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will i ever be okay? (Lyrics)

I got a picture of you sitting on my desk 
Just from that one sentence 
You can tell that I’m a mess 
Cause ever since you left 
I’ve been fucked up and I’m depressed 
But when you were around 
I was feeling my fucking best 
Now I’m onto the fucking next 
You said it was for the best 
I said it was for the worst 
You still creep around in my head 
This shit feels like a fucking curse 
And I’m down to my last breath 
I might need a fucking nurse 
Getting worse getting worse 
Think my brain might burst 

Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)

I wanna write you a letter 
But odds are that you 
rip it up and throw it away 
Cause I was just another 
fucking person To you 
But you meant everything to me 

Meant everything to me 
(You meant you meant)
(You meant you meant you meant)

Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)

will i ever be okay? (prod. reesoo)

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Stream/Buy "bathroomcocaine":
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Lyrics:

two bad shawties
bathroom, cocaine
yeah im fucking off the molly
yeah im fucking up my brain
stuff a blunt with my woadie
yeah were going MIA
baby imma die lit
thatll never ever change
get the billies stacked
rubber band balls in the bank
these hoes really cap
they aint really all that they say
bitch im really that
Momma said “go son aye!”
got the venue packed in
with the lights on stage

i put in effort, i get high until my head hurt
god please guide me, wash away my sins, and be my shepherd
life untimely, its changing from winter, to summer, to autumn
sink in the abyss with me, im stacking up all my problems 
i dont ever flinch, hit me with ever thing that you got 
a storm of bullets
kunai knives, short blades, and katanas
itll all miss, cant be hit with none of the drama
itll all miss, cant be hit with none of the drama

two bad shawties
bathroom, cocaine
yeah im fucking off the molly
yeah im fucking up my brain
stuff a blunt with my woadie
yeah were going MIA
baby imma die lit
thatll never ever change
get the billies stacked
rubber band balls in the bank
these hoes really cap
they aint really all that they say
bitch im really that
Momma said “go son aye!”
got the venue packed in
with the lights on stage

bathroomcocaine

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Stream/Buy "red":
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Lyrics:

guess its lost love
hello heartbreak, have you heard of me?
i guess not huh?
baby your in love with hurting me
leave me burnt up
skin on fire
need emergency 
let me fall down
i get trapped inside uncertainty
x2

and if i tried better
when lifes not fair
will i storm the weather
or will i despair

skin on fire

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experimental. 

huge shoutout to @kryst3n, my best friend in the scene for doin this feat. so glad we made a song finally ily twin <3333

lyrics:

one fight then we break up
then you’re coming back and you’re always tryna make up
do it all again, do it all again,
tell me you’re in love then you say we’re better friends

saying i was the other fuckin half of you
i don’t know why i was always running back to you
been alone i’m in my bed now 
fuckin hope you understand that
saying i was the other fuckin half of you
i don’t know why i was always running back to you
imma go and i won’t even say goodbye
i’ll dieeee

(SUICIDES MY ONLY HOPE)

im falling u dont even give a damn
you would rather focus on everything that i did wrong
your legs move running fast as you can
you were called out on all the bullshit that you said

I was the other fucking half of u
threw out good times im so fucking mad with u
now its bad habits we fell back into 
i hope all ur new friends turn and laugh at u i swear

saying i was the other fuckin half of you
i don’t know why i was always running back to you
been alone i’m in my bed now 
fuckin hope you understand that
saying i was the other fuckin half of you
i don’t know why i was always running back to you
imma go and i won’t even say goodbye
i’ll dieeee

all plats

back2u w/ kryst3n [prod. dercept x 80root]

https://soundcloud.com/notdiscxrdia
Produced by - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMYc-0MUEW0mMTcamazb0Zw
Edited by - https://linktr.ee/JialaJi

No threats W/ discxrdia (p.L1GHT)

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Stream/Buy "red":
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Lyrics:

i can see from a birds eye view
how much that i hurt you
i notice grain in the resolution 
love is an execution
i can see it with my optic nerves
your hung up on it like a picture 

and my eyes
waited for your
contact with my
line of sight
i couldnt let your
gaze wander 
you were caught 
in my vision
fisheye lenses
so photogenic 
edit that picture
facetune and crop it
microscopic details
mask out render
blemishes and flaws
like they dont exist

i got two eyes
i got two eyes
on the back my head
im back in my head
with two eyes
i got two eyes 
one for seeing lies
one for me to cry
i got two eyes
i got two eyes
perception is the devil
i see why
i got two eyes
i got two eyes
x2

she said “im out of love”
baby can i change your point of view
she doesn’t have the trust that she had
cause i dissapointed you
and im too high
a whole different altitude 
take me away
like helium baloons

optic nerve

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Stream/Buy "red":
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Lyrics:

and all of these regrets
remain in my head
a pictures worth a thousand words
but theres no words to be said
and i tried to forget
everything you said
those Kodaks and those Polaroids
hung right beside my bed
now i miss you
the feelings run red
my blood turns blue
so ill take a lasso
and bring you the moon
and youll brush it off
like its nothing new 
(like its nothing new)

and all of these regrets
remain in my head
a pictures worth a thousand words
but theres no words to be said
and i tried to forget
everything you said
those Kodaks and those Polaroids
their burnt inside my memories
of you
im tripping on tapestries
in my room
thinking they’ll magically
disappear like you
when you clicked your heels
in those glass shoes

and all of these regrets
remain in my head
a pictures worth a thousand words
but theres no words to be said
and i tried to forget
everything you said
those Kodaks and those Polaroids
hung right beside my bed
now i miss you
the feelings run red
my blood turns blue
so ill take a lasso
and bring you the moon
and youll brush it off
like its nothing new 

