this song alters my brain chemistry every time

hyperpop

osquinn / p4rkr - Bad Idea (prod. Blackwinterwells)

stream

mania

happy ever after

2ppl

new era same old moirai
video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YctqEqrLJho
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6h7s7QHTBQ1os43UTEI4bY?si=69065b0ba82c476e
@billsburyjoeboi
@ria_chuelo
lyrics//
[hook]
everybody looking at me from the sidelines
everyday i have this feeling that i might die 
everyday i have this feeling that you might lie 
and everyday they make me wonder why do i try
now everybody looking at me for a reason
and everyday i fucking wonder how im breathing
and everyday i fucking wonder why you need him 
and everybody says they care i don't believe them

[verse]
i can't change my past
optimistic lover with a half full glass, but
but i can't go back 
tried my best but i lost my track again 
and i don't need new friends
tried to cut you off but i woke up in your bed again
and all those texts i sent
masochistic loving that i can't forget

im so sick, i wake up, i hate it
i call her up, like no shit, im wasted
she told me "im so sick of everything you're saying"
and i ain't been to church in years but now im praying
that i don't fuck this up 
im in the bathroom of a party and im throwing up
and i just don't want you to think that im a lost cause
lost cause 
lost cause
im so sick and fucking tired of the love songs

sidelines (billsburyjoeboi + ria)

tellmewhatuwant

tellmewhatuwant (dltzk remix)

worse 3-1-2021

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US Rap Hip Hop 2025 – American Trap Beat Mix #3739

welcome to the backrooms 
have fun !!
notes:// first song i've ever been proud of :) its prolly gone flop but i love it :3
prod me <3

life is pain

ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭*
prod @blackwinterwells + @notlieu
notes://
hope u guys like dis song
i think the lyrics r cool
my fav song ive made 
prolly gone flopski but im simply bossed up !!
cover art is ma yard
lyrics :)
so much bullshit 
i cant stand it
i been crazy lately
i been going manic
ask me how do it 
baby idk i manage
wastin all my time n 
im wastin all the bandwidth

im sick !
n im overstimulated
neurons in my brain 
filled with information
she do cheap drugs
n cheap vacations
i do fake friends 
cant hold conversations 

i try hard to sleep at night
n i try so hard to make things right
n i struggle everyday just to close my eyes
i been shaking 
i been nervous
think im sleep deprived 

endorphins 
man u look so gorgeous
n u try so hard to ignore it
n u say u hate me
adore it
then the next u know
its the morning

im way to tired for dis
yeah i been way to tired 4 shit
n i try my hardest just to make things click
but it never works out so i think 

im sick !
n im overstimulated
neurons in my brain 
filled with information
she do cheap drugs
n cheap vacations
i do fake friends 
cant hold conversations

sick (p. blackwinterwells + lieu)

CHORDS BY THE AMAZING @MONKIMON
lyrics
if you wanna leave
let me die in your arms tonight
so i can die in peace
leaving thinking that
you were still all mine tonight
i don’t wanna go
please don’t let me go
tell me it’s all fine tonight
got my will all finalized
you’re the one that i idolize

baby you’re way more than perfect
i am imperfect, yes i wish i was just like you
i got some flaws in my circuit
this shit ain’t working, i wanna fix it i’d like to
but i fuck around and fuck up
baby when you met me you ain’t had your luck up
i’ma make sure that you got a boy who got trust
when you fuck around with me you know that love sucks
or we could just go for a ride
talk about us while i flirt on the side
shorty i love when you let me inside
i ain’t talking your body i’m talking your mind
ay let me penetrate
lil mami know i ain’t tryna wait
baby what the fuck it is, something in the way
baby you and i don’t got time to waste

i know you can do so much better than me
so much better than me

so much better than me

produced by bossman @whethan
performed by yours truly 
lyrics:

i dont wanna be here 
i want to hide away
n im not even nervous 
i could die today
or like i could dissapear 
wont happen either way
n theres this girl named astrid 
with a time n date :(

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

theres this rich, white girl
that works inside a department store
i guess that she aint rich no more
her mom and dad got a divorce
she say thats shes fine
she sits alone and cries to paramore
and if im being honest with the process 
i dont care no more

n the trees dont grow
where the sun low
let me tell u a lil story
abt where we dont go

n theres this forest on the east side
where all the evil beasts lie
n i dont cannot deny
that my brain buzzing like a beehive
to move out to the sea side
omg it must be nice
n i met this girl named persephone 
i think shell be mine

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

arsenic

prod by @ria_chuelo :)))
plz go follow n support dem !!!

lyrics:
i dont think i can get over this..
shes holding me down while theres guns to my head..
i jus wish she loved me like she loved him..

but truly we never get what we want
every time we talk its always breaking my heart
i know you say you love him but i treat you better
i wont tell you what to do
but i think thats the wrong move
i think that i lost it
my minds a moshpit
i think that im sick in the head
n i cant get past this
i got over stimulated aimin for the bathroom
i got lost along the way now im stuck in the backrooms
you say that ur just friends w him but ion know what that includes
im havin a panic attack
n ion know what to do
just point me in the right direction
we fell off like a disconnection
i guess that i dont get to say anything its case closed

i hope that ur happier
i hope that u start smilin
x3

ion understand why you always win the arguments
i have things to say and ion think u comprehend them
why is it jus such an issue jus to let me talk
ill jus shut up
ill just stop
please dont tell me that your coming back for me
i think that i told you that he didnt really love you
you want me back but i dont think i trust you
im sorry baby i think that were threw..

but truly we never get what we want
every time we talk its always breaking my heart
i know you say you love him but i treat you better
i wont tell you what to do
but i think thats the wrong move
i think that i lost it
my minds a moshpit
i think that im sick in the head
n i cant get past this
i got over stimulated aimin for the bathroom
i got lost along the way now im stuck in the backrooms
x2

backrooms (ria)

papercuts (skress, ssort, mochila)

@ericdoa @pincode8485
deads1lent exclusive prod @rhine1k @yungskrrt

ignored - ericdoa + 8485 (prod rhine + yung skrrt)

wow i have been so behind and my lifes been falling apart
i love you all thank you so much for the constant support this truly keeps me going and gives me a reason to wake up everyday. its sum different but i hope u all like it.

2ppl

aldn

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