Name: fingernails (prod. dead spyro) by HeyLee Manzeron in im missing you n i hate it
Duration: 2 min 32 s
Description: I wrote this song quite a few months ago, been sitting on it for a while and I feel like if I don't release it now, I might never end up doing it, so here it is!

im missing you n i hate it

(chorus)
and i keep running away from my problems
i don’t know how to solve them
you care a little less when you hit rock bottom
cloudy eyes with a tortured mind
i can see the lies as the light grows darker
it fades from white as the blade sinks deeper
i thought blood ran thicker than water
my soul has died fuckin leave me behind

(verse) 
i thought you cared about my feelings
every night i’ve been screaming
questioning what’s life’s meaning 
what i’ve been believing 
holding on to every little thing that ever mattered
you know that my hearts been shattered
sayin that the medicine will always make me better
but every single day i always get sadder
when will i be okay
when every day feels like the fucking same
i’m holding on to all these memories 
but still i question why things won’t change

(bridge)
everyday feels like the same thing 
and i’m fucking don’t with it (i’ve had enough)
when will i 
be set free
from this life

(chorus)
and i keep running away from my problems
i don’t know how to solve them
you care a little less when you hit rock bottom
cloudy eyes with a tortured mind
i can see the lies as the light grows darker
it fades from white as the blade sinks deeper
i thought blood ran thicker than water
my soul has died fuckin leave me behind

(chorus)
and i keep running away from my problems
i don’t know how to solve them
you care a little less when you hit rock bottom
cloudy eyes with a tortured mind
i can see the lies as the light grows darker
it fades from white as the blade sinks deeper
i thought blood ran thicker than water
my soul has died fuckin leave me behind

blood doesn't run thicker than water (discent)

produced by hiraeth


and its too late to give up now
im not trying baby even if i let you down
and its too late to be up now
im not tired tho my eyes are tryna sleep now
im not lying but my thoughts are deep now
and id try it but my wrists are getting weak now
i would have met you bro but i can barely speak now
im sick of trying no im sick of being let down

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

do you feel how i feel now ?
i feel weak and my body is let down
from me
if nobody can save you 
then why leave ?
you want somebody to love you but not me

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

abyss

the air (prod. saint mike)

Main Artists: lil XipZ x Teddyboi x Shxdy808
Production: Shxdy808
Mixing: lil XipZ x Teddyboi
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
and it hurts seeing you with someone else
i know its not my fault but still it feels like hell
breaking down as i always do 
i know its not my fault but girl im missing you 

[Verse: TeddyBoi]
i miss you but i wont change shit
gotta leave you in the past, this gun on my hip
and this perc on my lip
I know i said that again
but i cant cope without you 

i said i loved you and i meant it, meant it
told me that you loved me
you aint mean it mean it
how you use the fucking word
and see the fucking meaning
yea you dont love me
you dont love me 

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
and it hurts seeing you with someone else
i know its not my fault but still it feels like hell
breaking down as i always do 
i know its not my fault but girl im missing you 

[Bridge: lil XipZ]
girl i love you
i know youre done but i had to tell you 

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
and it hurts seeing you with someone else
i know its not my fault but still it feels like hell
breaking down as i always do 
i know its not my fault but girl im missing you 

[Verse 2: Teddyboi]
yea i feel like its my fault, my fault
baby i just need to call one more time
and no matter what i did, i did it wrong
and no matter what i did, i did it wrong
yea like this song, think i made it about you but i made it about someone else
truth is, i dont moved on, working on myself and my health and im working on my wealth, yea

XipZ x teddyboi x Shxdy808 - Someone Else

@prodjpjp @prod-oc <3


its like you never even cared
 stripping me bare
 now i got holes in what i wear 
getting prepared
 so u can throw me down the stairs 
how is it my fault i was never even there 
blame it on me so u can sleep in someones bed
how is it my fault i was never even there
 pull me away i get so awkward and i stare 
stop waiting for me im busy pulling out my hair 
how does it feel ? 
im sick of hearing that u care :p

throw me in the sea and let me drown in the ocean 
body going numb and my heart got frozen 
i dont wanna die but my lungs cut open 
pressure in my eyes built up both swollen

crawling to demise my time im chosen
 tell another lie, ill cry, wont show it
 bleeding thru the cracks in my hands cant close them 
wish u never hit me got ur wrists both broken

did i let you down
 dont look around
 i need you now 
wont save me now

did i let you down 
dont look around
 i need you now 
wont save me now

Tear me up and peel the flesh off my body
“It wasnt like that” you know I wasn’t ready
And I know that, there’s nothing you could tell me
I wanted love back, the feelings getting blurry

Spending too much time on my own
Rejecting everybody that I know
 hiding every message on your phone
Start to realise that I got nothing to show

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care [JPJP x OC]

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second single off the debut collective album "Vol 1: Calling All Ghxsts"

the album will be coming out on july 15th with the members like skully, ethannn.koylll, kanashi, heylee manzeron, goyard sad boi, yvng omen & more, this'll be a vibe of a lifetime for our introduction in a form of an album, ghxst represent

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HeyLee Manzeron - Never See What I See (ft. Goyard Sad Boi)

Lyrics: 

Now that I’ve seen the light
I mean, I’ve seen the light drain from her eyes 
That night
You’re wide awake, and 
I’ve seen the light
I saw the blood drip from your eyes

Impossible for me
To make it out alive
Nobody gets out in the end
I’ve seen the darkest night
I’ve seen the bruises from the fights
And I don’t wanna pretend 

Like I’ve seen enough of you
And I’ve seen the things you do
And I know the deeds you do
You do them for a reason
What if my eternity was a hell for my absurdities 
That I confessed to you that night

I’ve seen the light
I’ve seen the light drain from your eyes
And all I know
I’ve seen the light
I’ve seen the blood drip from your eyes tonight

I’ve seen the light
I’ve seen the light drip from your eyes
Your eyes
Your eyes

eternity (prod. NICKISGONENOW)

I wrote this song quite a few months ago, been sitting on it for a while and I feel like if I don't release it now, I might never end up doing it, so here it is!

fingernails (prod. dead spyro)

hearts around your name

(my life is a simulation)

mixed by: me

[prod. Benezimi Music]

lyrics:

Every night I walk alone
Where the moon would never shine
I never wanna be this way
Just leave me where I lay to rest
Silhouettes in my own dreams
Left me with a star to pass
I'll see you at the other side
When I pass through all my fears

My life is a simulation
A program so undone
I'm sorry I'm not there
I cannot do this all alone

Somewhere deep inside my head
My memories begin to cave
The sorrow inside cuts me deep
Like blades inside of my own skin
My problem with this empty world
It's filled with all the dirty lies
Every inch of life is passed
Aside from what was left undone

My life is a simulation
A program so undone
I'm sorry I'm not there
I cannot do this all alone

My life is a simulation
A program so undone
I'm sorry I'm not there
I cannot do this all alone

Simulation

Cenobite(Prod. Reedkun)

Mixed by: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova
Cover art by: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova
Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/splashgvng

1000 fireflies (prod. splashgvng)

big shoutout to mango for sending me this open, I had a lot of fun with it :)

produced by bvnt

melmige x kid mango - warzone [prod. bvnt]

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@yung-shadow1

living life w/ Yung Shadøw (S3:E7)

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/svnam
cypression's vocals mixed by: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova

fly away (feat. svnam) (prod. rinne)

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ghxst collective member till I die

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Artist, Producer
Ghxst Collective

i'm still here, forever manzeron

fingernails (prod. dead spyro)

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