Came from Bloomer and it's so straight 🖤

one of my favorite songs on the entire platform

run from the sun til it come up
love in the heat of the summer
hear what ur sayin but plz shut up 
i cant be bothered to give a fuck
smoke like i dont care about my lungs
maybe we’re dumb and just way too young
put out the blunt on the tip of my tongue
put a hole in my head with the tip of my gun

baby u were the one i would run to
my life has no meaning without u
i should move on but im scared to let u go

what if you realize you miss me
and i found someone else that could kiss me
so ill be alone til you care enough to come back home
 
smoke like i dont care about my lungs
maybe we’re dumb and just way too young
put out the blunt on the tip of my tongue
put a hole in my head with the tip of my gun
run from the sun til it come up
love in the heat of the summer
hear what ur sayin but plz shut up 
baby i cant be bothered to give a fuck

i cant be bothered to give a fuck

i can't be bothered (saint mike)

produced by xona

short song <3

-lyrics-
ill walk it back home and leave your love roam
your bitter tongue holds to find another one

home
(make it)
home

im not here for you no-uh cause im just tired of what you've done
you could call up all on my fuss but i'd ignore all of your calls
uh, yeah and im a side for you and you know that too
home is where i knew where im safe from the truth

ill walk it back home and leave your love roam
your bitter tongue holds to find another one

home
(make it)
home

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home.

lyrics:

"hey"
"how are u today?"
"wanna see what i just made?"
"do u ever wonder where the stars all go when nighttime fades?"
"have u had a meal today?"
"wanna make sure ur ok"
"saw u on my timeline and it dont sit right, we just talked yesterday"

and i been contemplating my time here on earth
i isolate myself from all the people i could maybe hurt
theres no way you'd have known it cuz
theres some things i dont show
but one text after another
u all stopped me from letting go

*7 new msgs*

produced by sleepwater & leftquiet
mixed and mastered  by sleepwater

if you dont love me
you wont see this
if you dont wanna love me
you dont wanna see this
how after all
how have i become
who, who

removing myself from everything
show you the world
cos your everything
cos your everything

that i need
so please
want me
cos your everything
i need
i need

she made me wanna die and i dont know why
i cant see the light i got the tunnel vision
reapers getting life call it double time
i dont think ill be able to stand here
dont want my personalities meeting
drowning thoughts seem to be sinking

cos your everything
cos your everything
cos your everything
i neeed

you gotta bottle it up
you gotta pack that in 
i wanna flood the gates
she betta celebrate it
so where would be the line
if i ever wanted to cross it
never felt right
when i tried
to love you
you
help

please

b-side released for niztopia's charity stream to benefit palestine children's relief fund.

whats so great about rapidly descending
got me stressing out just waiting on the ending
im hella rational but i cant stop the feelings
just tryna get over u 
theres cigarette burns on my skin
i cant deal with tht mindset you're in
falling in love was the dumbest. i've sinned
cause falling never sounded like a great idea
crushed in space, black holes in ur eyes spin me out

produced by yungspoiler
additional prod by onlyfriend

hi niz what u doin this weekend [prod. yungspoiler]

produced by xona
guitar by @prod-oc

-lyrics-
you got me alone locked in without sun
breathe in if it’s not home… a new place is to be found

yeah, yeah
I can never get enough of you..
I swear this shit be going on for way too long now
so i second guess myself and ignore my guilts down
i swear it goes down, i swear…
no, I swear it all goes down
the way it goes for me now
where it goes for me now, now

it all gets worse from here, I couldn’t mention my fear
captive, I’m nothing to cheer for; I live not to hurt others near

(hurting the ones that are near…
hurting the ones that are-)

~

yeah I’m by myself now, im by myself yeah
Im tryna make sense of it
yeah it’s nothing about it, I need new outlets
I don’t vent to forget
I know your motives you think you know it
the way it’s coated
no.
you make it all worse
sometimes it does hurt but I don’t seem to learn
-
where i could go on my own, she'd bind my hands down this road
hide at my home when odds are opposed, i could die here and no one would know.

home II

Produced by ERXN

taken what you want from me 
these feelings stay the same
if you are apart of me I pray u go away 
my head feels so full 
its so foggy these dreams awake 
I cannot do anything im burdened by this place

beneath your thighs I don't try to look back 
I look dead I stare straight I remap 
Im so on edge with you here I collapse 
I cant see I cant hear I relapse

and if we ever tried to change 
could we change?
cuz these thoughts that I have and these feelings of wrath 
they don't break 

If I could travel through my past 
just one more time to hug my dad would I hate?
If I could see my friend again id hold him close and tell him man what a day 

I know we`ll meet again 
but its just so far away 
and I need strength
I know this evening You will be listening 
but your so far away

WRATH

produced by brody mckeegan
lyrics:
single razor, blood on the wall
dripping down until i fall
dinner table, mother called
sit around and feel it all
it always got too cold in here
needle sting and chandeliers
pillowcases stained with tears
in motel rooms when you’re not here

tell me i’m the only one
whose memories are dirty blood
do you like the way i flick my tongue?
will I see heaven if i make you cum?
tell me i’m the only one
whose memories are dirty blood
there’s a garden growing in my lungs
i hope it withers with the setting sun

daddy’s dead and buried deep
rest your head, lay you down to sleep
lock the door, swallow the key
i’ve been in hell with you in me
i watched our love on videotape
i’ve never felt so far away
through two-way glass though wide-awake
you bruised my knees so i can’t pray

to stop
just stop
just stop
just stop

tell me i’m the only one
whose memories are dirty blood
do you like the way i flick my tongue?
will i see heaven if i make you cum?
tell me i’m the only one
whose memories are dirty blood
there's a garden growing in my lungs
i hope it withers with the setting sun

dirty blood

prod, me & @leftquiet

- lyrics -
things have gone off
you saw it breaking in two 
theres something more you knew
you kept it secret
now im glad that i never told
what it wrote

my vision's 20/20 i can see through the line
darling 2020 was the worst of my life
bleeding through my iris what a wonderful time
breaking through the window tried to keep a disguise

so what you're hiding
i can't let go
i know a sighting
when you done
just wanna hold your hand
but i know you find me bland

so im holding by a threat
thats thiner than a web
countin days seekin for help on meds
drowning in the liquor by my bed
blowing up inside my head with led

so look to left and right 
you see the toxins linger all around your room
is he your perfect type
cause all you want are things you crave when your confused
don't trust you feel corrupt
cause what he said or did jsut never was enough
so bleed straight from your core
its something you wish that you never adored

so let it take away my breath
evning come and i turn into a mess
i wanna wait but i to be the bad guy
simulate my time and then im gone
whats the point of living when nobody's home
you wanna cry but you stuck inside your dome
jsut like you i wanna cry when im alone
fuck i hate when im stuck inside alone
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flower petals ✾

7 new msgs

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