link: https://dramatrial.gumroad.com/l/dtlpdeluxe

adore u:
i adore you
can't ignore you
though i'll try 
(it never seem to end it never seem to end)

garden:
what started in the garden?
i couldn't help but notice all the tulips that have wilted
branches scripted
torn apart
i feel the pressure on my skin
lord forgive me for my sins
cause the world is at my fingertips

ＨＯＵＳＥ ＯＦ ＭＵＮＣＨ： ＴＨＥ ＭＯＶＩＥ

bitch, we up
came in this shit out the mud
yeah, i been dealing with tough luck
nobody's saying enough
freeze in the dark, man, i'm fucked up
hoping i'll never see none
trigger finger don't got patience
think i might've jumped the gun

bitch, we up
came in this shit out the mud
yeah, i been dealing with tough luck
nobody's saying enough
freeze in the dark, man, i'm fucked up
hoping i'll never see none
trigger finger don't got patience
think i might've jumped the gun
not having fun
bitch, you are dead to me
not gonna buy what you're selling me
i'm my number one enemy
i don't even think my friends can see
i'm taking care, gotta fend for me
hiding myself, an anemone
i'm taking care, gotta fend for me
the melatonin's just to cope with me, can't go to sleep

i need the truth
i put myself in the pocket
i ran for a pick-6 then i fumbled
man, i saw the end but i lost it
antagonize myself every time i fail
cause who else could've caused this?
i'm my number one enemy, like
don't know how they fell for me
pressure almost turned me to steel
cracked under it true colors revealed
wish i wasn't under his heel
coping with stress i didn't know how to deal
overdosing on that serotonin
but it wasn't motive
made me crash in the end
i got rid of my melatonin
staring at the ceiling
till the morning
stayed in my bed, but fuck it, i'm gone

bitch, we up
came in this shit out the mud
yeah, i been dealing with tough luck
nobody's saying enough
freeze in the dark, man, i'm fucked up
hoping i'll never see none
trigger finger don't got patience
think i might've jumped the gun
not having fun
bitch you are dead to me
not gonna buy what you're selling me
i'm my number one enemy
i don't even think my friends can see
i'm taking care, gotta fend for me
hiding myself, an anemone
i'm taking care, gotta fend for me
the melatonin's just to cope with me, can't go to sleep

forgot what it's like to feel
cameras off when the curtains revealed
had no proof i wasn't made of steel man
don't know how i can ever feel real
my number one enemy is me
i never have time to kill
i'm too busy beating myself up
mentally bruised but i'll do it still
forgot what it's like to feel
cameras off when the curtains revealed
had no proof i wasn't made of steel man
don't know how i can ever feel real
my number one enemy is me
i never have time to kill
i'm too busy beating myself up
mentally bruised but i'll do it still

self antagonism

@jauntsen
@morganscreek
@boygrim
@mxjia4123

MR BEAST MODE (prod. sapfirbeats)

original song (re)percussions by @dramatrial
non-original song by me

c(re)epercussions

honestly goes really hard
done by me :3 @jauntsen

brakence argyle but it's just my voice

this has never been done before in the history of all time 🙂

brakence fuckboy but it's only my voice

interlude

have you ever heard of GLOVES by KMOE

original song by @corefish: https://soundcloud.com/corefish/run-1

corefish - run [remix]

Static

Too good to Lose is a R & B pop for the lovers who get the vibe.  Honest lyrics, smooth vocals, and a hock that feels intoxicating.   This is the one you replay when love feels too good to lose. 

corefish - run [remix]

henry yoder