eyes lock when we kiss. hand inside your hand you taught me how to slit my wrist, so i’ll be fine 
i know all your tricks. whisper in my ear and tell me i’m the one you miss before i die 

we can just look at the stars, why won’t you be who you are? ur beautiful i love all your scars 
but it seems your heart is too far 

and i can’t catch it, cause i lack practice 
it’s all so tragic. you do some strange things to my head u work your magic, you told me anything i want then i can have it, 
until it’s you. it just so happen to be you, girl you just don’t have a clue, that it’s you.

emotions trynna drown me toxic thoughts that fill my lungs evil things surround me 
i feel sick nd lose my mind when ur not here around me 
my love is low so my heart poor but your heart has a bounty 

and i wanna get it, you tell me forget it uh  
you hating that i’m never finish uh, you never call back so now i got blood on my denim uh but no i won’t fall back cuz baby i gotta go win it uh 

yeah your heart is mine, don’t see love ur blind, my world black and white,  i done lost my mind, pretty all the time, highest in the line.

n u couldn’t figure it out yourself so i had to give u help love.

a method to cope

in hell, i ate an angel.

sketch

when you do (snippet)

distortion

vic- 
victim (of my existence)
of my anxiety 
darling will you save me? 
just don't betray me 
i just wanted someone to listen 
life hasn't been easy 
i think i would rather be 

alone
suicide, suicide 
alone 
suicide, suicide 

rip your light out 
baby cover your eyes it's a solar eclipse 
if we die right now 
with this pain in my heart and a slit on my wrist 
do you love me? 
then say you do
cause i ripped off your wings 
you can never fly away
you can never 

you can never 
yeah, 
rip your light out 
baby cover your eyes it's a solar eclipse
if we die right now
with this pain in my heart and a slit on my wrist 
do you love me? 
then say you do
cause i ripped off your wings 
you can never fly away
you can never.

fangs

having fun?
and you think you’re the one 
but i don’t feel okay 
ain’t felt this bad in months girl 
spark the blunt 
you act so nonchalant 
i see right through your front 
i know just what you want girl 

my head’s a bit uneasy 
can take you round the world in this car you don’t believe me
hit the gas, speed it 
i know you need me
always got me fucked up in misery bleeding i swear
you always wanna see me i swear 
you always wanna 

girl what the fuck?
i know my wrist is cut 
and they gon think i’m insane 
but i’m not giving up
i know there’s poison in my brain
but it’s not adding up
i should have your soul
i should be on top 

my head’s a bit uneasy 
can take you round the world in this car you don’t believe me
hit the gas, speed it 
i know you need me
always got me fucked up in misery bleeding i swear
you always wanna see me i swear 
you always wanna 
girl what the fuck!

misery

guillotine

He awakens inside the digital realm — half man, half code — realizing freedom might be just another illusion.

when you do (snippet)

alina