what the actual fuck😵‍💫😵‍💫

as I spit, I get celebratory cheers from the crowd *HUUUUUUUUUH*

produced by byekento

three, two, one

conversations but they just don't help
'cause i'd rather keep it all to myself and i 
don't know if that's good for my health
but i would rather die than to trust someone else

i think a lot but i don't think well
'cause all my goddamn thoughts start to crash and burn
you should've listened when i said that there was no way to help
'cause at the end of the day i'd rather be anybody fucking else
burning all my bridges 'cause i don't need no one else
couldn't tell you if that's true but that's just what i tell myself 
i don't need no body to hold on now 
and no one can stop me i don't need- 
 
don't try to hard you might fuck up
don't try to hard you might just fuck it all up
but i've left all my stains in the past 
all along with the jeans that i stained in the grass
could someone tell me about the point i'm missing?
i started messing around i don't know what i'm missing
but maybe it's you, you, you, yeah maybe it's you
i don't know how to tell the truth

conversations but they just don't help
'cause i'd rather keep it all to myself and i 
don't know if that's good for my health
but i would rather die than to trust someone else

i think a lot but i don't think well
'cause all my goddamn thoughts start to crash and burn
you should've listened when i said that there was no way to help
'cause at the end of the day i'd rather be anybody fucking else
burning all my bridges 'cause i don't need no one else
couldn't tell you if that's true but that's just what i tell myself 
i don't need no body to hold on now 
and no one can stop me i don't need help

conversations but they just don't help
'cause i'd rather keep it all to myself and i 
don't know if that's good for my health
but i would rather die than to trust someone else

CONVERSATIONS

written, recorded, and produced by belak

ft. @sadboyprolific & @lunzero

Lyrics:

(belak)

overwhelmed 
but its all in my
all in my head
losing my sense of self
when im pouring up this cup again
wish that i could give a fuck about it but i dont and
i would tell myself that shit but its not true at all
and
really i care too much so i always take the fall
then end up down below 
with all this pressure i get

(belak)

overwhelmed
but its all in my
all in my
sense of self
thats why im pouring up this
pouring up this
overwhelmed
but its all in my
all in my
sense of self
thats why im smoking on this
smoking on this

(sadboyprolific)

i hope you cry
i hope you die
i hope you bleed about me
and i dont mind it
everytime you try and tweet about me
they say my musics saving lives
i hope it keep residing
cant think about the place id be
if i aint even found it
got me dead
in my whole body
so im thinking bout it
got in the dirt
searched through the earth
and now im feeling grounded
already questioning my worth
you make it worse by doubting
pouring kerosene along the curb
it burns around me

(belak)

overwhelmed
but its all in my
all in my
sense of self
thats why im pouring up this
pouring up this
overwhelmed
but its all in my
all in my
sense of self
thats why im smoking on this
smoking on this

(lunzero)

all in my head
i did it to myself again
cut off my friends
id rather live this way then to
open up my wounds
then try to bleed myself out dry
i thought that it might help me
but it wasnt worth the try
your never really gonna fill the void
so tell me
whatll be the breaking point?

(belak)

overwhelmed
but its all in my
all in my
sense of self
thats why im pouring up this
pouring up this
overwhelmed
but its all in my
all in my
sense of self
thats why im smoking on this
smoking on this

yellow

overwhelmed

Stream/Buy

overwhelmed ft. sadboyprolific & lunzero

written, produced, and recorded by belak

lyrics:

im just tryna see the best in me
the way that you affected me 
got me detesting me
its recipe
for disaster 
whats before and after?
life is always testing me
i forgot the laughter
it doesnt even matter
what did you expect from me?
im just another actor
playing out the chapter

pull me closer
im wide awake
ive been watching the stars fall
from the sky to the lake
i see the moon in your eyes again
the night cries on your face
aurora borealis got me floating away

i stared at that light so long
my eyes go numb
i feel like
i cant feel nothin
i reached for those stars so far
i hold on to my hope
cause if i dont
i have nothing
i mada myself lovesick
over you
whenever we fight then we make up
like it was nothing
im losing my mind over here
i dont care anymore
wont you just

pull me closer
im wide awake
ive been watching the stars fall
from the sky to the lake
i see the moon in your eyes again
the night cries on your face
aurora borealis got me floating away

through the skylight
stars will dance around my head
thoughts all dialating
taking shape outside 
instead of annihilating me 
while i think of regrets 
got a lot of those and
they’re piling on my chest
they’re piling on my chest
how am i supposed to clean up this mess?
cause ive been doing my best
wont you

pull me closer
im wide awake
ive been watching the stars fall
from the sky to the lake
i see the moon in your eyes again
the night cries on your face
aurora borealis got me floating away

starfall

written, recorded, and produced by belak

ft. @powfu & @ulovely

Lyrics:

where did you go?
where did you go?
where did you go?

