very nice lyric "everything that need 2 end have its own beginning " sweet for my time of life :)

laid down in Hollywood
puffin on that gas, get fucked up no i really shouldn't
its so hard just to get by, i swear i really could
where cuz at
straight right down the road i swear im swerving, in and out for good

does she mean that?
when she gone late out at night, givin me heart attacks
i swear we moved too fast
but its alright i guess
i dont need to blend in, im my own man

pumpin up my gas again
you really thought i laid here, like all day
all day, ill be working on myself like all day
no breaks, no narcotics in this shit like i been past that
i dont mean pass that

Toronto in the city gotta wait in line, again
wait for phone calls, opportunities to come by, on set
dont you call unless your ready baby, ill hop right in
why you buggin bout some chick i havent seen in months again

laid down in hollywood
puffin on that gas, get fucked up no i really shouldnt
its so hard just to get by, i swear i really could
where cuz at
straight right down the road i swear im swerving, in and out for good

laid down in Hollywood
puffin on that gas, get fucked up no i really shouldn't
its so hard just to get by, i swear i really could
where cuz at
straight right down the road i swear im swerving, in and out for good

ion need trouble
ion need no bass here
why the hell you even bother
when i already ask
do you mean that?
do you mean that
laid down here, hollywood

laid down in hollywood

no one gets inside
produced by @prodlilnightshift




fugitive mindset always on the run 
from everything ive ever done
it isnt fun
living in all your regret
and letting the guilt make you wish you were dead
aint talked to no one in almost a month
shoulda seen this from the jump
down on my luck
sorry just goin through stuff
nothing i do will ever be enough



I just wanna get it right but fuck it up like every time
Operation overdrive
Get in gear
Speed of light 
Live in the lost galaxy
astro mega suicide 
I just wanna get it right but fuck it up like every time


Yeah thats great but it could be better 
The effort will never seem to matter 
Move in the shadows
Live like a phantom 
Gets me through the bullshit faster
Every breath ive ever taken has debt behind it 
I can’t deny it   
What stays inside will eat me alive 
Its what I deserve baby 
its justified 

stop bein all up in my ear dawg
what the fuck you want?
talk shit on the squad like im not there
bitch are you dumb? 
i feel like a spy kid the way i fucked up a sore ass thumb
off the judi juice and im seeing red bitch im not the one 

I just wanna get it right but fuck it up like every time
Operation overdrive
Get in gear
Speed of light 
Live in the lost galaxy
astro mega suicide 
I just wanna get it right but fuck it up like every time

ih8myself (prod. lil nightshift)

beat prod by: cxrter x milojensen
written and performed by: popularreject 
mixed and mastered by: popularreject
lyrics:

Choppa in this bit(ch) 
64 
like Nintendo 
Talkin bout the clip
Cuz it came 
With extendo’s
…
I remember takin benzos 
Cut off all the fake friends
I don’t wish 
I kept those 

Darkness 
In the dark bitch 
Where my heart is 
…
Cuz I’m heartless

In the car it’s
Push to start this 
Would sound hard if
…
I restarted 

We’re getting older now 
Still stuck in this haunted house
I’m sick of screaming baby 
You can’t fucking calm me down
Bitch what’s funny now. 
Bitch what’s funny now? 
I’m sick of screaming baby 
You can’t fucking calm me down

Xanny
Molly 
Nissan 
Audi
…
Play her like Atari 

Xanny 
Molly 
Nissan
Audi 
…
Sorry I’m not sorry

Choppa in this bit(ch) 
64 
like Nintendo 
Talkin bout the clip
Cuz it came 
With extendo’s
…
I remember takin benzos 
Cut off all the fake friends
I don’t wish 
I kept those 

Choppa in this bit(ch) 
64 
like Nintendo 
Talkin bout the clip
Cuz it came 
With extendo’s
…
I remember takin benzos 
Cut off all the fake friends
I don’t wish 
I kept those 

Darkness 
In the dark bitch 
Where my heart is 
…
Cuz I’m heartless

In the car it’s
Push to start this 
Would sound hard if
…
I restarted 

Xanny
Molly 
Nissan 
Audi
…
Play her like Atari 

Xanny 
Molly 
Nissan
Audi 
…
Sorry I’m not sorry

Choppa in this bit(ch) 
64 
like Nintendo 
Talkin bout the clip
Cuz it came 
With extendo’s
…
I remember takin benzos 
Cut off all the fake friends
I don’t wish 
I kept those

nintendo (p. cxrter x milojensen)

This song is about the mental instability and trauma that the unison 227 program brings to the forefront of your brain is your digital imprint is travelling into the ghostlands.

