lyrics ⬇️ 

there’s an institution that I been building in my 
Head 
i don’t pay no tuition instead I lay up in my bed
i put my thoughts in submission 
so that I could maybe get rest
life so explicit I hope that I could get the best

time slowed down
and then I look up at the messs
I know now that I was awful like the rest
shouldnt go out I gotta awful lotta doubt
i don’t know crowds but ima look around the town
Oh

yea I don’t know what else to say tho
done it to urself watch the pain grow

ten rows down from the person that could that say so
tough luck now look like you walk on a tight rope
more excuses everyday but who likes that
If I had time to go to waste
then maybe you would be back
Instead I chill at the lake sunny day I relax

and I got away from issues that you stab in my back 

No I can’t back track but I wanna move forward
and I don’t know what happened 
Or what happened before
you would always attack me I would fall on the floor

and this life is ever lasting so I wanan restore
 
all my horrible tendencies go away in the Forrest 
as the leaves fall and the branches crack I’m no longer sore
i watch the rainfall as it pours and I wanan explore
walk through all the fog but ima hide for the storm

are you even really sure that you wanna ignore
every night since the end of us it been a war
problems out the door ever since you cut the cord no no

institution (cxrter x tahtx)

i just wanted to know ft. spookybands (gaxillic)

I guess this is it for a while.

To be continued...

Artwork by annalyceart

Produced, mixed and mastered by HeyLee Manzeron

Lyrics:

I met up with the mystery girl
I told her I’d take her place
Her use has run out in this world
She told me straight to my face
These metaphors are cliche
Like a lingering foul taste
Or a cavity on your tooth
Falling onto your pillowcase

I could tell you everything that’s ever been on my mind
But I don’t wanna bore you to death
I’m holding on to the secrets I kept
And I could tell you every sight that’s ever passed through these eyes
But I don’t wanna waste my breath
I’m holding on to the secrets I kept

Following my path is something you will regret
I’d like to say I’m saving face while I’m cutting my skin with a rusty gillette
It’s only for you, only you will ever get to slice this deep in me
It’s only for you baby, and I’m sorry.

I could 	show you every leaf that’s been strangled by this vine
But I would never choke you to death
To tell the truth you’re all I have left
And maybe I should open up, but I’m comfortable inside
But I don’t wanna scare you away
I’m not prepared to lose you today

Following my path is something you will regret
I’d like to say I’m saving face, but a passing glance is all you will get
It’s only for you, only you will ever get to slice this deep in me
It’s only for you baby, and I’m sorry.

Maybe you’re the falling star that I’ve been searching for my entire life
Possibly the deepest scar, I know you’ll cut my throat like an umbilical knife
Yes, you’re my fallen star, we could just let go and vanish into the night
Possibly the deepest scar, but I will let you in, you make everything right
Maybe you’re the falling star that I’ve been searching for my entire life
Possibly the deepest scar, I know you’ll cut my throat like an umbilical knife
Yes, you’re my fallen star, we could just let go and vanish into the night
Possibly the deepest scar, but I will let you in, you make everything right

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It's Only For You

Ekeon

Freak w/ shizukesa.

Thankyou once again to cobalt for the amazing beat <3 
Will maybe have one more song before Xmas if not everyone have a great Christmas and new year we can’t wait for the next love you all AIE🤎
Lyrics:

It’s been along time since I saw you smile in my arms 
Last night was a long ride and you didn’t talk much at all 
And I can see the pain right through your eyes
Baby don’t blame yourself it’ll be alright
Your old boyfriend made you the issue and that’s not right 


I won’t treat you like he did 
I can be just what you want 
We both you’ve been through a lot way too much
And it feels like your world is falling apart
No ones there with open arms 
All the bruises turn to scars
And you feel all the pain in your legs in your arms 
All the pain that excess from your heart
And you don’t recognise who you are 
Falling apart but nobody’s calling at all
But I’m right here right now
I know I don’t give the best advice at the best of times but it’ll be alright
I’m here if you wanna talk at all 
Im here if you want some company 
I’m not asking you to fall in love with me

its okay im sure things will get better (cobalt)

produced by farber

some of these might be wrong but i dont feel like checking

lyrics: 

