Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KolZJ7TPfFY
ss03
prod me
song with @1glaive : _)
lyrics:
---what was the last thing you said?
i took like over a year to get you out my head
and now i can’t sleep 
thinking bout everything and all the things we did
and i don’t think i miss you
i don’t miss the shit that we been through
but now i’m stuck with this
try not to reminisce 
or i think i’ll start to miss you

i don’t know how to explain it
a year of racking my brain and i hated it 
it’s like i’m holding onto something that you never did
it’s like i’ll never have something just like we did
it’s like i’ll never hold hands with someone again
it’s like i’ll never introduce them to my friends
i guess it’s the end 

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
i get tossed up and used then thrown away like some old shoes
like fucking look at you 
i think that you’re right i’m not the person that i used to be
i can’t even hide that fact that this was all because of me
i made my mistakes i let my head get straight to jealousy 
all cause i thought i'd be the only one u  ever see
but you have to remind me 
you have to remind me
cause i know you said something
something with meaning
it was as i was leaving i could’ve been dreaming
you have to remind me remind me of one thing

what was the last thing you said?
i swear i didn’t mean to leave you on read
but now it’s morning
everyone’s sleeping 
and i can’t decide if i should get out of bed
like i don’t wanna miss you 
i don’t miss the shit that we been through 
but now i’m stuck with this 
try not to reminisce or i think i’ll start to miss you
it seems like everyday i look at the pictures
a couple years of my life in a camera roll 
i’m thinking maybe i really miss it
reliving memories as i start to scroll
it feels like lately i’ve been stuck and i can’t reach my goals 
and i can’t get myself out ive been stuck in a hole
i’m really starting to believe it’s the end

GLAIVE:
dude that this point it doesn’t even matter like fuck

every time they talk about us they say we went hollywood but 
if there ever was a spot to take i think they probably would cause 
every single zoloft that i take don’t do me any good but 
black hair black nails she thinks she’s misunderstood but
she don’t know me like she think she does
and i’ll be lying if said i gave a single fuck
and then you push me down and then you pick me up i’m like
one fight away from getting tired and giving up

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
but after all that was said i don’t regret that i knew you

what was the last thing u said w/ glaive

@1hallow
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7rRE8z2QYg0VjYZUJtoIno?si=66458ac562794268
[lyrics]
so
i let you go last night
and i wish i never did because i never got to kiss you 
i dont like who im turning into
but i dont want to cause an issue
you left me out and left me untied 
and i wish you never did because i never got to kiss you
i dont know what we're turning into 
just kinda wish i could've kissed you

we're in the hallways
skipping like always
i tried to tell you i'd be there for you always
but 
you took all that i had
and you wont ever give it back
bright lights hoco and a stage floor
tell me did you get exactly what you came for
im 1 of 1 and now she wishing that they made more
you tryna play me i aint falling for the same ploy
i was your chance and you blew it 
left me looking stupid 
im mad cause i knew it would go that way
i never wanted you to go away :/

i let you go last night
and i wish i never did because i never got to kiss you 
i dont like who im turning into
but i dont want to cause an issue
you left me out and left me untied 
and i wish you never did because i never got to kiss you
i dont know what we're turning into 
just kinda wish i could've kissed you
[sick pop breakdown]
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[ dream log soon!!!! tell a friend ;) ]

never got to kiss you (hallow)

first time mixing and mastering :) 

prod. by guda

plz check out my other music too

dontwannachangeatall (guda)

video https://youtu.be/j2-IqWyiApg

spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/2nCbrBB7ARf04GIoQMqdax?si=KvEUjEcmSLKqtEcYY0adtw

https://www.instagram.com/7ngelus
prod noevdv
word 2 dreamer isioma & d4vd

lyrics:
fuck nigga always trynna take my shit
how u gon feel when i got take ur bitch?
nigga, i dont even gotta say shit
she comes to me when you b lacking on dick
smoke dat dope and i just mind my business
u rode my wave and now u riding my dick
niggas scared of me, confrontation
but u got balls to talk all that shit!!!!!

