[. samsara .]
⦃68\\91bpm | Gminor⦄
everything done by me :)[with thx2 drama trial <333]

✦ inspired_by ✧
(re)percussion - drama trial
movies for guys - Jane Remover
words_frm the dying - sewerperson

. .『lyrics』. .
and you know where to find me
sitting by my lonely
staring into starlight
looking for her

and you know where to find me
sitting in desperation
staring into starlight
fantasising about her

[מִחָדָשׁ]
i want her to grip my tits and fuck me until my neck snaps
until my visions jet black
i needa get that
i want to leave this earth with her and never get back
dissipate into the sky
die to feel alive

[מִחָדָשׁ]
[looking for her]
[חזור]
[die to feel alive]
[מִחָדָשׁ]
[חזור]

[מִחָדָשׁ]
¿if i leave, what will it mean?
never here, never been
just a voice in peoples heads
just a ghost in peoples dreams
just a part of everyone who isnt me
ive never seen outside my iris
¿so what difference will there be?

[מִחָדָשׁ]
[¿what difference will there be?]
[חזור]
(i'll be here if you need anything)
(i'll be here)

---

dirt dress; 6 below
wooden cardigan; 6 below
earthly sheath; 6 below
let it eat me; await my rebirth

and you know where to find me
laying dead on your living room floor
with my blood soaking into your carpet
and my brains all over your decor

and you know where to find me
laying dead on your living room floor
looking for her
looking for her

[मौत]

---

physical death, earthly escapist
finally a time where my life isnt wasted
shattered mind, scattered crying faces
didnt care about mine so i fucking erased it

off to see my beloved
such a steep climb, i love it
treat me just like your puppet

fuck me till i feel nothing
[nothingisreal]
[nothingisreal]

---

¿will they remember me?
¿as the girl who couldnt fall;
as the girl who couldn't bleed?
¿will they remember me? [ნახვამდის]
¿as someone i could never be?

its a long way home
i dont have the time
to rewrite my past
it was a long time coming
but i hope they remember me
as doing my best

and you know where to find me [կորցրել]
as i ascend [ასვლა]
as i leave your world [მე არ ვბრუნდები]
as i enter בָּטֵל [ეთერი]

i hope they remember me [הֱיה שלום]
as doing my best
[all i think about is you]
[¿რატომ არ მიყვარხარ?]

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ＨＯＵＳＥ ＯＦ ＭＵＮＣＨ： ＴＨＥ ＭＯＶＩＥ

here is one

4/12
ngl ive reworked the middle bit so many times and i hate it but i love the drop so imma drop it anyways fire emoji 

shoutout corefish og song here: https://soundcloud.com/corefish/rot-1

corefish - rot (drama trial flip)

* a citizen expresses their concerns.

track 2/7

self produced, self-written, and self assured

lyrics:
i can tell you how it starts
you can tell me how it ends
i can tell you how it starts
you can tell me how it ends
setter of trends, setter of trends
put me on a pedestal
i love to be my own false idol
show me where believers go
ten bodies at the edge of a cliff

now you're picking up
what he's putting down
(x2)
it's been getting easier to act like
i'm the main character of my life
and i'm afraid of where this might be headed
promise me
you won't let me see
all the ways i might fall short

i'm planning my escape
keeping a poker face
this game that we play
is getting old
how much longer will it take for you to
call off the dogs you think you own
you think you own everything
(are you committed to the bit?)
(it's eating you up slowly but surely)

excellence syndrome

Excellence Syndrome, or when the Joke Becomes Your Personality

crash ft. vai5000

self prod+mix

lyrics:
tell me i'm responsible
treat me like i'm out of my head
you say that i'm volatile
oh was it something i said?
i don't like how you talk to me
honestly you can follow me baby
all this time i been wandering
apologies for monotony lately

ok my feelings weren't true i didn't mean that
i went and latched onto you and you can see that
it wasn't something i'd do, can you believe that?
can you believe that?
can you believe that????

get me out of my head, i'm feeling aimless
was it something i said that i can just take back?
i know i'm better off dead don't make it painless
i didn't know at the time it would just fade to black
oh get me out, oh give me something new
things headed south, i don't know what to do
i'd go without, i'd sew my mouth right shut
oh hear me now, i'll go and get my stuff

i didn't want it but i need it
flash forward on the ground, 'cause i'm bleeding
you're so fucking conceited
look at you now, are you happy? you succeeded
i don't mind, no i don't mind tho
i close my eyes and let the time flow
i go outside and shut my pie hole
started thinking i'm onto something

ok my feelings weren't true i didn't mean that
i went and latched onto you and you can see that
it wasn't something i'd do, can you believe that?
can you believe that?
can you believe that????

get me out of my head, i'm feeling aimless
was it something i said that i can just take back?
i know i'm better off dead don't make it painless
i didn't know at the time it would just fade to black
oh get me out, oh give me something new
things headed south, i don't know what to do
i'd go without, i'd sew my mouth right shut
oh hear me now, i'll go and get my stuff

repeat second half of chorus

volatile

im back

lyrics:
im in the cave of your heart
been so lost in the dark
should have known from the start
frigid wind feels like darts
to the chest now im down
when i bleed in your house
and u laugh as i cry
and u sweep me under the rug, when i die
askin why
cant we go
where u said
we could go
oh my god
its a lie
leave me dead
waste of time
oh my god
its a lie
leave me dead
waste of time
fuckin right.

volatile

henry yoder