weaken

hold on, hard to approach me
go on, let you provoke me
dosing, fixing my mental
hoping i keep it simple
 
someday far across the ocean
i’ll be out there coping
tryna find my way back home to you
no way, i’m barely even floating
drowning in slow motion
caught a case of not so over you

not so over you, i’m not so over you
not so over you

available everywhere

not so over u (wurlishmouk)

maybe ill come down again
or maybe ill just count to 10
let it all wash over me
escape from my reality
hard to find the missing link
a puzzle of uncertainty
dreamt that i made no amends
but maybe ill just count to 10 again

maybe ill just count to 10 again
maybe ill just count to 10 again

somethin bout u got a hold on me
i tried to lay down but could never fall asleep
i gotta wait now for you just to help me breathe
gave u a way out baby cuz im in too deep 

and im scared youll run away if i let you go
and im barely breathin i know that you wont come home

don't go (beesandbirds)

run from the sun til it come up
love in the heat of the summer
hear what ur sayin but plz shut up 
i cant be bothered to give a fuck
smoke like i dont care about my lungs
maybe we’re dumb and just way too young
put out the blunt on the tip of my tongue
put a hole in my head with the tip of my gun

baby u were the one i would run to
my life has no meaning without u
i should move on but im scared to let u go

what if you realize you miss me
and i found someone else that could kiss me
so ill be alone til you care enough to come back home
 
smoke like i dont care about my lungs
maybe we’re dumb and just way too young
put out the blunt on the tip of my tongue
put a hole in my head with the tip of my gun
run from the sun til it come up
love in the heat of the summer
hear what ur sayin but plz shut up 
baby i cant be bothered to give a fuck

i cant be bothered to give a fuck

i can't be bothered (saint mike)

[𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘮 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦
𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘮 𝘴𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵
𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢 𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰,
𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘷𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘢𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶]
-- [𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵]
[𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘦, 𝘪𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴,
𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯'𝘵-
𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦, 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦]

yeah i got a lot of problems i cant escape
i pour my soul into people that tend to run away
so ill hide behind the cover of my blanket maybe
i can lie for just another day here baby
i know i cant avoid when the end will be

baby i can see this going somewhere you will never be comfortable again
i try to understand that i could never be lovable to him
never be comfortable again

[𝘸𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘢 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵,
𝘸𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘰𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘰𝘸, 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘴]
-- [𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘴?]
[𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘮 𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘦'𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘯]
-- [𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶]
[𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬]
-- [𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘦; 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘵]

freeze frames
detail the freckles on your face
cant help but think back to good days
memories flooding in my brain
i still the remember the things that u said
when i told u i loved you
i feel like im dead and im floatin above u
the way that u held me so close to ur heart
i cant it no more think we’re growing apart

i can see this going somewhere you will never be comfortable again
i try to understand that i could never be lovable to him

its takin a lot of my patience
usin up my motivation
imma turn off my location
forget u and try to enjoy my vacation
i need a second to breathe and prepare for what ill give for my explanation
its not u its just me i cant be this happy

i can see this going somewhere you will never be comfortable again
i try to understand that i could never be lovable to him
never be comfortable again

sooner or later (idealism)

demons in my head (taurs x jolst)

written/performed by @sydcxx & @eunhae
produced by saint mike
mix/master by @sydcxx

sydcxx - https://linktr.ee/sydcxx
eunhae - https://linktr.ee/heyeunhae
saint mike - https://www.beatstars.com/saintmike

[syd]
i swear i told you a hundred times
i'll wait for you, i'll wait for you
but everything we said means nothing
if you're gonna run away don't come back when you do
cause nothing ever goes my way
but still i tell you i'm okay
i thought you were the one i need
but now i guess the joke's on me

cause you were never there when i needed you
i told you i was scared and i pleaded you
to take me out of here
but you don't even care no more it's clear to see
i've already become a memory