Lyrics:

Entering unknown territory
I never got this far into my story
Everything I say from this point on, is the ghostlands
My anxieties and my self doubt
They come before everything else
Will I ever finish what I start, in this ghostland

This intrepidation lead to these psychic altercations
So you can see why my hesitation still drowns me
I elevated my standards to a point where i couldn’t make it anymore
Why do I hold my craft so unfairly

Make of me what you will
I swallow another pill
I’m getting better, but still
I’m just your cattle to kill
In the headlights again
A whisper from faded friends
Sai is around the bend
His green sweater, I sense
Panic attack is intense
My mental state jumped the fence
I’m fearing no consequence
Here come the ladies and gents
A shot of sleep in my leg
My socks grip to the bed
Wake up to fall back to sleep
Another cycle I keep

This intrepidation lead to these psychic altercations
So you can see why my hesitation still drowns me
I elevated my standards to a point where i couldn’t make it anymore
Why do I hold my craft so unfairly

We’re all a work in progress
Never let go, never regress
We’re all a work in progress

We’re all a work in progress
Never turn back, but never ever forget
We’re all a work in progress

In The Ghostlands

written during the time of meeting @sewerperson

lyrics

i’m wasted force
spent time in the sewers but i wanted more
coz when i left back to reality i felt lost i just needed merly discourse

tell me ur story 
tell me where’s home
show me the future
ik it’s cold but

if i hit 40
u need 2 know
that this was ur doing to which i owe my soul

been here since day 1
i wish it showed
where was this love at 
where did it go omg

u see we’re bonded
but different holes 
that we climbed out of 
i hope ur proud of me

5 yrs of listening 
th dust has settled yeh things r so different
that shit was splifferent
taught me to write my own book and spot out the fiction
put a purpose in som of these bad chapters 
gave me a mission

the track was rusted now tunnel vision 
things r so clear when im zoned in and listening 
life is worth living 
found from within but without u
its missing
especiilay when i miss home

ik ur lost
this wrld can be cruel but u haven’t yet lost…

i saw the bridges then the fire
id stroll so peaceful in the mire
i’ve been so many destinations but no scenes compare to this. i’m not a cryer

but i can’t help but shed a tear
a lot past brought out tnite
to keep it tight th_heavy beers
to stay surreal i kept it light

i’ve put a body 2 a voice
and i wish that i could stop time
i dont know how i got here 
but im not gonna question why
ima live this fuckin moment when u hand me that old mic
sing our fucking lungs out 
forget our sorrowed lives

sewers

_sewers (secre x javiifontan)

prod. lil divine, no samples <3
@user-642636378
mixed by lil divine, @killbreanna, and @user-642636378

[lil divine:]
stop and just wait for a minute
please listen close cuz i need this
theres blood on my clothes from the leakage
and i dont know who i can trust with the secrets

can you promise me youll keep it
safe from the scouring demons
drain all my blood with the leeches
and leave my body here to drown in the deep end

[halfhearted:]

drown in the deepend 
losing my soul
hate in ur eyes
when you break all my bones
u don’t regret all the lies thag you told
but each time you tell me
we’ll walk down this road again

sick of driving on them potholes
i think i got stockholm
forgot how you would hold me close

so now i’m clinging to a bottle
i bet you hope i rot in peace
so, lay me six feet deep

[lil divine:]

left in the dirt holdin hopes out for somethin
dont take my words and convert them to weapons
wrote you a song out of words that mean nothin
but you wont ever see it on a motherfuckin setlist

so baby tell me do you really wanna go
i cant see you through the 6 feet of snow
left my feelings in a box on the road
need a key to get the lock off my soul

i can feel the weight crushin my bones
bloody teeth embedded in the throne
why tf u keep hittin my phone?

why cant you leave me the fuck alone
when youre here this house dont feel like home
shattered fragments pierce throughout my skull
skull

[halfhearted:]

leave me to drown with the leaches
seeping in lust will i ever defeat this
stole all my love
not enough 
it’s a weakness
i was the one but i told u i’m leaving soon

we keep running round in circles
the bridges yeah we burned those
so i can never hold on hope

and i’ll let you watch me tie my rope
broke down, left my love on the side of the road
hometown, but feel like there’s no where to go
long frown, but i think i’m getting used to the cold