(powfu) 

aye
they keep on asking 
how it feels to blow up
i saw this all coming like
what the fuck do you expect?
music got em jumping 
till they throw up
they handed me the mic like 
what the fuck do you expect?

(ulovely)

never need a reset 
my recents on ghost
im the talk of town 
like what the fuck do you expect?
you expect more
i expect less
im not what you adore, no
you cant play me like chess

(belak)

these hoes faker than some CGI
i made so much shit
i could feed the flies
read the lines
i spent hours with this beast of mine
asked me whats my limit
and i told her “do you see the sky?”

(powfu)

keep up
i been in the sky with an eagle eye
i don’t need luck
i could bet it all on just me and i
seems like
everything they did 
girl i redefined
keep in mind
i defy the odds like

(belak)

what the fuck do you expect?
me and the gang
on this shit, a triple threat
y’all couldn’t get close
what the fuck do you expect?
and i shine brighter
than those diamonds on yo neck
ask me bout my net worth
what the fuck do you expect?
long time coming
bitch you know who been up next
and i make the sound go
what the fuck do you expect?
i don’t how to lose
bitch i always been the best
steady making moves

(belak)

what the fuck do you expect?
where did you go?
what the fuck do you expect?
where did you go?
what the fuck do you expect?
where did you go?
what the fuck do you expect?

(ulovely)

gaining traction since im young
so dont tell me to grow up
yeah they’re talking down 
but now they see my numbers go up
dont why they doubt
they shouldve known im gonna blow up
now they see im headlining
you know theyre scared to show up
said i wouldnt be enough
watch me climb up to the top
yeah you know its set to pop
what the fuck did you expect?
too grateful for what i got
yeah i owe it all to god
thats how i got what i want
what the fuck did you expect?

(belak)

me and the gang
on this shit, a triple threat
y’all couldn’t get close
what the fuck do you expect?
and i shine brighter
than those diamonds on yo neck
ask me bout my net worth
what the fuck do you expect?
long time coming
bitch you know who been up next
and i make the sound go
what the fuck do you expect?
i don’t how to lose
bitch i always been the best
steady making moves

unexpected

stream

unexpected ft. powfu & ulovely

die4u

Separate Roads

COMPLICATED

DIVINE EXPERIMENTS

---lyrics---

[soku]
(What if the sky is falling)
Oh baby girl, I thought you was my world
Now this shit gon hurt, (gon hurt)
So much, (so much)
I didn’t know you was like that
But I’ll take you right back
So stay inside my mental
And I’m fucking mental
But who fucking cares
On instrumentals
I make compare-isons
Girl are you dumb
And I’m going numb
But I swear I’ll bounce back
(I’m like that)
I don’t want
No I don’t wanna lose
I girl that’s just like you
Fuck that I just want you
It’s true

(Tell my fate for me
I don’t wanna get controlling
I don’t wanna get controlling
For you
Tell me baby, tell me baby please
What if the sky is falling
What if the sky is falling)

[lxst boy]
Te-te-text from you
Over my phone the "where you at boy?"
Face flushed, red cheeks
I can feel my heart soar
I can feel my chest close
Side effects of you so
Come and slide over for a movie on your iphone
Ay, guess I got an addiction
Gotta keep myself in check, take five intermission
You got eyes like interstellar, cause you know I'm on a mission
I got eyes like tunnel vision, you the one that I been missing

[soku]
I don’t want
No I don’t wanna lose
I girl that’s just like you
Fuck that I just want you
It’s true
(I don't wanna lose you)
I don’t want
No I don’t wanna lose
I girl that’s just like you
Fuck that I just want you
It’s true

I JUST WANT U W/ LXST BOY (prod. autrioly)

forget me / when the summer ends

when the summer ends

YOU DON'T KNOW A THING

nowhere to run w/ casperrr [prod. anger issues]

25 years old, hailing from the small town music scene of Georgetown, California, Belak’s musical ethos is nothing short of groundbreaking, as he adeptly fuses the pulsating energy of hyperpop with his roots in alternative rock and rap, crafting a sound that he aptly describes as the "modern alternative."

From humble beginnings crafting beats with friends over Skype on the family desktop at just 17 years old, Belak quickly embraced the collaborative power of technology. With the advent of Discord, his creative horizons expanded exponentially, allowing him to collaborate seamlessly with artists from all corners of the globe. Among his collaborators are notable contemporaries such as Powfu, SadBoyProlific, ulovely, Re:, and screwyounick each bringing their unique flair to the musical tapestry they weave together.

Currently, Belak is based in Los Angeles at gravehouse gearing up to release his highly anticipated yellow album, a self-produced masterpiece that promises to push boundaries and redefine genre norms. Drawing inspiration from shoegaze, hyperpop, alternative, indie, EDM, and hip-hop, this album is a testament to Belak's boundless creativity and fearless exploration of sound.

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