FENTBOY (PROD. K@LE PL@NT)

shoutout for the prod @user-185100248
@joziehaze DCR x 495

world got me feeling hopless ion how to connect 
bullets round u got u moving like the xbox kinect
mad at me? said you coming for the fucking neck
try and do sum with this fucking noose around my head 
i'd kill myself before i let a mf make me dead
kill myself before i run up outta bread 
kill myself that first thought before i get up outta bed
ain't it mf sad 
constantly living in worry 
bitch im never glad 
i'm so fucked mentally 
shoutout to my mom and dad 
so many memories 
that i wish i never had

AND IM FUCKED UP STILL 
POUR A CUP UP IF U FUCKED UP STILL
FUCKING ROLL UP IF U FUCKED UP STILL
MIDDLE FINGER UP IF THEY U FUCK YOU STILL
IF THEY FUCK U STILL

jozie:
ive begun to think you never had or heard of a struggle
but you love to be a leech, as if thats learnin’ to hustle

cuttin people off, to me, it feels like workin’ a muscle
tried to cover up your tracks, like you’re burnin’ a duffle

i can always tell if people really like me or they dont
i still smile while observing how they talk and strike a pose
i can see your true intentions, baby im not fuckin’ slow
better fess up to me quick, cause either way im gonna know

either way im gonna find out
you look like a judas to me, brutus with the knife out
if you’re gonna do it to me, come and tell me right now
everything is muted to me, gray just like the lighthouse

yeah
you can find out
yeah i’m nice but if you fuck around, you find out
my head’s on a swivel, watchin like a night owl
to hit the switch on these pitiful bitches, lights out

fuckeveryone w JOZIE HAZE  (prod. ceaser2k)

Artwork: MaYo
Recording Engineer: MaYo
Mixing/Mastering Engineer: VX7AK
Writer(s): Jalen Gambrel
Featured Artist(s): N/A
Producer(s): Pack Man

Animated

LETS GET IT

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PROD ME

it feels cyclical
how the vultures hold
something cynical sewed it into your soul

bedrooms filled with mold
and the walls unfold
leaving nothing but darkness the airs too cold


we sit and we smoke cigarettes
and ill tell everyone just how bad they get


watching the kingdom collapse it takes with it your breath

as we all sit and read one more book about death

we watched it touch everything
it makes them bleed

you pay for your suffering
and still cant sleep

[she was within 6 weeks of graduating. they had gotten into a variety of drugs and um, it was very sad and very difficult to see that happen, and no one could reach them or talk to them. it was if, you know, youd never understand. you wouldnt understand, you know? and, um, we have to live our own lives] 
 
in a void where forever is nothing
you cant hear through the voice only feed off of substance 

im as tired as you but theres rocks in your stomach
the weight of the world with your card keeps on crushing

a prayer for the comedown is lost with your wallet
well fuck wheres the bag now will anyone spot us


and god left them all in a desolate pit
he let all his children get baptized in piss

I watched it take everything
i watched you bleed
you pay for your suffering
and still cant eat

spotify

BAPTIZED IN PISS

Miserable, Im feeling terribly 
Happiness, Ive never felt it, no glee
I only feel something when Im on the beat
Im in the stu its like heaven to me

Give me some opium or amphetamine
Death guaranteed
Ketamine therapy
King of the underworld top nominee 
Mark of the beast or another vaccine 
Take mescaline and then play in the street
Releasing the DMT death is the fee
Nothing in our lives will ever be free
No one escaping they drown in the deep

Im hoping that we all go fucking extinct
Im hoping that we all get to taste the bleed
Im praying that none of you rest in peace
Im saying that none of you should exist
You think Im wrong, you can eat my dick
Rather be gone than live like this 

You over dramatic and anti-climatic, your life aint traumatic, im psychosomatic, shoot automatics, i feel like a pirate, ill sink the titanic, the devil fanatic

Pessimist, yes Im a pessimist, you are a pest to me, stop all that envying, find out whats haunting me
Blasphemous narcissist, satanist terrorist, your life is in peril, I cant coexist
A hedonist masochist, turn to a sadist, dumping some ammo outside of your residence
Stacking the presidents, dead, one to the head
Theyre filling our world with the dread
Metallica I got the lead, leave on you read
Spraying the shotty it spread

Ill never be content
I Realize I was never meant to live
Realize I dont show scars on wrist
Rather be gone than live like this 

Ive said it before but Ill give it all up just to see the whole world burn and then turn into dust
I dont give a fuck about anyone, from what ive seen all these humans are done
Theyve lived long enough


im wishing i could be alive
im destined to die
im destined to take my own life
before i go im cutting ties
im leaving you all as i rot in a cell for my crimes
my enemy is my own mind 
your telling me i am a satanist, look at your life
look at these lies that cut like a knife
right into your heart 
the blood sacrifice stabbed deep in your hide
theres no where to run if your demons are from your own mind
im cursed in the eyes of the blind
who tell me im fine
im just out of line
thats why i get high
and scratch every inch of my skin till i bleed like im hung on the cross being crucified 
i am your false idol
i am your false hope
you say that im hated
you thought i dont know

i i i know 
i know about the pain
i know about the rage
i know about the end of days
trust me bitch i know

Money Can't Buy Happiness But It Can Fund Substance Abuse (prod. Curtes)

Music and lyrics written by Mary Mortem, in studio production by Cassidy Mandel.

STREAM - https://linktr.ee/m4rymortem

Lyrics: 
Day you wonder 
If love could bleed
I wait in slumber 
Just to see you
You
You can lay there
You can lay there
Lay there on your back 
You’re so spineless
You’re so lifeless 
Lay there on your back
You’re so lifeless
You’re so spineless
Lay there
Into you 
You raised dead 
But you
So lifeless 
Still at the bottom
So spineless 
At the bottom
Lay there, so spineless
You’re so lifeless
You
Lay there on your back 
You’re so spineless
You’re so lifeless

FENTBOY (PROD. K@LE PL@NT)

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