(almost)
sunlight beams
are out of focus
just like me and you eroding
UV rays they kiss the lotus
while the love is decomposing
how the vines strangle the marble
your suffocating my airflow
theres no promise in tomorrow
so right now, its all that i know
melodies that sound like color
harvesting memories from each-other

your my drug
love potions 
mixing that shit up
so corrosive
they its say its bad blood
but i know its
toxic when it us
and we know it
x3

tapestry

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Stream/Buy "red":
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Lyrics:

im so over looking down
i tilt my head to the sky
and get lost in the clouds
teardrops precipitate
to the ground
my eyes mountain runoff
i hope i don’t drown 
white water rapid
flash flood warning

now
i evaporate into sound
ive got nothing to lose
so dont hold me down
get stuck on the rules
and played for fool
like “whos laughing now?l
im changing the view
and taking my queues 
just to make it out

cause lightning never strikes at the same place twice
you call it luck, i call it hard work
its not the same 
why is God twisting serotonin strands
and planting them in the grapevine?
would you make me love
then take it away 
from me at the same time?

is all of the pain
supposed to change
how i feel?
cause its all the same
it always stays with me
so real
woke up today
the worlds disarray became so still

im so over looking down
i tilt my head to the sky
and get lost in the clouds
teardrops precipitate
to the ground
my eyes mountain runoff
i hope i don’t drown 
white water rapid
flash flood warning

lightningblade

like we used to (siem spark)

https://soundcloud.com/heybelak
https://www.youtube.com/@prod.L1GHT

Obsessive w/ Belak

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Stream/Buy "nerve gas":
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Lyrics:

we can talk all night
or argue back and forth
but aid rather not do that shit
this shit gets so problematic
we can fuck and fight
i wasted all my time on love 
like a hopeless romantic
i should load the gun and blast it

in my head
in my head
in my head again
dont fold up
and crumble
and lie there instead
paralyzed, i cant make anything move
its nerve gas inside of my lungs
missing you
in my head
in my head
in my head again
dont fold up
and crumble
and lie there instead
waiting for this shit
to stop it just wont
i hold up myself
by myself
me, alone

we can talk all night
or argue back and forth
but aid rather not do that shit
this shit gets so problematic
we can fuck and fight
i wasted all my time on love 
like a hopeless romantic
i should load the gun and blast it

i bet that youll fall once more
i bet that youll fall in love with me
before you reach the door
it happens so suddenly
i bet youll forget what made you upset
i bet that i can just make you remember instead
all of the good times
that we spent at my place
and i know
one look is all it might take
and i know you still have the address to my place
like warfare, nerve gas
your in my veins

i dont gotta look to the stars
to know how you feel
i just take a look into your eyes
and i know that its real
theres no high like the one you make me feel
so baby how you feel right now?

we can talk all night
or argue back and forth
but aid rather not do that shit
this shit gets so problematic
we can fuck and fight
i wasted all my time on love 
like a hopeless romantic
i should load the gun and blast it

in my head
in my head
in my head again
dont fold up
and crumble
and lie there instead
paralyzed, i cant make anything move
its nerve gas inside of my lungs
missing you
in my head
in my head
in my head again
dont fold up
and crumble
and lie there instead
waiting for this shit
to stop it just wont
i hold up myself
by myself
me, alone

orange

nerve gas

Stream “unexpected”
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25 years old, hailing from the small town music scene of Georgetown, California, Belak’s musical ethos is nothing short of groundbreaking, as he adeptly fuses the pulsating energy of hyperpop with his roots in alternative rock and rap, crafting a sound that he aptly describes as the "modern alternative."

From humble beginnings crafting beats with friends over Skype on the family desktop at just 17 years old, Belak quickly embraced the collaborative power of technology. With the advent of Discord, his creative horizons expanded exponentially, allowing him to collaborate seamlessly with artists from all corners of the globe. Among his collaborators are notable contemporaries such as Powfu, SadBoyProlific, ulovely, Re:, and screwyounick each bringing their unique flair to the musical tapestry they weave together.

Currently, Belak is based in Los Angeles at gravehouse gearing up to release his highly anticipated yellow album, a self-produced masterpiece that promises to push boundaries and redefine genre norms. Drawing inspiration from shoegaze, hyperpop, alternative, indie, EDM, and hip-hop, this album is a testament to Belak's boundless creativity and fearless exploration of sound.

Influences: brakence, quannnic, heylog, Zac Greer, Aries, and Lil Peep

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