So much of humanity is lost to drug addiction. Most who come in contact with it turn their faces away. It's ugly. Why don't these people quit? Don't they want to? But if it was that easy don't you think they would? Don't you think they know they are dying? Withdraw is harder than dying. Some drugs you can quit, but do you think the craving just goes away? Once an addict,  always an addict.  We have to try to find better things to get addicted to that are good for us. 

There is a new drug in town and it's horrible.  People are getting addicted not knowing it is being mixed into what they are already using.  It's called TRANQ. There is no such thing as heroin anymore. You can no longer buy it on the street. Heroin you can detox from and you have a chance of staying sober.  But the addiction is still there. Then Fentanyl was mixed in.  It was cheaper to make and there was more profit to be made for the dealers. It is 50-100x stronger than heroin but you went into withdraw faster and had to inject more often. The craving was more intense. Many tens of thousands of people OD'd. Do you think they deserved it? It was their own fault because they are the ones who tried drugs in the first place? Maybe you tried cigarettes or alcohol? Do you still drink or smoke - ever? Can't quit? People drink to get a buzz. It's the same,  looking for an altered state of reality. 

The lucky ones who OD'd when it was only opiates were saved with Narcan and it pulled them out. But many people can't make it through detox. There aren't enough resources or rehabs. Then Tranq was added - a horse tranquilizer. The addicts didn't know. It isn't an opiate.  Narcan won't help them. The addiction is brutal.

In areas of cities across America, blocks are covered with people who are lying on the sidewalks or standing bent over at the waist. They have decaying sores all over their bodies. They wake up in horrendous withdraw. OD's have been doubling every year from the previous year. This year will be much ppworse.  These people are still human beings with family who love them. Not enough is being done. There is no media attention, while Tranq is reaching across America looking for its next victim. 

I have not heard one word by ANY politician openly addressing what is happening. They would rather harp on illegal immigrants bringing drugs across the border,  but immigrants are not doing THIS. The problem is much bigger than the border.  Is there no help, or does everyone think these people deserve it? Did you know many are only in their teens and come from good families in average rural towns?

I wrote this music for them.  My heart hurts. No matter what part of society you live in,  rich,  poor, middle class, educated with degrees, business owners,  teachers or even someone given pain meds for surgery but the pain didn't go away. No one is safe.  Put the word "tranq" into YouTube and watch. . . then find a way to help. Please.

Shadows Of Humanity

Is anyone still out there?
Well hello there if you are taking some of your valuable time to read this! As the lyrics to this (probably)final song say, its been a long while……
The last time I checked into Soundcloud was maybe last December, wow…. 
I packed up for a holiday in Hawaii, ran the Honolulu Marathon, watched a volcano erupt, cast my dog’s ashes into a lava field and drank a tropical island's worth of cocktails while watching the sunset with my wife. And then returned a few weeks later decidedly unenthused about the Cat and my collaborator.
Gina had been making noises about returning to an on again / off again musical partner. That wasn’t unexpected and was actually a bit of a relief as I hadn’t been enjoying this for a while. Our last few songs had been tortuous to finish, including this one which was finally finished I think way back in October 2022.
Cat Came Back was always a lot like an arranged marriage - nothing at all in common but we kind of made it work 3 minutes at a time. But by late last year, it had become very hard work. And as you fellow Soundclouders know, outside of personal satisfaction, the rewards for all of that hard work are not very large. So, if the personal satisfaction is gone, there’s not a lot left to motivate oneself. 
In addition to that, there were a few rather large elephants in the room regarding my collaborator that I won't go into but nevertheless constantly weighed very heavily on my mind throughout our time together and I was finding these increasingly difficult to continue to ignore for the sake of making music together.
So anyway, when I returned a perhaps brief hiatus accidentally turned into this - silence for what, 7-8 months? Haven’t picked up an instrument in all that time and they currently sit in my garage gathering dust. Took up Chess, what a rabbit hole that is! Continued running. Listening as always to a lot of old jazz. Continued seemingly never ending renovations to my house. Spent a lot of time with my lifelong friend, William Styron’s Black Dog, as a matter of fact he's here sitting right by my side now. 
So what now? I sat down a few days back and listened to a few things that were unfinished as of late last year. Maybe its time to start again. Find a new collaborator or two? Anyone know anyone who might be a match?
In the meantime I’ll dip my toe in and check out what some of my favourite Soundclouders have been up to while I was away. I'm sure I've missed out on some really great stuff.

Minor Exotica (Turned To Black)

Track created with the korg gadget app on ipad

He he heh

Music and Painting by Paulina Gomis
Human architecture. The portrait of your sacred geometric being. Being is perfect in its human essence. this portrait is of my friend Elisa. With love.

They are the portrait of the essence. Telepathic divination to balance and stabilize the human structure in all its beauty. With the blessing of love.

PROD. BY P.G FOR ELISA

songs used:

    Clay Young - Humpty Dumpty
        https://soundcloud.com/clay-young-360347153/humpty-dumpty
    Clay Young soundcloud:
        https://soundcloud.com/clay-young-360347153
    Clay Young instagram:
        https://www.instagram.com/clay.young.961/

    OrangeLight - Dance Of Vampire - ヴァンパイア舞曲
        https://soundcloud.com/orangelight07/dance-of-vampire
    OrangeLight soundcloud:
        https://soundcloud.com/orangelight07

Clay Young & OrangeLight - Humpty Dumpty   (dj baubau remix)

Sweagly

We don't need another victim
We don't want to send them on their way home
We just wanted a life beyond
All they wanted was a life beyond their own

reimagining of the commercial hit song for the third sequel in a blockbuster franchise about the world after it's collapse.
 Forgive us, Tina
Not exactly a cover of ThunderDome's "We Don't Need Another Hero" sung by Tina Turner.

We Don't Need Another Victim (Hero) Open DL:o

It been a fun time digging out some of our old tracks to entertain you with.
So wish Jana could find her way back to the studio.   great voice, this was a vocal Jam, she just went along with it.   check her out.  https://soundcloud.com/jana-oracle

In The Mists Of Time [Ft. Jana]

Curses Untold & Unfold

Ancient Egypt

This jingle was prepared for a radio program called 'Özlemle Yaşam Yolu', which is broadcast on Bayrak Radio every weekday.

jingle for radio program 'Özlemle Yaşam Yolu'

If he tells you he’s a genius, Hospitalize him

Most of my tracks are created after the vocals were recorded and in all cases the singer did not hear the music created or used along with their original tracks, all vocals used are in the original pitch and have post effects added and EQ'd by B-dub (arma ig)
collaborators 
https://soundcloud.com/learningtoplay
https://soundcloud.com/solacestreet
https://soundcloud.com/windscaleblues
https://soundcloud.com/llanpsych
https://soundcloud.com/garddwrporffor
https://soundcloud.com/lovvarion
https://soundcloud.com/enigmacurry
https://soundcloud.com/filosophyre
https://soundcloud.com/slyarte
https://soundcloud.com/christopherus-1
https://soundcloud.com/william_nicholas
https://soundcloud.com/user-786053539

https://soundcloud.com/jwiedenfeld
https://soundcloud.com/steve-whitfield-of-austin
https://soundcloud.com/specialvocals
https://soundcloud.com/user-911083679
https://soundcloud.com/scilentsymphony
https://soundcloud.com/nic_nic_nic
not on FB

We Don't Need Another Victim (Hero) Open DL:o

Arma Ignifera