idk how this isn't bigger. literally been sending it to everyone I know.

This has been on repeat brotha its fucking beautiful 🔥🔥🔥💞💞💞💞🦇

Ill hold up myself by myself me alone 🖤

BEST SONG OF 2023 SCREAMING EVERY WORD!!!!!!!!!

orange

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Stream/Buy "sportscar":
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Lyrics:

sportscar

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Stream/Buy "bathroomcocaine":
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Lyrics:

two bad shawties
bathroom, cocaine
yeah im fucking off the molly
yeah im fucking up my brain
stuff a blunt with my woadie
yeah were going MIA
baby imma die lit
thatll never ever change
get the billies stacked
rubber band balls in the bank
these hoes really cap
they aint really all that they say
bitch im really that
Momma said “go son aye!”
got the venue packed in
with the lights on stage

i put in effort, i get high until my head hurt
god please guide me, wash away my sins, and be my shepherd
life untimely, its changing from winter, to summer, to autumn
sink in the abyss with me, im stacking up all my problems 
i dont ever flinch, hit me with ever thing that you got 
a storm of bullets
kunai knives, short blades, and katanas
itll all miss, cant be hit with none of the drama
itll all miss, cant be hit with none of the drama

two bad shawties
bathroom, cocaine
yeah im fucking off the molly
yeah im fucking up my brain
stuff a blunt with my woadie
yeah were going MIA
baby imma die lit
thatll never ever change
get the billies stacked
rubber band balls in the bank
these hoes really cap
they aint really all that they say
bitch im really that
Momma said “go son aye!”
got the venue packed in
with the lights on stage

bathroomcocaine

prod. @claudesdiary and @assperrr

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i took that photograph of us on the couch
said things were perfect, took the words from my mouth
we got too close and then you told me about 
all the guys in your mind, but i'm not one of them
told me come over, cause you miss when he's there
get lost and try to find my way through your stare
i’d give you everything you wanted, i swear 
worth a try? never mind, overstepping again 

slow down time, i wanna cherish it all 
hold the line, cause i still pray for your call 
sit outside, and watch the stars till we fall
fast asleep, do you think maybe there could be a glimpse?
i have dreams of hoping i could be him 
your namesake, walking over me again 
split between someone you love and a friend 
i'd let you know, but i'm worried that you and me would end

i tolerate the internal pain 
cause i love the way that you say my name 
my heart would break if i stopped the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, i can't quit the race 
we'll never change, if you felt the same 
cause i love the way that we'd sit and lay 
forget everything, i can't stop the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, my heart's yours to take 

girl i don't think these feelings'll ever change
but if i gotta i’d suppress it away 
so if you'd let me, i could be something great 
not a guy that'll lie, swear i'm not one of them 
love where we are, but we could be so much more 
i’d make you mine if you'd just open the door
i apologize, baby it's something i can't ignore 
over time, hope it's fine, and we'll keep being friends

slow down time, i wanna cherish it all 
hold the line, cause i still pray for your call 
sit outside, and watch the stars till we fall
i’d say it all but i'm worried that things wouldn't make sense

i tolerate the internal pain 
cause i love the way that you say my name 
my heart would break if i stopped the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, i can't quit the race 
we'll never change, if you felt the same 
cause i love the way that we'd sit and lay 
forget everything, i can't stop the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, my hearts your's to take

chase

chase (prod. claude & asperr)

please dont leave me now
i cant be alone
i cant go out on my own
i get so worked up crawling through the mud
i dont think i can get out

wait
im asleep
when i wake
ill forget
ill get up
draw a breath
try to make you understand me

these things take time
i get it
im not the one who said it
make me believe you meant it
trying to not regret it

worked up

where the wild things are ft. powfu

rain w/ xona [p. jolst x 88STRAIT x xona]

prod. by me

lyrics:

cigarettes for fun
got me kinda fucked
never had a choice
and i feel so fake

tyrna die young
im always on the run
never take advice
it feels too lame

sold my body to the things that fucked me up
told myself i'll never be like this oh god
couple lil shots and i think im done 
told myself i'll never be like this oh god

i gave my body away for a better life
for a better time
i threw my life away for a better time
but take a look at my 


bloodbath
~
b-bloodbath 


always having fun now
never ever shut down
never learned for life
i think i might just drop out 

always run around now
never ever think loud
never had the guts to be like this
you know me?

