thought i got a discord notificated for a sec

is this a sample or an original melody? it reminds me of an anime theme song so much

( pr. kg <3 )this song isn’t rlly one that i plan to blow up off of but rather just a song that NEEDS to be out. i meant every word i said. hope u like it <3

lyrics: 

wake up every single day no motivation left in me , i’m struggling with overthinking crippled by anxiety 

people tell me vent about it then turn around & laugh at me, so even if all alone i feel like that’s what best for me

i lie in bed all day make songs all night
i know that it’s not healthy but i promise i’ll be alright
i really wanna cry but i try & nothing comes out 
i haven’t ate at all today & it’s already dark out

hold me, until i stop bleeding
tell me, that u would never leave me
evn if it’s all a lie, i tell myself it’ll be alright
hold me, until i stop bleeding
tell me, that u would never leave me
evn if it’s all a lie, i tell myself it’ll be alright

i tell myself it’ll get better with more time
i know you wanna help but depression’s in my bloodline
ill blame myself even if it isn’t my fault 
like damn my bad i’m just miserable by default 

i hate my subconscious 
i’m rambling bout nonsense 
i take ur words straight to the heart so please hold ur comments

i’m sorry if i’m trippin i just don’t know what is next for me
maybe i’m just meant to be alone it could be destiny 

hold me, until i stop bleeding
tell me, that u would never leave me
evn if it’s all a lie, i tell myself it’ll be alright
hold me, until i stop bleeding
tell me, that u would never leave me
evn if it’s all a lie, i tell myself it’ll be alright

bleeding (hold me)

I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive

Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

Spirits in these walls when you're here, know they won't come around
Trauma flooding back, used to being told, "Don't make a sound"
Face down on the ground with my hands up
Watch your final breath through the screen of my camera
Left to die, you know you'll never find your way back home
Buried underneath years of snow, bones are growing cold
Know we die alone
But I still need something with you, got something to prove

I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive


Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

spotify link<3

die (frevel x pekarot)

produced by xona ♡

-lyrics-
things that I do, you’ll place my on traits 
were you wrong too or was I the change?
will of my truth or am I testing fate?
nothing but clues it’s just twisting my brain
all of my friends that just spit on face
drag me in mud while they whisper I’m safe
these spiders that crawl through my walls still decay
and off of the things that you could’ve have said

so I crash
and it’s a rush to my veins I can’t deny
I’m blacking out but these images arise
smoke screen, I can’t see what you hide
Im nothing over you, why’d I have to lie?
yeah yeah
I’LL CRY AND END MY LIFE
It’s all blur that I can’t pass by
and so these spiders that stay and reside
they stay and watch till the day I die

yeah, uh, maybe if I told you what I like
I’ll set aside all the pills, I can’t suffice 
and all the words that you say is kinda right
I’m ‘nothing worth’ I can feel it through their eyes
and I’ve been losing my head
I feel the stress
I can’t body anymore, there’s someone I regret 
she marked me till I’m red
flowers that we carry
right into our bed
we’re fixing all amends

~there is spiders crawling in my room~

so I crash
and it’s a rush to my veins I can’t deny
I’m blacking out but these images arise
smoke screen, I can’t see what you hide
Im nothing over you, why’d I have to lie?
yeah yeah
I’LL CRY AND END MY LIFE
It’s all blur that I can’t pass by
and so these spiders that stay and reside
they stay and watch till the day I die

yeah 
I’ve carved my life in two
other days that I flow flawed through
all the spiders that crawl in my room
takes toll and it kills my mood

everything falls apart
everything falls apart…
and I don’t know what to do
but go back to the start.

I got
SPIDERS 
CRAWLING ON MY SKIN (x2) ~

I’LL CRY AND END MY LIFE
ITS ALL A BLUR THAT I CANT PASS BY
AND SO THESE SPIDERS THAT STAY AND RESIDE
THEY STAY AND WATCH TILL THE DAY THAT I 
die…

spiders

spotify

amv:
https://youtu.be/r_Cm_qTul5Y

artists:
https://soundcloud.com/rouri404
https://soundcloud.com/imgeist

producer:
https://soundcloud.com/prodmichael

lyrics:
// rouri404
biting nails 2 bone ur throwing stones in this glass house
hate crowds, dont think we can get out
guilt trippin u know that ive been down
if i was nothing would u still be around
feels like im the type of person that nobody wanna be around
screaming loud i know that u hear me
dead by dawn I loved u dearly

head rollin off chopped down by a guillotine
how this turn 2 hell when i saw u as a deity
bring me back 2 life
know i might not see another night
switchblade chelsea grin carving out ur eyes
we all die one day why r u surprised
bleed me out till my veins run dry
swing and i miss know I be tricked again
im just scared of the end

