The first track we have ever publicly released for download!

Little Miss Perfect

IN LOVE WITH A STRAIGHT GIRL (OFFICIAL SONG).mp3

An original phan song I wrote about Dan and Phil.

Our IRL Story - Original Phan Song

THIS SONG IS ABOUT UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND LOYALTY, WHICH IS REALLY IMPORTANT TO ME.

WE DONT BELIEVE WHATS ON TV

Gender Binary (Fuck You) - Ryan Cassata

This is an audio recording of my poem “The Trans Slam.” It portrays the horrors of gender dysphoria and of the absolute desperation for top surgery. 

Written: September 20th, 2010
My surgery was finally on January 5th, 2012, over a year after writing this poem.

WORDS: 
Inside of me, a monster fucking and sucking out my energy 
Leaving me blessed with no spirit and I'm restless to find hope 
I'm messed and I fear it, I can't clear it, I can't cope 
In jeopardy, moving weatherly, and everyone is after me, after me
The importance of the character that I've become, what I once was,
Is altering and fading, there's no naming and I've been shaming 
I'm turning shades of yellow and red and I'm trying to cope 
But my mind says rebel and all I find are thoughts of rope  
Still I'm lugging my bones through the path of life crying
Turning sluggish and dying, wishing I was flying 
But the win is so far and my insides another star not shining 
Burning and hurting when they go up and die 
Loosing flight, loosing mind, turning blind 
And can't find any aspiration but temptation for this alteration 
of my body to please my mind, can you please help me to find?
I need a doctor for the double incision, seeking no revision
Just a bilateral mastectomy and then I'll feel revised and free 
Can you blame me for the hatred boiling up inside of me? 
Can't tame me of the pain that's making my pride flee 
You say set this aside and the guilt will subside but I've been taking the strides 
and my mind still collides, pulls me under the tide and my mouths open wide 
would you be able to push the shame aside? 
Am I ready to die? 


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The Trans Slam (Spoken Word) by Ryan Cassata

Panic! At The Disco - (Fuck A)Silver Lining - Live KROQs Weenie Roast 2018

Dying in LA

Dying in LA (Panic! at the Disco)

Today by Gabbie Hanna (Patreon Livestream Assembly)

Today - Gabbie Hanna (Patreon Livestream Assembly)

For everyone who feels like they don't fit in. 
produced/written by me. mastered by no one.

LYRICS:

Where do the misfits go
When they want to fit in
Cause I’m feeling alone
Where do the oddballs roll
And the psychos swim
Cause I want to fit in

It’s easy to walk with a flock when you’ve got 
Enough people to walk by your side

They’re tougher to find when you finally realize
Everybody’s just scared of your spikes

Flying is hard when your wings are your arms
And they’re crossed at your chest all the time

I don’t mean to slouch, no I don’t mean to pout
But if I don’t I think I might cry

Where do the misfits go
When they want to fit in
Cause I’m feeling alone
Where do the oddballs roll
And the psychos swim
Cause I want to fit in

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh 
I want to fit in

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh 
I want to fit in

Are they just jealous like my mom would tell us
When I worried if I was weird 

Do they wish they had the courage to say
All the words that don’t go together

I’m not afraid to say parties are lame
And I’d rather be home in a sweater

Snuggly and safe without all of the hate
The world seems to adore 

There must be people like me
Who like to sleep
And talk about notes and words
Where’s my herd of nerds
Who wanna hang out
And just chill on the couch

Where do the misfits go
When they want to fit in
Cause I’m feeling alone
Where do the oddballs roll
And the psychos swim
Cause I want to fit in

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh 
I want to fit in

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh 
I want to fit in

I’m fine with being
Myself I guess all the 
People I like I’ll find
In the nooks and crannies
Of all the places
I love to spend time

misfits

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Gender Binary (Fuck You) - Ryan Cassata

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