[eunhae]
cause you were never there when i needed you
you left me in the cold, started turning blue
never thought i'd get to see that side of you
now if you call i won't pick up cause i don't feel it's true
being with you never felt safe
and i can still feel it every day
but everything we did is fading now, and no i won't get closure
sick in love, wish i'd given up, don't want no serotonin

cause you were never there when i needed you
i told you i was scared and i pleaded you
to take me out of here
but you don't even care no more it's clear to see
i've already become a memory
cause you were never there when i needed you
i told you i was scared and i pleaded you
to take me out of here
but you don't even care no more it's clear to see
i've already become a memory

i've already become, i've already become a memory
i've already become, i've already become

ive already become a memory w/ eunhae (saint mike)

produced, written, recorded, mixed/mastered by me

lyrics:
yea they like me cuz they know i keep it real
when they say that im the one then u already know the deal
u be talkin out ur neck so u could have somethin to feel
think u need to take a second, bitch i reckon u should heal

saw u posted on ur story that u need to take a break
thought u said u didnt care about the shit that people say
fabricate another story just to make it thru the day
tellin u this shitd be different tho if i was in ur place

got a problem w the drama
all i care about is commas
dont tell me about ur trauma
go tell that shit to ur mama
cuz i got no time for u

i been goin crazy lately, cant put down the pen
and i might take home one them grammys, do it all over again
and all these people share my music cuz they wanna be my friend
but back in college i was lonely so i hope it never end

im moving on from u
im moving on from u

moving on (sydcxx)

prod: @laruemadeit
everything else +mix/master: @sydcxx

lyrics:
don't take it personal, I tried my best to let you in
but some things never change
you would never change for me
nothing is the same
it's the losing game, baby
I brought it up a thousand times
you laughed at me, you made me cry
look what we became
you're the one to blame for this
cut my losses, try to learn how to ignore this

I don't wanna fall again, i'm
losing all my strength, my
pain is slowly taking over again

but you're just a fantasy
stop pretending you believe
push me to the edge, push me to the edge baby
push me to the edge, push me to the edge baby
I tried, I failed, I lost my head
one more step and I'll end up dead
push me to the edge, push me to the edge baby
push me to the edge, push me to the edge baby

and I'd do anything just to keep you here baby
I seen you in my dreams, seen you in my dreams lately
you took me in, but what's the point if I was just existing?
they tried to talk sense into me
but they think I've lost my sanity
you're the only one that ever could have helped me
all I ever wanted was someone to keep me healthy

so hate me
I didn't want you to chase me
I was just looking for safety
but you never wanted to save me
you only wanted to break me
I don't wanna fall again, i'm
losing all my strength, my
pain is slowly taking over again
(it's taking me over again)

but you're just a fantasy
stop pretending you believe
push me to the edge, push me to the edge baby
push me to the edge, push me to the edge baby
I tried, I failed, I lost my head (lost my head)
one more step and I'll end up dead
push me to the edge, push me to the edge baby
push me to the edge, push me to the edge baby

fantasy

fantasy (laruemadeit)

lyrics:

"hey"
"how are u today?"
"wanna see what i just made?"
"do u ever wonder where the stars all go when nighttime fades?"
"have u had a meal today?"
"wanna make sure ur ok"
"saw u on my timeline and it dont sit right, we just talked yesterday"

and i been contemplating my time here on earth
i isolate myself from all the people i could maybe hurt
theres no way you'd have known it cuz
theres some things i dont show
but one text after another
u all stopped me from letting go

*7 new msgs*

produced by: @eric-godlow
written, recorded, mixed & mastered by me: @sydcxx

[lyrics]
baby you know by the look on my face
i drank too much liquor and burnt up an eighth
so tell me im lazy and be on your way
if im so predictable how could you stay?
i been through some bad times but baby, im great
you should just listen to shit that i say
but you just avoid me and tell me to pray
if god was 'so real' why'd he make me this way?

now im fucked up
ran into a little case of bad luck
drugged out
laying on the pavement, hope i get struck
and if you knew the things you do to me
you would carry on in peace
while im in pieces
well im in pieces

now would you stay with me a little longer
til i fall asleep
or do the demons from my nightmares haunt you
the way that they do me
my head is begging me for sweet release
and darkness for eternity
i cant turn back ive reached the peak
so now i lay me down to sleep

baby you know by the look on my face
i drank too much liquor and burnt up an eighth
so tell me im lazy and be on your way
if im so predictable how could you stay?
i been through some bad times but baby, im great
you should just listen to shit that i say
but you just avoid me and tell me to pray
if god was 'so real' why'd he make me this way?
(make me this way)

————

the irony behind the first release of this song being an absolute autotune disaster (privated: https://on.soundcloud.com/n3NNX) and the title being bad luck:( lol

bad luck:( (eric godlow)

prod. rubbish
written, recorded, mixed, mastered by me @sydcxx

[lyrics]
i took a trip i aint even had the cash for
thought i grabbed a xanny but i left it on the dashboard
second on the left, i can see in thru the glass door
hoping someone in there could gimme just what im after

and they talk...