// geist
just scared of the end 
switchblades red dripping blood of all my friends 
blacked out in the benz 
dead by dawn swear i won’t be tricked aha

i said what i said, yeah i know i won’t miss you 
blood stained sheets made a bullet solve my issues 
took a breath, saw your eyes turn a new hue 
cut so deep, ripped my heart apart it’s tissues 
 
and i know i won’t miss you 
i’ve been seeing ghosts saw your smile in the rear-view 
what the fuck have i turned into 
6 feet deep in the dirt how it fell through
 
feels like im the type of person that nobody wanna be around
screaming loud i know that u hear me
dead by dawn I loved u dearly

dead by dawn

SPOTIFY

rouri404 x i'm geist - dead by dawn [prod. michaelwarren]

I don't wanna get back into this
Tell me what you've been doing with him
Said it didn't mean anything, that he's just a friend

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
(And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead)

Maybe it'd be better if we let things die
But I won't be mourning you
I already have a back full of thorns
Its true, romance favors no man
And it feels like he's left with no chance
At redemption
Maybe that's because he's still resenting you
(He's still resenting you)

Hope to read between the lines
You sent me
I know where he lives so don't tempt me
Really need you here when I'm empty
If I come around could we talk it out
Or is it better off left unsaid
Your apology would still be accepted
Because you're exceptional
It's hard to see you go

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead

unsaid w/poptropicaslutz (frevel x mampitsu x orora x northeast lights)

Hope you guys like this one, easily one of my faves.

Shoutout to @leoivmusic for killing it!!!
prod: living puff

Lyrics:
im way too drunk right now 
baby could you just call me tomorrow?
cross out my face, i hate that shit 
make sure im not in the photos 
im numb, im broken and i can’t feel a thing
im fucking hollow
i hate the way you play these games with me
it brings me sorrow 
goddamn im so stressed out right now 

i hate 
when you say that you’re in love 
my chest, it burns
when you then say you’ve had enough 
like make your mind up before i fuck my life up, baby im so stressed out 
yeah, i hate
when you say that you’re in love

you broke my faith and ripped my heart 
but im still here and chasing 
i move to states and changed my name 
cause its too late to save em
you miss my face and miss my ink
but im just way too anxious
i tried to call but im still blocked 
so all i feel is nauseous 
im hurting again 
it's all in my head 
but ill still say

i hate 
when you say that you’re in love 
my chest, it burns
when you then say you’ve had enough 
like make your mind up before i fuck my life up, baby im so stressed out 
yeah, i hate
when you say that you’re in love

i hate 
when you say that you’re in love 
my chest, it burns
when you then say you’ve had enough 
like make your mind up before i fuck my life up, baby im so stressed out 
yeah, i hate
when you say that you’re in love

Have a good day/night. 333 +

stressed out w/ Leo IV

produced by heylog
enjoy

lyrics:
don't u ever talk about me or ur gonna get yourself hurt
i wake up and i'm winning, how does second feel when i'm first
my life might be lame but at least that i'm not lamer
i gotta get goin and i hope to see u never

i'm getting closer and closer
and closer
it's over
cause ima steer off if i keep losing composure
YOU'RE GETTING CLOSER AND CLOSER
AND CLOSER
IT'S OVER IT'S OVER
if u ever talk about me boy ur gonna get ur ego hurt
how does second feel when i'm consistently just placing first
maybe you'll reflect from your mistakes just how i have learned
we are not the same cause u are opposite of down to earth

i have fun, i don't need a beer
u talk and it goes out my ear
my hair smells like tobacco smoke
puff cigars, the bands maduro
she's wasted while i'm cookin heat
(damn son)
i can't talk i'm making a beat
can't text, i'm sweating down my chin
pump iron, bumping 2hollis

now don't you ever talk about me or ur gonna get urself hurt
wake up and i'm winning, how does second feel when i'm first
my life might be lame but at least that i'm not lamer
i gotta get going and i hope to see u never

maduro

Lyrics

Lying to myself that is too fake 
Focused on the bands and I see fate 
I can understand what your feeling 
Maybe just tell me and don’t be two faced 
When you tripping on the drugs you don’t make sense
Why we gotta fight fuck this feeling
I just cared about you it don’t make sense 
What am I doing buying you this necklace 

And we got our options 
Why hold on to nothing
Theres nothing left to do 
We’ve exhausted our options 
And  now feeling nothing 
I can’t express to you

All the pictures that I’m seeing in my head now 
Looking at myself, looking in the mirror
Asking to myself is it really real now 
But I’m not really trynna get into my feels now
I don’t miss a soul, lately I’ve been balling
You could throw me off the deep i’m never falling
One thing on my mind and I’m plotting 
How I’m gonna get these 100 racks in

