how can a song be this sad but such a bop 😭

guitar vox prod me

is this all
i can do
whats the point
if its not new

the wind is whipping past and i can barely stand
as if it wasnt hard enough to stick to plan
youll never see the light of what you make
cuz youre too busy being concerned of whats at stake
is this all
that youre known for
back and forth torn
is it all
just to say it
that you made it
and if i never see the light of day thats fine
cuz im too busy laying wide awake at night

is this all
i can do
whats the point
if its not new
let me go
let me choose
let me fall
let me lose

torn

2/27

lil tune with my gal pal :3 @jauntsen

i know
that your done
i’ve reached my limit
I can’t
take it anymore
i failed to get it you just
show me
no remorse
i never finished i can’t
speak up
no words
the walls are closing in on me 
i'll never reach your will to please
i never got a chance to breathe

walls p. I (ft. jauntsen)

i ain't saying who this is about. ;)

link to streaming (finally): https://open.spotify.com/track/0EL37XXSUI0j6YsPenNMTo?si=20effddaf8ba46cf | https://t.co/SbdPnvyYJt


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Created, January 2nd, 2023
Production; 111robloxdude
Lyrics; 111robloxdude
Mixing & Mastering; 111robloxdude

© 2023 Hall of Dreams
ⓟ 2023 Hall of Dreams

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lyrics:

fucking leech

I'm pulling leaches out of my hair like dandruff
I tired of taking your shit, I'm gonna stand up
I don't even wanna fucking (talk to you)
Cuz what did I even (do to you)
Fake shit is (cue to cue)
Am I really just a (view to you?)

Not my fault, yeah you wanted me to burn (burn)
Salt in the wound so you'll never return
Grabbing on to any (fucking hope)
That you'll still (have control)
I hope that you (break your bones)
Feelin' good (skipping stones)

I feel bad for your current lover
I hope one day their lucky and find another
The same is not true for you i hope you fucking rot alone (alonex8)

I dig dirt what will I uncover
(Oh, oh, oh, oh) You are a fucking dick undercover
I'm doing you a favor not making it public
Bitch, If you write that google doc yeah I'm gonna publish

I'm pulling leaches out of my hair like dandruff
I tired of taking your shit, I'm gonna stand up
I don't even wanna fucking (talk to you)
Cuz what did I even (do to you)
Fake shit is (cue to cue)
Am I really just a (view to you?)

Hypocrite can't insult in return (turn)
Fuck a friendship looking at the urn (urn, urn)
Get the fuck (off my skin)
I will never (let you win)
Who the fuck (let you in)
Shut the fuck up (stupid bitch)

I've been so much happier since I left (-eft)
No longer in the corner all by myself
My words are no longer stuck in a cell
When i was around you it was like a living hell
I look back on the past and I wish I left sooner
Never even really enjoyed your fucking humor
When I talk to you I feel like a boomer
I'm glad we never grew you would've been a tumor

Now I'm scared of the ocean
Cuz I don't want anymore leeches thinking I'm their friend

I can't keep myself open, can't keep on hoping
Cuz that's how it all began

LEECHES

@leytonmode @starsbeforesunrise
track 6/10
https://open.spotify.com/track/7ExxY1alzE1JyHeuPPM8NF?si=39459f84c2c542c9
https://youtu.be/Glnx8f_ZOWE

blissom:

you never said it once
its never coming out

im falling thru the floor again and again
the trees are losing touch with all thats been
and if the bark peels off
the moss grows up
the leaves fall off
the birds dont talk

leyton:

you were every fallen tree
tried to warn me ahead what my fall could be
grew through the mess of your canopy
now im throwing stones
growing moss
falling down 
getting lost
i guess ill sit and wait till its over
just to remind me of that day in october
i grit my teeth for you
now theres pain in my molar
guess ill decay while you grow older
called you last night didnt go through
what id go through just to hold you one more time
i gotta find a pastime 
need a hobby
fuck my life no one wants me
just staring at a cold sky

starsbeforesunrise:

and as the sunlight dims
and night is closing in
the moon lights up the lake
with blinding reflection
the last of the pink cuts the clouds imperfections
the cracks of the sticks says exterior movement
the bridge on the water is smashed up and ruined
and just when i thought that u couldnt stain beauty
the sun will rise and leave the night empty

moss +leyton +starsbeforesunrise

i have a bad history with this song. I decided to put it back up for the history of this account. Just know this was like a lil "tribute" to the album frailty. I won't be making anything like this in the future.