why these french hoes acting american?
riding in all black like the president
how u rushing out ur art, it aint making sense
u tell ur friends im ur opp, thats hilarious
man i dont got shit to prove, my nigga what can i say?
if u go and beef with megan then u better come and pay
man i dont got shit to loose, my nigga what can i say?
if u go and fuck with megan then u better come and

fuck nigga always trynna take my shit
how u gon feel when i got take ur bitch?
nigga, i dont even gotta say shit
she comes to me when you b lacking on dick
smoke dat dope and i just mind my business
u rode my wave and now u riding my dick
niggas scared of me, confrontation
but u got balls to talk all that shit!!!!!

preacher (prod. noevdv) *video in desc*

ex b вспоминает я всю ночь икаю 
каждый раз как просыпаюсь думаю я че в раю
то что год назад не выкупали - щас выкупают 
нахуй надежду на то что сейчас они понимают 

спой мне 
она живет в надежде что прыгнет на мой хуй
куда ты постой 
я еще не закончил 

фу, не хочу твое тело 
не хочу тебя видеть , хуйня 
я не хотел обидеть 
не хотел обидеть тебя 

кидай на стол аргументы почему 
почему я должен уделять тебе внимание 
у меня так мало времени я постоянно занят 
у меня так мало времени каждый день умираю

EX B ‘prod. by ngbr1ght’

i've been angry about the constant homophobia, transphobia, racism, etc that goes on around me, so i decided to pour it all out. here you go.

im fucking pissed off lol (in the style of 1:00 AM by p4rkr) (blackwinterwells)

welcome to the backrooms 
have fun !!
notes:// first song i've ever been proud of :) its prolly gone flop but i love it :3
prod me <3

life is pain

my favorite song i made wit one my favorite artists : )@1glaive
prod meeeee

redeyes w/ glaive

hope you like it :)

lyrics
is there something that you have to tell me now
cause if you don't tell me now, don't hit me up when i'm out
cause if there's something to say, i'd rather hear from your mouth
don't wanna listen to crying, i don't wanna hear you pout

don't talk to me tonight
dont talk to me like ever
i'm thinking i'm alright
my hate will last forever

you think you're really bright
you think you're really clever
i'm going towards the light
you'll never see me, never

theres something holding me back
wanna persue but i cant
no need to feel like that
when will i get my life back 

cause their no use to cry 
there's no use to yell
you're still stuck in my head
and i feel im in hell

and im screaming for help
i dont know if you could tell
my mind stuck in a cell
nicotine in my cells 

talk to me
im fading out of existence
talk to me
i promise that i can listen
talk to me
ill make true of all your wishes
talk to me
i promise that we can fix this

talk2me

talktome

@1hallow
cover taken by my friend @coleslau
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7wdm6TWDznlJRJjK24ZCUM
lyrics:
[hook]
don't know what to say to you
i been overthinking things up in my head
you sent me a couple texts i swear i never read 
and i been paranoid like everyone's the feds
used to go to sleep and i would dream of being dead
then i wake up, every single day it feels the same like nothing changed up
lying to my face man you can never keep it straight up
karma got a price and everybody gotta pay up
i think that i gave up 

[verse]
and she like "juno, why you like that?"
she like "juno, can i ask your where you minds at?"
and i been tryna make the right track
fucked up wishing i could get the time back
and she knows i don't got no purity
wish i could fade into obscurity
she said she wish that i had more maturity
i told her to be honest i jus

[hook]

karma

karma (hallow)

video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6lYduSMsNlo&lc=UgzZf3ZyR2kRHPR05cl4AaABAg
(rising action)
@1hallow
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4F8FtOWSa286XpVEeB8pWm
[lyrics]
its 2 am girl r you up yet?
and she like boy you know fucked up we can nvr go back
now she move different acting suspect
and she think i could be her hero i can never be that


at all
cause i get stabbed in the back
i try my best to clear my head but i can never do that
at all
i cant go back to the past
and i dont wanna be the bad guy
but i think i might have to,
im stuck like a statue
you say i dont say i dont see you 
and yet im looking right at you
im done with the attitude
im not even mad at you
she say im her hero 
but i know she dont think thats true

take a step back
what does it look like from the outside?
and to be honest i dont wanna learn bout ur last guy
i try my best but i still end up on my last life

theres nvr gna be a right time

and u can blame me if u want but you know
that there wont ever be a next time
i take an uber take the next flight
i wont be nothing like your next guy

what was the last thing u said w/ glaive

aldn