always run away
never solved my problems
cigarettes all the same
cause i know they kill me

never liked the taste of life
imma make it okay
never liked the taste of time
imma make it decay

sold my body to the things that fucked me up
told myself i'll never be like this oh god
couple lil shots and i think im done 
told myself i'll never be like this oh god

i gave my body away for a better life
for a better time
i threw my life away for a better time
but take a look at my 


bloodbath
~
b-bloodbath 

bath

Belak on all platforms:
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Stream/Buy "nerve gas":
https://share.amuse.io/u30qlzcZCNXQ

Lyrics:

we can talk all night
or argue back and forth
but aid rather not do that shit
this shit gets so problematic
we can fuck and fight
i wasted all my time on love 
like a hopeless romantic
i should load the gun and blast it

in my head
in my head
in my head again
dont fold up
and crumble
and lie there instead
paralyzed, i cant make anything move
its nerve gas inside of my lungs
missing you
in my head
in my head
in my head again
dont fold up
and crumble
and lie there instead
waiting for this shit
to stop it just wont
i hold up myself
by myself
me, alone

we can talk all night
or argue back and forth
but aid rather not do that shit
this shit gets so problematic
we can fuck and fight
i wasted all my time on love 
like a hopeless romantic
i should load the gun and blast it

i bet that youll fall once more
i bet that youll fall in love with me
before you reach the door
it happens so suddenly
i bet youll forget what made you upset
i bet that i can just make you remember instead
all of the good times
that we spent at my place
and i know
one look is all it might take
and i know you still have the address to my place
like warfare, nerve gas
your in my veins

i dont gotta look to the stars
to know how you feel
i just take a look into your eyes
and i know that its real
theres no high like the one you make me feel
so baby how you feel right now?

we can talk all night
or argue back and forth
but aid rather not do that shit
this shit gets so problematic
we can fuck and fight
i wasted all my time on love 
like a hopeless romantic
i should load the gun and blast it

in my head
in my head
in my head again
dont fold up
and crumble
and lie there instead
paralyzed, i cant make anything move
its nerve gas inside of my lungs
missing you
in my head
in my head
in my head again
dont fold up
and crumble
and lie there instead
waiting for this shit
to stop it just wont
i hold up myself
by myself
me, alone

nerve gas

maybe i should've asked her...

@decksmusic u rly bodied me on this lmao thank u sm for doin this for me ily

@zupehr we havent made rock in like a year, so so glad we locked in and made a hit together like we used to back in 2021 <333

>lyrics<

time is moving faster
turn my skull into plaster
nothing really matters
life is such a disaster

maybe i shouldve asked her
but im turning the chapters
now we're moving on right?
hoping i'll be alright

gimme a break i just need to settle down
i think as of late, it ain’t easy comin round
i don’t wanna fall on fate, i know it’ll let me down
so i take it by the day, hoping it comes back around
i hang on every word u say
& its debilitating
i’ll wait for night to turn to day
& watch the skyline fading

(incoherent bridge lyrics)

time is moving faster
turn my skull into plaster
nothing really matters
life is such a disaster

maybe i shouldve asked her
but im turning the chapters
now we're moving on right?
hoping i'll be alright

all plats

turning chapters w/ decks [prod. zupehr]

self prod 
Check out @b_murph
Thanks to @sinxi for helping with the production of Murph's verse! 

LYRICS

If I could rip my own heart out my chest
I`d make the best life for myself
I`d take what I can
I never want to mix our mistakes
Feel like a cunt
But I dont want to lose all our love
I know that its gone
And I know all the healing is done
She don't even like my feelings for us
Rip my heart out when your feasting for blood
Cuz I know you need a hunt

Happens to myself Nobody exists
I share these planets to myself
So nobody is near
I hate these feelings man I swear
My hearts to closed to cope
My hearts been close to you
And if I wake up
Would it really ever change
Or would we break up
Would these feelings change our ways
Or would I stay tough
I dont like to fucking stay around
For you

I could restart my whole life
But would you let it go
Would you let it go
ima send him home
break down my life, check whats inside
would you break all of the promises you set to cause
I never go back
all these feelings when they go home
Never had it when you love back

Let me go
But now I’m all alone, it’s not that hard to phone
She looks me in the eyes
And takes a sip of wine
She says that I’ll be fine
It feels like it’s a lie
She takes another sip
And my stress multiplies
I cannot trust this bitch
It could mean my demise
So I
Leave while I can, I cannot watch this
Go by
Feet in the sand, my minds a mosh pit