i might impulsively private later

-lyrics-
its been a while now
i didn't know that you were gone
maybe i lie and break myself down for a song

i try to remember the last day
but its all a blur to me anyway
i know i know, i haven't been the same (i know im to blame)
i should've thrown it away - im tired of playing this game

too long to realize 
i was living in all of those lies
suffer a fraction of time
(no) its the life you left behind (2x)

wasting my time just stuck in my bed
whats wrong with the world yeah its all in your head
one walk in the forest - step by step
brand new start no regret

if i lose interest why is everything so sad?
i spent all of my time in there, i lost what i had

too long to realize 
i was living in all of those lies
suffer a fraction of time
(no) its the life you left behind (2x)
im wasting all my time (wasting all my time) (my time)

last cartridge

* a citizen expresses their concerns.

track 2/7

self produced, self-written, and self assured

lyrics:
i can tell you how it starts
you can tell me how it ends
i can tell you how it starts
you can tell me how it ends
setter of trends, setter of trends
put me on a pedestal
i love to be my own false idol
show me where believers go
ten bodies at the edge of a cliff

now you're picking up
what he's putting down
(x2)
it's been getting easier to act like
i'm the main character of my life
and i'm afraid of where this might be headed
promise me
you won't let me see
all the ways i might fall short

i'm planning my escape
keeping a poker face
this game that we play
is getting old
how much longer will it take for you to
call off the dogs you think you own
you think you own everything
(are you committed to the bit?)
(it's eating you up slowly but surely)

excellence syndrome

Excellence Syndrome, or when the Joke Becomes Your Personality

self prod+mix

lyrics:
tell me i'm responsible
treat me like i'm out of my head
you say that i'm volatile
oh was it something i said?
i don't like how you talk to me
honestly you can follow me baby
all this time i been wandering
apologies for monotony lately

ok my feelings weren't true i didn't mean that
i went and latched onto you and you can see that
it wasn't something i'd do, can you believe that?
can you believe that?
can you believe that????

get me out of my head, i'm feeling aimless
was it something i said that i can just take back?
i know i'm better off dead don't make it painless
i didn't know at the time it would just fade to black
oh get me out, oh give me something new
things headed south, i don't know what to do
i'd go without, i'd sew my mouth right shut
oh hear me now, i'll go and get my stuff

i didn't want it but i need it
flash forward on the ground, 'cause i'm bleeding
you're so fucking conceited
look at you now, are you happy? you succeeded
i don't mind, no i don't mind tho
i close my eyes and let the time flow
i go outside and shut my pie hole
started thinking i'm onto something

ok my feelings weren't true i didn't mean that
i went and latched onto you and you can see that
it wasn't something i'd do, can you believe that?
can you believe that?
can you believe that????

get me out of my head, i'm feeling aimless
was it something i said that i can just take back?
i know i'm better off dead don't make it painless
i didn't know at the time it would just fade to black
oh get me out, oh give me something new
things headed south, i don't know what to do
i'd go without, i'd sew my mouth right shut
oh hear me now, i'll go and get my stuff

repeat second half of chorus

volatile

||see you soon||
just a little something to hold off till my album,,,

prod me ykyky

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
i know you're trying your way
but it's not what you planned
the mark i made on this place
that is not who i am
but who am i to say "no" to..
(i give it my all)
it's so true
but people always look saying
"do i even know you?"
no you don't
but will soon will find out
(one day)
imma lose my mind now.

[hook]
cause i'm going crazy this is never what i wanted
be honest
it feels so different from when i started
i never thought i'd ever reach a point like this
but i'm just trying to make a difference
i just wanna fucking live my life

[verse 2]
but i don't wanna have to leave this all behind
but i don't know how
and you don't know when
the cycle will repeat it's self i just want it to end
but i'm stuck sitting here saying better luck next time
i just hope the next time i'll be there
until then i'll be spinning around while you stare
i got some shit i'm tryin to say i gotta prove it
instead i'm letting it die

[hook]
cause i'm going crazy this is never what i wanted
be honest
it feels so different from when i started
i never thought i'd ever reach a point like this
but i'm just trying to make a difference
i just wanna fucking live my life

[outro]
its time that you look inside
you would never believe who i could find
it's coming soon i promise on my life
you just gotta believe that you're on time.

volatile

henry yoder

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