Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KolZJ7TPfFY
ss03
prod me
song with @1glaive : _)
lyrics:
---what was the last thing you said?
i took like over a year to get you out my head
and now i can’t sleep 
thinking bout everything and all the things we did
and i don’t think i miss you
i don’t miss the shit that we been through
but now i’m stuck with this
try not to reminisce 
or i think i’ll start to miss you

i don’t know how to explain it
a year of racking my brain and i hated it 
it’s like i’m holding onto something that you never did
it’s like i’ll never have something just like we did
it’s like i’ll never hold hands with someone again
it’s like i’ll never introduce them to my friends
i guess it’s the end 

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
i get tossed up and used then thrown away like some old shoes
like fucking look at you 
i think that you’re right i’m not the person that i used to be
i can’t even hide that fact that this was all because of me
i made my mistakes i let my head get straight to jealousy 
all cause i thought i'd be the only one u  ever see
but you have to remind me 
you have to remind me
cause i know you said something
something with meaning
it was as i was leaving i could’ve been dreaming
you have to remind me remind me of one thing

what was the last thing you said?
i swear i didn’t mean to leave you on read
but now it’s morning
everyone’s sleeping 
and i can’t decide if i should get out of bed
like i don’t wanna miss you 
i don’t miss the shit that we been through 
but now i’m stuck with this 
try not to reminisce or i think i’ll start to miss you
it seems like everyday i look at the pictures
a couple years of my life in a camera roll 
i’m thinking maybe i really miss it
reliving memories as i start to scroll
it feels like lately i’ve been stuck and i can’t reach my goals 
and i can’t get myself out ive been stuck in a hole
i’m really starting to believe it’s the end

GLAIVE:
dude that this point it doesn’t even matter like fuck

every time they talk about us they say we went hollywood but 
if there ever was a spot to take i think they probably would cause 
every single zoloft that i take don’t do me any good but 
black hair black nails she thinks she’s misunderstood but
she don’t know me like she think she does
and i’ll be lying if said i gave a single fuck
and then you push me down and then you pick me up i’m like
one fight away from getting tired and giving up

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
but after all that was said i don’t regret that i knew you

what was the last thing u said w/ glaive

a reason why (jane)

hope you enjoy

lyrics
and then i fade into the background
i pray nobody tries to stop me
what remains of my soul is black now
i feel ur energy, it got me
and it won't stop til i cut it off
and when i cut i fall to the ground in the blood
on the floor that i left here for you
when you walk in the room, ill be drained to the core
cus i did what i told you

i lay in drown in my sin
i think about what i did 
this lake of fire is hot
but not as hot as i feel
when i'm around you i swear
i swear it all feels surreal
swear ur the worst, the worst i know, would i
talk to you nice and take you back, should i
wait til you pass and cry it out, could i
speed up the time i feel like i could die

i feel way too off today
every day i wake up, it's like every days the same
i lose emotion, always
but there's a rage inside me that i know cannot be tamed
talk to myself, sit in the dark
there's not a thing that i can do
to take this darkness out my heart
this knife could take me to my start
flows of red come out my body
soul and body come apart 

we started fading to black
i felt you tap on my shoulder
you said you wanted me back
you said ur sorry for everything
theres a problem with that

and then i fade into the background
i pray nobody tries to stop me
what remains of my soul is black now
i feel ur energy, it got me
and it won't stop til i cut it off
and when i cut i fall to the ground in the blood
on the floor that i left here for you
when you walk in the room, ill be drained to the core
cus i did what i told you

i lay in drown in my sin
i think about what i did 
this lake of fire is hot
but not as hot as i feel
when i'm around you i swear
i swear it all feels surreal
swear ur the worst, the worst i know, would i
talk to you nice and take you back, should i
wait til you pass and cry it out, could i
speed up the time i feel like i could die

drained to my core

mv is a poet

lyrics
i can feel that the tensions flooding

i dont think im the one that she wants to see

i dont know what the fuck it is she wants from me

ill fall back, you take the lead

my self doubt it starts to feed

YOU CAN LOVE OR HATE ME
I DONT REALLY GIVE A FUCK
EVERYTHING IS DEAD OH
EVERYTHING JUST FUCKING SUCKS

TENSION

prod me inspired by @enaturalist

i like being alone, idk whyyy
but now ur here and its 
(x2)
too late already got too much on my plate
Need attention nothin that i do is worth a mention 
and i kno i got my way but im still bitter :/
and i woke up and my face covered in glittr 