I could restart my whole life
But would you let it go
Would you let it go
ima send him home
break down my life, check whats inside
would you break all of the promises you set to cause
I never go back
all these feelings when they go home
Never had it when you love back

RESTART (feat. B Murph)

lyrics -
hard to think there's no way, incredible
you had him take my place
then one of you
tried to drag my name so i wanna know
what part u had to play cos' i'm sick of u

and it's funny cos' i think you've gone and lost it
got your hand on the button saying 'watch this'
and my hand's under the table as i hear you
staring as i came into the room but i don't see you

why you gotta act like that?
waste my serotonin like that
baby fix ur attitude
why you gotta do me like that?
why you gotta act like that?
waste my serotonin like that
baby fix ur attitude
why you gotta do me like that?

S.O.S i caved
but i'm still alive barely
tried to beat the struggle but got lost along the way
went too far alone, no rest 
and took it on myself to prove the dark would coat the day
hard to show love most days
no compassion from my friends
but i love that i pulled through
never know for certain
but i'm glad that i'll be home soon

scared to death of life i'll
battle through the pain and kick it off so
don't you ever worry i'm okay, love
cos' i don't really care no not at all though
stick a sword straight through me, watch me bleed out
i won't say a word i'll make you feel that
this moment that we're in will never end
a new life for us will grow
begin

freeze baby, put your hands to your head
'this is love?' she said
i don't get this or the conversation
i ain't good with stress
i can't clean the mess you left
great now it's complicated
just put the gun away, love
there's no time to fight me, we'll figure you out
take my hand and slowly we'll figure this out

i could steal my heart right back
give me fuckin credit cos' i'm loving all that
trauma that you're giving when you're thinking too fast
take another pill i'm sure it'll slow u down

~ fear

reprod by me
thank you to log for letting me upload this <33

lyrics -
let me show you how to act right
if you listened it would define
just the type of person u are
it doesn't matter what you go by
cause you'll always be the same person
and you'll always be one of the worst friends
you always were the one to go
when i thought i could count on u the most

lesson learned, don't hold your grudge
even if it could lose someone
hate to know the truth be told
now everything is overthrown

do u wonder where u come from?
picturing at what you've really done
does it affect the way you see your arch?
do they look at you less than what you are?
cause you've always been the same person
and you've always fought the urge to sin
& goodluck tryna get me back
at 2am it kills you bad

no, you messed with the wrong person
yeah you messed with the wrong
you messed it up on purpose
yeah you messed it up
hopefully lesson learned 
i hope a lesson here was learned
i did what i had to do man
and in all honesty 
you're hurting
-----------------------------------------

flower petals ✾

continue - heylog /cover

Produced by @leftquiet and me :) 
Out on Spotify :P

who are we 
to some degree
everything I touch Will break 

These things I think 
I shouldn't blink 
Death might be the only way 

Why do we start? 
everything's gone 
I cant help but feel like I might be insane 
And half these things 
I cry to sleep 
I'm always seeing the rain 

Why do we start? 
everything's gone 
I cant help but feel like I might be insane 
And half these things 
I cry to sleep 
I'm always seeing the rain 

Why do we start? 
everything's gone 
I cant help but feel like I might be insane 
And half these things 
I cry to sleep 
I'm always seeing the rain

CRAWL

Moscow

Stream “unexpected”
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25 years old, hailing from the small town music scene of Georgetown, California, Belak’s musical ethos is nothing short of groundbreaking, as he adeptly fuses the pulsating energy of hyperpop with his roots in alternative rock and rap, crafting a sound that he aptly describes as the "modern alternative."

From humble beginnings crafting beats with friends over Skype on the family desktop at just 17 years old, Belak quickly embraced the collaborative power of technology. With the advent of Discord, his creative horizons expanded exponentially, allowing him to collaborate seamlessly with artists from all corners of the globe. Among his collaborators are notable contemporaries such as Powfu, SadBoyProlific, ulovely, Re:, and screwyounick each bringing their unique flair to the musical tapestry they weave together.

Currently, Belak is based in Los Angeles at gravehouse gearing up to release his highly anticipated yellow album, a self-produced masterpiece that promises to push boundaries and redefine genre norms. Drawing inspiration from shoegaze, hyperpop, alternative, indie, EDM, and hip-hop, this album is a testament to Belak's boundless creativity and fearless exploration of sound.

Influences: brakence, quannnic, heylog, Zac Greer, Aries, and Lil Peep

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