See Fate (Prod. Yosha)

@joshuasageart
Prod by Xtravulous
https://www.youtube.com/user/Xtravulous
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FujrZFmjTJs
Lyrics
I’m so lost
And I’ve been stuck here for a minute
Meet your God
Then the room begins the spinning
Now you’re shocked
And the choice you made is winning
You are gone
In a night where there’s no sinning

I’m a God
I knew from the first beginning
It’s all my fault
I broke the chains that hold back living 
BUT WHATS THE COST
I saw the devil slowly grinning
And made my choice
Now I’m locked in eternity

I just saw my life flash in front of my eyes
And all the people that depend on me I push to the side
And all the problems that I’m facing seem to slowly arise
Is it too late to make things good before my time will arrive
I’ve been living in the dark for a couple of days
I’ve been wondering if there’s a way for me to make change
Feel the tension in the land and it’s all filled with hate
I just lay and close my eyes, disappear from this place

And the lights all around me
I’m a king they gon’ crown me
I know love it’s astounding
On my head there’s a bounty
I’m the ghost in the chapel
Make the walls start to rattle
If we go into battle
You’ll go down with your castle

#DigiCore

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Eternity.

official cinema
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ilyn6estTV0

Stream/Buy
https://fanlink.to/imoverit

produced by @delto

vocals, mix & master by me

Lyrics:

Ive grown so impatient
Im tired of waiting
And waisting all my precious time
Im done feeling anxious
Im stuck in the matrix
Moving through these simulated lies
X2

Can someone tell me when this shit
Gonna happen
I keep looking ahead
But im always falling backwards
I been overthinking shit
My brain might fracture
I guess in the meantime we can cool off

Ive grown so impatient
Im tired of waiting
And waisting all my precious time
Im done feeling anxious
Im stuck in the matrix
Moving through these simulated lies

Yeah
I stay ten on my toes
I just pop
Like benzos
Shawty say she love me
But i know that's not her end goals
I dont want yo info
Just speed up the tempo
They say they want the smoke
I burn em down
Like they some menthols

Im Over It

impatient

official cinema

SPOTIFY: https://sptfy.com/6Ao6
SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/cairnmusic
APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/artist/cairn/1534352747
YOUTUBE: https://youtube.com/iamcairn
INSTAGRAM: https://instagram.com/iamcairn
TWITTER: https://twitter.com/iamcairn_

Lyrics:
Been a while since I've seen you
So far from where we started
I know I've been slow to fulfill what you wanted
Used to be stitched together
Friction wore at the seams
And the pressures of life forced its way in between

And I wanna know
Do you miss me at all

I know it's my fault
I can't help what I'm like
I wish I was better and could do something right
I can't do it alone
I miss you in my arms
I wish you weren't gone
I wish you weren't gone

(I miss you in my arms)

Didn't fit your ideals
Knew that you could do better
Depressivе, I'm not what you need
Girl, I get it
Tried to hide from my problеms
Swept it under the rug
Can't escape who I am so it's pointless to run
But I wanna know
Do you miss me at all

I know it's my fault
I can't help what I'm like
I wish I was better and could do something right
I can't do it alone
I miss you in my arms
I wish you weren't gone
I wish you weren't gone

I miss you in my arms
I wish you weren't gone
I miss you in my arms

Miss U

miss u

Stream “overwhelmed”
https://share.amuse.io/amteiqKAfj8v

25 years old, hailing from the small town music scene of Georgetown, California, Belak’s musical ethos is nothing short of groundbreaking, as he adeptly fuses the pulsating energy of hyperpop with his roots in alternative rock and rap, crafting a sound that he aptly describes as the "modern alternative."

From humble beginnings crafting beats with friends over Skype on the family desktop at just 17 years old, Belak quickly embraced the collaborative power of technology. With the advent of Discord, his creative horizons expanded exponentially, allowing him to collaborate seamlessly with artists from all corners of the globe. Among his collaborators are notable contemporaries such as Powfu, SadBoyProlific, ulovely, Re:, and screwyounick each bringing their unique flair to the musical tapestry they weave together.

Currently, Belak is based in Los Angeles at gravehouse gearing up to release his highly anticipated yellow album, a self-produced masterpiece that promises to push boundaries and redefine genre norms. Drawing inspiration from shoegaze, hyperpop, alternative, indie, EDM, and hip-hop, this album is a testament to Belak's boundless creativity and fearless exploration of sound.

Influences: brakence, quannnic, heylog, Zac Greer, Aries, and Lil Peep

impatient

Belak

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