im so fucked up
baby youre my drug
im so damn numb
whats the point of love
all there is, is lust
whats the point of love
if there is no trust
now just tell me
what you want from me girl
baby tell me what you want from me
baby ill do anything, anything
girl u can take my heart and u can take my lungs
and u can take my breath 
hell u already do
lets get this off my chest
know you not in the mood
but all i wanted was you
the way they talk isnt cool
but i’ll keep you safe from them baby i promise
these hoes always act all heartless
now dont even get me started
on the one way back in august
i lost it
but i got you
and i know im not much but you got me
and i know that were far, but youre still with me
wanna look up at the stars with you with me
taste the evil in your lips when you kiss me
i kinda like that
never told me when i met you that you bite back
theres a saying if she love you she wont lie
yeah
girl you know that thats a lie
never cried till i tried that
im cryin
im dyin
theres sirens
i dont like this
satisfied with how you left me damaged
whats to gain from it i don’t understand it
way you creepin in on me look like you planned it
sometimes i feel like i been on another planet
hearts so cold its an avalanche half the shit that i say to you is half the reason im alive
im cold as ice this winter breeze
im not old but my knees are getting week
when u looked at me
i felt something that i never felt before
it kinda scared me so i left right out the door
i turned around and saw you dead and nothing more
i can’t do this
im cryin
im dyin
theres sirens
i dont like this
im cryin
im dyin
theres sirens
i dont like this

avalanche II (farber)

bones that snap like a branch
i can’t deal with this anguish
freezing cold, no plans
crawling home, i’m stranded
i cannot give it up
i try to give a fuck
i’m abandoned
don’t tell me what it was
i dealt with my own luck
i can’t stand it

i’ll freeze my soul
don’t breathe when im walking alone
hear your voice thru the phone
won’t talk back to you if you call

just leave me on the highway
i decide to run away
i know you hope i’ll change my mind and come to you another day
but imma do it my way
don’t come by my place
if i don’t return by saturday

coming down, i feel fine now
i can’t let anybody find out
on the walk back to my house
time moves slower, it’s frightened

bones that snap like a branch
i can’t deal with this anguish
freezing cold, no plans
crawling home, i’m stranded
i cannot give it up
i try to give a fuck
i’m abandoned
don’t tell me what it was
i dealt with my own luck
i can’t stand it

stranded (santana)

taking pictures of the sunset (prod. cløud)

beautiful guitar -> @safeatlast

Lyrics:

jaded in the backstreets
she'd hit the gas flyin past me
5 guys girl ur trashy
9 shots like who put me in the front seat
ay
guardin on my playlist
wired up on go while the tape spin
kind face but he a rapist
no name
no face
still complacent

this girl's not home
but she is all i know
i'm reaping all i sow
just bury all i wrote
where after?
this girl's not home
but she is all i know
i'm reaping all i sow
just bury all i wrote
where after

-

where after
where after
where after
where after

where after
where after
where after
where after

this girl's not home
but she is all i know
i'm reaping all i sow
just bury all i wrote

where after?

where after? (prod. safeatlast x hero)

helloooo prod me hope u like :)

lyrics:
everybody wanna claim that they know but they don't
so i just pay no mind
everybody wanna say they're in love
but they don't have a clue what that's like
i'm just tryna find a way i can cope
take the blade
take the rope
take the dive
everybody wanna say they're alone 
til they are and they know what my life's like

i look in the mirror only feeling i get is disgust
i don't think i'll ever be somebody anyone can trust
i don't think i'll ever find somebody i can love
take another piece of me
i know you're eating me alive
have some decency
god dammit
this isn't how i planned it
tell me something new
tell me i'm being dramatic
i dare you

maybe i
was in the wrong the other time
but i can't decide
if i should go on with my life
or if i should mourn love lost
but i cannot bear that cost
guess that i am scared to fall in love another time
but with you maybe i will have to try
i'm aware that i am a victim of my pride
but with you i feel like i'll never die

i look in the mirror only feeling i get is disgust
i don't think i'll ever be somebody anyone can trust
i don't think i'll ever find somebody i can love
take another piece of me
i know you're eating me alive
have some decency
god dammit
this isn't how i planned it
tell me something new
tell me i'm being dramatic
i dare you

somebody, anybody

@killedmyself

20 years have caught up wit me n they fucked up my mental
she tellin' me she in love wit me but she ain't ever do no sentimental
amphetamines have caused cavities to just rot out in my dental
all my life i felt worthless can somebody tell me what i'm meant for?

all my life i felt worthless
i took my heart and i purged it
never comin up to the surface

thought that you would be worth it
i thought that you was perfect
tell me what'd i do to deserve this?

take me back,
take me back to the real world
take me back,
take me back to when i couldn't feel

rip my heart straight from my ribcage
i've been led astray from the good place
i've ran out of luck where did my good days go
the place in which i reside no longer feels like home

20 years have caught up wit me n jus fucked up my mental
tellin' me she in love wit me but she ain't ever do no sentimental

20 years have caught up wit me n they fucked up my mental
she tellin' me she in love wit me but she ain't ever do no sentimental
amphetamines have caused cavities to just rot out in my dental
all my life i felt worthless can somebody tell me what i'm meant for?

real world

real world (killedmyself)

artist, producer
ghxst collective

Currently trying to kick cancers ass, I think I'm winning rn.

It's Only For You

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