music video: https://youtu.be/XLNX0Sw4IAw

https://open.spotify.com/track/1fp1tsLHqwy1Aj40GVyqVX?si=753725509a0243a7

featuring @820
produced by @kojowav

https://instagram.com/kets4eki
https://instagram.com/nosgov
https://instagram.com/jxqij

party addict +nosgov (kojo)

some prod me and hella love got put into this headphones recommended

delusions of grandeur (XaviousOfficial)

obsessed (remix) (444jet)

out of luck ##isolation

isolation anthem ##isowave (@daesworld)

x life, I fuck up too much
I said x life, I mess up too much
I want a new life, where i’m so perfect
my own paradise, I can sit and reflect 
I’m having too much bad thoughts in my mind
I lost all of my soul thinking suicide 
But I wish i could help everyone 
I wish I could stop hurting my friends
Baby what does it mean, being an angel that’s how i want to be seen
No dark shit from the past, wanna be clean
From the angel and the devil, I feel like i’m in between
But I don’t wanna be me
I feel like a curse is upon me
I don’t even know why, I just wanna be free
I love you too much, to not fix myself
I wanna hold your hand again, It felt so nice
Didn’t mean to make you cry, cause I really like seeing your eyes
I try to be gentle but then break you apart, could never forgive myself
I feel so scared, I don’t wanna lose nobody else
I mean what I say, I don’t wanna hurt no one
If I can’t disappear myself, I will become better for myself
x life, I fuck up too much
I said x life, I mess up too much
I want a new life, where i’m so perfect
my own paradise, I can sit and reflect 
I’m having too much bad thoughts in my mind
I lost all of my soul thinking suicide 
But I wish i could help everyone 
I wish I could stop hurting my friends

#1

HEARTLESS