[lil divine:]

stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a solution to u
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a replacement to u
tell me who did u lose

leeches

leeches w/ halfhearted

(prod. malloy x jkei)
feat @notaheroo

early morning
hear the birds sing
in bed stalling 
its so cold outside x2

staring at my ceiling
6am dawn is coming
i was awake all night
fighting my demons on sight
codeine got me tripping
i remember this feeling
addictive to the sedatives
in pain so i need this 

early morning
hear the birds sing
in bed stalling 
its so cold outside x2

im not used to being sober
was fed my pills
i was drinking till the sun up
i didnt know whats real
but now its over
i didnt know my love
its all my fault coz
its my own grave i dig

early morning
hear the birds sing
in bed stalling 
its so cold outside x2

(notahero)
just warm me up cuz ur my heater
n i don’t got nothing except the music from my speakers
this fireball burning i need something little sweeter
would u keep me alive or will u turn me to a tweaker
diamonds in her eyes just like the ones i put on my belt
i pray that you’ll still love my heart after all the ice melts
i fucked up way to much to put the blame on someone else
but this shit made me tho
she said i’m acting like a child said u crazy hoe
there’s nothing child-like bout me pushing up digits hoe
i swear to God that when i’m dead 
that’s the only time i’ll be able to get fuckin rest
maybe i should go to bed
i think imma work instead
pressure breaking down
feel like needles in my fucking head
i just wanna have a good time n u know this
i feel the energy just disturbing my solace

sedatives (feat. notahero)

Gab3 Re: L is the central city, and safeplace of the ghostlands universe. It's a plesent place, low crime rates, high dopamine distribution, the coffee is pretty good too.

lyrics:

Zinny: (so you've finally made it, you're here! welcome to gab3 re:l, the safehaven)

Take my hand, and we can go inside
And everything will be okay just for tonight
Wrap yourself in warmth, and safety
Nothing here could ever take you away
from the things that brough you to this place in the first place

And everything, when my thoughts go clear
And everything so insincere
Everything I've come to be is just the new metropolis
I don't want to see the sun
It's not the place where I've become
The person that I am today
I'm coming home to gab3 re:l

Electric current, chocked with stalls
And everything from these fountain falls
I want to see the heights
To take me to a better life

My god...where are we?
look at all the eccentricity
maybe we could get some food?
we'll eat and talk about our mood

And everything, when my thoughts go clear
And everything so insincere
Everything I've come to be is just the new metropolis
I don't want to see the sun
It's not the place where I've become
The person that I am today
I'm coming home to gab3 re:l

Do you feel, do you feel like I do?
Well I hope so, 'cause I need you to this too
When ice melts upon the frosted trees
in my reality, where it's just you and me

And everything, when my thoughts go clear
And everything so insincere
Everything I've come to be is just the new metropolis
I don't want to see the sun
It's not the place where I've become
The person that I am today
I'm coming home to gab3 re:l

Gab3 Re:L

prod me :)

lyrics:

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

oooo

and i could tell you it'll be okay
but i would rather u just see for yourself
don't wait any longer
no don't wait for any help
cuz the rain will stop soon
and i'll greet u
with a smile on my face
please don't turn away
please don't turn away

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

RAHHHHHHHH!!

lyrics

a fuckin waster
hiding in broad daylight 
every risk i take feels like a tazer
help me meet my maker
just please give me a taster 
the reflection to ur face 
know that u cannot be replaced

again yeah ive been thinking about my lake life
i just wanna hold u so tight
and stay up these late nights
fate dies every time im with u but i hate lies 
snake eyes stare at me they push and pull to break ties

a beaten stowaway no im not going back
to that cold place but know that im back on track 
to my old ways vision fades to black
its those dark days im not going back

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waster
im a waste of life

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waste of breathe
im a waste of time

a waster
just me and my ego oh it push and pulls
face it 
u had never been responsible

list of own rules
this drink so toxic ima cave
tonight i dont wanna be saved
jus feel love, 
love the pain

lights r out its dark
mayb its just me
id o my best to carry weight but this shit aint normal

fucking waster im just fucking wasting time
wasting breathe
i been here, been on 10
somehow almost 25
thought by then wouldnt be alive 
so ima just take it night by night
just wanna feel love tonight
baby its jus me and u tonight 
i want u to take my breathe tonight

wastrrr

wastrrr (branwen)

Back to My Body

She/Her 🏳️‍⚧️
Artist, Producer
Ghxst Collective

i'm still here, forever manzeron

Gab3 Re:L

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