Prod. Henry Bowen
Engineered by Filiprodak
Feat. Alan TF & Bella Ross

You turn your back and walk away
I don't wanna stay anymore
I feel so numb
What have I done?
I feel no outcome
There's nowhere to run
Anymore

I tried
I tried to act like you weren't gonna change
That you were gonna stay and that you were within my range
Within my sight
I tried to fight
But it tied me down, I lost the night
Woke up alone, I scrolled my phone
Tried to atone for not really being there for you
Or bear the fruit of my labour
And give it to my neighbour, walls kept us apart
But I climbed over, hoping to restart
Reset, but I bet, you couldn't let me in
The secrets you were keeping
Close to the heart
Most of the art, I made in order to dissect
The mess that I made
I confess that I laid around, slept with my demons
I kept coming back, looking for reasons
You were the Tegan to my Sara
The end of an era is upon us
I stay anonymous, to the weight on us
I shoulda known this in the first place
I shoulda known this in the first place
Elephants
Elephants in the room fill up the dead

If you try and you don't succeed
Was it worth trying at all?
The tree grew from a seed
But it died during the fall

It got me nowhere
But I gave it my all
It got me nowhere
But I gave it my all

I tried to overcompensate, tried to conversate
Another awkward date, add it to a calendar
So then I can hold her
Burn the candle to the holder, now you waxed off
At me, because our backs are to the scenery
There's more difficulty in monogamy
We play each other's monopolies
We gotta cut it off, like a hairdresser
Bit off more than I can chew
Using my teeth to undress her
But it's gone bitter, cold turkey
Now we got beef and she tryna apply pressure
But it will never get better, emotional turmoil
Bleeding with no tourniquet, turn a key
Bury it, six feet into the sand pit
With all the other toys, I tried to hide

It's deeper than rap if you gave me a minute
Hard to comprehend, my thoughts, they all vivid
I'm packing your bags, I'm calm and you're livid
You scream that head off, maybe you'll listen
Look through my heart, look through my keyhole
Locked from within, house that got repo'd
I'm bad to the bone, meat on a T-bone
The boy meets the world, feeling like Deno
I tried to get money, I'd fall for the cheque
It's all crummy bread, breakfast in bed
Arose from the living so I rest with the dead
Medusa is pretty, yeah, I fucked her instead
I said what I said

If you try and you don't succeed
Was it worth trying at all?
The tree grew from a seed
But it died during the fall

It got me nowhere
But I gave it my all
It got me nowhere
But I gave it my all

I tried
I tried
I tried

TERMINAL PHILOSOPHY

i tried

i tried (feat. Alan TF & Bella Ross)

work hard

talking about girls

alone in minsk

Prod. Henry Bowen
Feat. honey girl

I think I feel it
Don't leave me bleeding
I want the real thing
I wanted more
I wanted more
More
More

I think I had it
But it was a hazard
Nothing else mattered
Nothing else

Lost in time
Missing you is a crime
No more crossing lines
Are these powered lies or powdered lines?
This ain't cherry wine
Just tryna pretend I'm fine
Can you do the same?
Or are you caught between the rock and the flame?
Just come over my dear
We'll make it all disappear
I swear it doesn't have to hurt this much
I'll pour you up some rum punch
Déjà vu
I'm in a time crunch

I think I feel it
Don't leave me bleeding
I want the real thing
I wanted more
I wanted more
More
More

I think I had it
But it was a hazard
Nothing else mattered
Nothing else mattered
But -

I WANTED MOREEE

Prod. Henry Bowen
Engineered by filiprodak