“shes so sweet” with a hand on a gun
when the drugs hit, my heart it go bun dada dun
i wont stay for the night only came for the fun 
only came for the fun, yea

[rubbish: twitter/instagram - @_rubbishrubbish]

drugs

drugs (rubbish)

prod mory
vocals + mix/master by me

** watch the music video on youtube:)**

[lyrics]

(i can feel them watching in the dark)
(ill never let them pull you under)
(i can feel them watching in the darkness)
(im never gonna give my heart up)

im sad again
i cant pretend that im okay
i feel bad again
i cant wait for this to fade away
ive gone mad again
i still need you to make me stay
cuz im sad again
im sad again and again and again

every time i talk to you
i feel your hatred
doesnt matter what i say
im in your way
funny how the ending is
what i created
i dont even know if its a
game worth playing

you build me up just to break me down
i fall but you let me hit the ground
im calling out for you baby
won't you come back home to me

im sad again
i cant pretend that im okay
i feel bad again
i cant wait for this to fade away
ive gone mad again
(can feel them watching in the dark)
i still need you to make me stay
cuz im sad again
(im never gonna give my heart up)
im sad again and again and again

i dont wanna lose you but im
too afraid to love you or myself
i dont wanna lose you
and every time im close to you i
think that im afraid to be myself
(cuz im sad again)
i dont wanna lose you
(never gonna give my heart up)
im sad again and again and again

(can feel them watching in the dark)
im sad again and again and again
(never gonna give my heart up)

♡♡♡♡♡

im sad again (mory)

120 bpm if anyone wants to mess around with this acapella lol give me splits or something tho plz


lyrics //

i keep falling down
from so high off the ground
but maybe i'd be better off here anyway
cuz i lost what i found 
and i just drag myself through town
i can't see the light, but baby im here anyway

but if you wanna go, then get on with it
i can't take no more empty promises

was it something that i said
or something i did?
i never thought it would end up like this, uh uh
what ever happened to "lets just be friends"
now im sinking to the bottom
wanna let it all end, uh huh
you're haunting all of my memories
need a psychic to address
this situation im buried in
its a complicated mess
you said you gotta leave
but i think you took a part of me

empty promises [acapella]

prod senza bloom
everything else by me

lyrics:

i been on a tightrope, my hope fading away
the instability has certainly eroded my brain
and if i fell into the canyon would you yell out my name
or would you pay another quarter to continue the game?
and baby you could always settle for a nice girl
get you one to cook your dinners, when you talk she always listen
but i know you wanna be inside of my world
i just call it when i see it, imma test you in a minute baby

i think i been going crazy
i need you to come and save me
baby why you act so different lately?
can we work it out, baby can we work it out?
why you make it all so complicated
when we could just have a conversation?
tried to give you time but I'm impatient
can we work it out, baby can we work it out?

you know i never have no competition
take a second and i'll come back after the intermission
baby you could slip into my messages, you don't need permission
i got a thang for ya, time i put that thang on ya, thang on ya
now you been stressing over shit we buried in the past (tense!)
i'm tryna figure out just how to make this moment last
i go heavy on the medi, i just want my baby back (ribs!)
and i ain't gonna wait forever, maybe we should get together

i think i been going crazy
i need you to come and save me
baby why you act so different lately?
can we work it out, baby can we work it out?
why you make it all so complicated
when we could just have a conversation?
tried to give you time but I'm impatient
can we work it out, baby can we work it out?
i think i been going crazy (i think that i'm going crazy)
i need you to cum, and save me
baby why you act so different lately? (so different lately)
can we work it out, baby can we work it out? (i wanna work this out)
why you make it all so complicated
when we could just have a conversation?
tried to give you time but i'm impatient