i swear im done with this shi i swear
yea ive always been judged 4 tha shit that i wear 
i bet u wont b laughin when i roll up into ur house
hold that stick 2 ur head and make u beg for ur spouse >:(
and i and i im not even lying  
ill take all ur shit idc that ur dying
ill wake up ur parent theyll beg me theyre crying
im sorry that was kind mean i wasnt trying:(

glittr
Im not with her
but i realized 
Im already paralyzed
i like being alone, idk whyyy
but now ur here and its 
(x2)
too late already got too much on my plate
Need attention nothin that i do is worth a mention 
and i kno i got my way but im still bitter :/
and i woke up and my face covered in glittr 

i i i dont care abt nothing anymore 
i hate this song 
i hate this phone 
if i drop off the earth well then what could go wrong
no one checks up on me they dont care
im better off on my own now that they dont care
i dont rlly talk 2 no one 2 be fair
but dont mean i dont like the fresh air

glittr

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[syko]

Took the backyards 
All the way under my skin 
Graze my head 
Imaginary fucking friends 
Sick in the head 
You’re always playing pretend 
Delivered to read 
I still love you! 

Can we make out in the bathroom?
Our stars don’t align but I always chose you 
My life is a mess 
But I still want her
I became my best just on my own 
Don’t look down! 
It’s just a DAY TO REMEMBER!
Kings crattle hangs from your chamber

[GLAIVE] 

Recording on the Polaroid
You can’t even dance back 
I can’t even think straight 
Always got a headache 
We can head downtown 
It can be a lesson 
I think we should maybe get away from this crowd 
But I know think about it 
Put your boyfriend in doubt 
And you really fucking hated me 
Mistakes it for love 
You been rolling on the floor 
I’ve been rolling on drugs 
Imma tell a story & it goes like this! 
And your aiming for the spot 
Can you Lean in for a kiss ? 
And you know he has a girlfriend 
Now you’re fucking pissed 

[syko] 


Can we make out in the bathroom?
Our stars don’t align but I always chose you 
My life is a mess 
But I still want her
I became my best just on my own 
Don’t look down! 
It’s just a DAY TO REMEMBER!
Kings crattle hangs from your chamber

111 SECONDS IN HEAVEN ft. GLAIVE(PROD. DEAD*AT*18)

@1hallow
cover taken by my friend @coleslau
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7wdm6TWDznlJRJjK24ZCUM
lyrics:
[hook]
don't know what to say to you
i been overthinking things up in my head
you sent me a couple texts i swear i never read 
and i been paranoid like everyone's the feds
used to go to sleep and i would dream of being dead
then i wake up, every single day it feels the same like nothing changed up
lying to my face man you can never keep it straight up
karma got a price and everybody gotta pay up
i think that i gave up 

[verse]
and she like "juno, why you like that?"
she like "juno, can i ask your where you minds at?"
and i been tryna make the right track
fucked up wishing i could get the time back
and she knows i don't got no purity
wish i could fade into obscurity
she said she wish that i had more maturity
i told her to be honest i jus

[hook]

karma

karma (hallow)

@1hallow
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5lWotd0NtRkHnjuMIfA8Ip?si=7fa21e8f52004e58
[lyrics]
(hook)
and i tell them to listen 
but they never do
and i dont wanna sound like you
 im doing something new
she say im just like the rest
i said she way too obsessed
im thinking one more day and then ill be gone
and she like juno why you like that at all
and is it bad that i cant fight back at all
you cant get to the top if you aint ready to fall
you got my name in your phone, but you aint ready to call

(verse)
and im 10,000 miles away 
from the rest of the world its a shame now
and she told me that i was to blame
for the way of the world, how it is now
sick of the background, i lost it for a sec
but im back now
i told myself that id never back down
i went and got it for myself fuck a hand out
i grab the wheel it looks like im in command now

glittr

aldn