no contact (senza)

prod diice
written, performed, mixed + mastered by me

lyrics //

i been having trouble for a minute
i been second guessing my decisions
but im getting better i can feel it
bring me closer, bring me closer to the finish line, yeah
cuz im the one that put the time in, yeah
dont think i need to remind you, yeah
so ill be first class on the way to you
three doors down, dont let me get all the way to you

if you dont know by now
its too much to spell out
i wont stay here on the ground
you had me fucked up for a minute
but i untied my tongue
and im back in your city
i dont have a gun

i could let you go if i wanted
aint no fun in that though
baby i would get too close if you wanted
pick a time and let me know
just one conversation
could make it okay again
dont wanna be your friend
if i cant have you, then no one can
thats me on the radio
im outside and ive never been afraid of you

i was tongue tied
to tell you the truth it was never about me and you
so i been up all night
questioning everything that i expected from you
and if i have a second i might tell you how it felt
sick of sitting on the bench when i could send you straight to hell
im the reaper and you know that you can only blame yourself, be a man about it

if you dont know by now
its too much to spell out
i wont stay here on the ground
you had me fucked yup for a minute
but i untied my tongue
and im back in your city
i dont have a gun

i dont have a gun (diice)

and you caused it

----
originally performed by: daughter

youth

prod. @scryersdead
written/performed/mixed: @sydcxx

------------------------------------------------

lyrics:

cross my heart and hope to die
tell myself its not goodbye
wipe away the tears i cry
im better off anyway

i can do this if i try
still dont know the reason why
lock away my fears at night
im better off anyway

i know you dont remember why
but ill swallow my pride for the night
theres no salvation for the one
that picks the fight
but i
dont care anymore

when you said that you were leaving 
it took everything in me to let you walk away
dont think i can live without you babe

------------------------------------------------

links

scryer:
youtube-
     https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCcZ2SpHzuI6TlLuhu3Dji-g
beatstars-
     https://www.beatstars.com/scryersdead

sydcxx:
itunes/apple music-
     https://music.apple.com/us/artist/sydcxx/1489868368
spotify-
     https://open.spotify.com/artist/7eMOQW3kEu32BdGLKiDsLI?si=q9OiEK4dRTicS0wogXGcnw
twitter-
     https://twitter.com/sydcxx

moral support by @donotresurrect uwu
also happy bday @necrocorpse :')

better off (scryer)

live cover of listen before i go by billie eyelash from this borderline empty karaoke club downtown

listen before i go (live)

i keep a punk bitch she don’t really smile less she has to 
act up 
i might leave you dying when the mac bust 
40 on my body
hoe we roll on kawasakis 
keep her loaded with the tommy 
know my shorty prone to violence

i keep a bitch on her toes
never gotta worry
i don't like none of u hoes
so get out in a hurry 
she dont want none of this smoke
im playin collector w this loaded xd
and the shit in yo dresser

i can get anything that i want to
stacking these dollars until u come thru
ur under attack
so line up in the back 
put ur money in the bag
put ur money in my bag

he got that big d energy
wanna shoot a pov
counting all our money (one million and seven, one million and eight)
while he takin dirty pics of me
riding round town
man its somethin like a movie scene
i post it to the gram
and got 8 bitches that are mad at me

you can try it but i promise
you won't do shit
got my thighs over his ears
so he dont hear shit
probably unhealthy that i act this way
but that's okay

i keep a punk bitch she don’t really smile less she has to 
act up 
i might leave you dying when the mac bust 
40 on my body
hoe we roll on kawasakis 
keep her loaded with the tommy 
know my shorty prone to violence

cult lullaby w/ do not resurrect (fantom)

will this feeling ever fade? i don't know
i dream that I'm ok and not alone
push it down another day and let it go
nothin left to say, ill let the tape re-roll

fade (kult)

why cant i find my peace of mind
i try somethin new, then come back to you
again and again and again
same song on replay the next 8 miles
i think of you, & what i should do

i think i need help with something
dont really know what to think
im sippin a drank
i suffered the pain
demons would lead me astray
want me to take on the name
im makin my way
losin myself to the game
losin myself for the fame
im easy to blame
take what im givin away cuz
baby im goin away

i try to run but i cant move
can i count on you
will you pull me thru
can i count on you babe

i never wanted it to be like this 
so come on baby give me one last kiss 
before i go
cant reallly take it no more
cant get myself off the floor
an internal war that im fighting
no sense in replying
there aint no denying that im the one dyin inside

𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘢 𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘹 𝘣𝘰𝘺𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥
𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘪 𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺 𝘐'𝘮 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬𝘪𝘯
𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘥𝘪𝘳𝘵
𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘪𝘯 𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘶 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵

confessions (røse)

on the surface (rakuen)

ft @donotresurrect

been a long time comin
and ya in my way 
have a hard time runnin
from the things you say

spend a lotta bread in my downtime
no im not ok
divert when i write rhymes
but i want you to stay

smokin a blunt
ashed on my shirt got a hole in the front
i know a bitch that im tryna confront
baby be playin he pullin a stunt

im on my dumb shit she tryin to run
but im gonna finish what i had begun
told you i never come second to none
and im not gonna stop until this shit is done

baby its dark and i cant find the sun
why dont you see that you're my number one
witness a killin we havin some fun
wipe off the trigger then bury the gun

do you ever think bout me
all the things that we could be
told you we had chemistry
baby this is destiny

i’m waving sticks out the window
got a dumb bitch askin for my info
couple bum kids tryna hit the same flow
keep the drum kit busy bussin at your rims tho
keep the dumb shit busy fuckin on a thick hoe
see the blood drip cuz he dumpin at your crib tho
better run kid i ain’t fuckin witchu ten toes
be the grunge hit but ain’t nothin to me shit, so
gotta couple bones to pick
nothin left to hide when i’m thrown in the pit
i’m born for the shit
i flow jus like a motor n shit
i’m cold than a bitch
my flow jus like corona i’m sick
you wanted it bitch
then come and give my boner a kiss
the coroner here
so hope you got some gold in your will
ya dig?

do you ever think bout me
all the things that we could be
told you we had chemistry
baby this is destiny

destiny w/ do not resurrect (ashton mccreight)

the color's draining from my face
i never meant to hurt you
regret the time i gave you space
i don't know what else i should do

just
come back, come back
come back, come back
come back, come back
come back, come back

come back (mercykill+sydcxx)

produced by @splashgvng
artwork by @gvzzvh
mixed/mastered by me

don't feel a thing when you call me
remember the things that you taught me
forgive and forget, i just wanna move on
you held me down while i wrote all my songs
and honestly i've done some thinking
i love you to death but you're faking
i want this to work but you're kinda withdrawn
and i can't go forward with you, its so wrong
i can't go forward with you, its so

days like this i can't help myself
i need your kiss i can't clear my head, i
i'm setting fires then tryna control the damage
getting tired but somehow we always manage

i can't sleep, i can't eat, i can't breathe
you need to be right here beside me
you never listen when i need you to
so tell me what the hell am i to do

take the time to figure out what you really want
'cause i'm sick of always feeling like i'll never be enough
got a question for the mirror and a pocket full of bud
maybe this time he'll be different
maybe I have had enough

so wrong (splashgvng)

produced by @whiskerprince
mixed/mastered by me

lyrics:

you were the one i wanted
ill never find no one like you
my bedroom feel so haunted i
dial your number and hope i might get thru
i hate when i get this lonely
i choke down a x**** before i come unglued
i know that you need me too
hope that you need me too

i cant afford therapy
i cant escape reality
i smoke until my lungs hurt
losin all my sanity

i cant take much more of this now
and you dont really have to go now

i tried to stay sober but fuck it wont lie
as soon as you left i laid down and i cried
i drown in depression im losin my mind
but please dont feel guilty i just wanna die

and i cant be saved anymore
i cant be saved anymore

cause you were the one i wanted
ill never find no one like you
my bedroom feel so haunted
i dial your number and hope i might get thru
i hate when i get this lonely i choke
down a x**** before i come unglued
i think that you need me too
do you need me too?

(i cant sleep without you next to me
feel so lonely i drown in ecstasy
take me home let me down easily
i dont wanna live without you see
my emotions overwhelm my head
too much empty space inside my bed
please just come back you dont have to
but if you dont i might just end up dead)

sydcxx

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