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Patience charts #1 on the Big Top 40 Charts ~ highest charting song ever. Thank you.
Patience (feat. YUNGBLUD & Polo G) - Out Now!!
Music Video on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p_4M4TKTydM
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Patience (feat. YUNGBLUD & Polo G) · KSI · YUNGBLUD · Polo G

Patience (feat. YUNGBLUD & Polo G)

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Patience (feat. YUNGBLUD & Polo G)

Gravity [prod. by Bobby Bounce]

PAINT UR NAILS THAT COLOR I LIKE (ARI)

It's been a long journey, I still have a lot lying ahead of me.

big ups to @yoimn3ver for hopping on this one <3

Nineteen Ninety Five (feat. teddyboi)

Big thanks to @devilboyxo for being on this track and doing the cover art <3

lyrics:

(HeyLee Manzeron)
(leave the lies to the broken liars)
(Leave the lies to the broken liars)


Take that
Scratch that
Do it 'till you're mortified
Oh yeah, you lit my soul on fire
Half truths
Have-nots
Do you really wanna try?
Leave the lies to the broken liars
Take that
Scratch that
Do it 'till you're mortified
Oh yeah, you lit my soul on fire
Half truths
Have-nots
Do you really wanna try?
Leave the lies to the broken liars

Fighting my mental, fighting my mental
Now HeyLee's fuckin' back and now she's fighting her mental
Fighting my mental, fighting my mental
Now HeyLee's fuckin' back and-(aaaaa)
fighting my mental

Yeah, yeah, mortified
every fuckin' single night
everything I do or try
nothing seems to satisfy
I get behind all these reasons that I'll never realise 
The projects that I left in my vault will never see the light

Such a pretty mouth
You like to talk about
All the chelsea smiles you leave, just like a calling card
You've gone too far and I need to move on
Move on and keep my distance

Fighting my mental, fighting my mental
Now HeyLee's fuckin' back and now she's fighting her mental
And all the fist fights were not coincidental
Fighting my mental


(SCAR$)
Now she slidin' in my dm's asking 'bout my mental
She your bitch and my rental 

Woke up 2am
Ask me what i'm up to
Now she wanna come through
Now she suck my whole crew

All her friends love SCAR
'Cause im shining like a star
Me and HeyLee goin' far
You gon' know who we are

And yeah you hate that you love me
Yeah you hate that you want me

And she the freaky type
"Gag me when you fuck me" type
Yeah she the freaky type
Black corset and fangs type


(HeyLee Manzeron)
Take that
Scratch that
Do it 'till you're mortified
Oh yeah, you lit my soul on fire
Half truths
Have-nots
Do you really wanna try?
Leave the lies to the broken liars
Take that
Scratch that
Do it 'till you're mortified
Oh yeah, you lit my soul on fire
Half truths
Have-nots
Do you really wanna try?
Leave the lies to the broken liars

(leave the lies to the broken liars)
(Leave the lies to the broken liars)

Spotify Link

Mortified w/SCAR$ (Prod. sheepy_kid & squirl beats)

To all my fallen homies, you're all pretty phantoms to me.

Lyrics:

I'm in awe of every word you say
Oh yeah, I love that part
I am the insect that is magnified
I am your bug in a jar

You saved me from my nightmares
Just another ghost I don't fear
Everything will be okay
So stay with me, always

Well, you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
The only person that could've understand him
You're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
Well, you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
The only person that could ever understand him
You're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom

Well, I don't know if it's real or not
But, I'll take a shot in the dark
And maybe one day you will see
That things have fallen apart(yeah)

Black widows crawl on my skin
It's a fight that I'll never win
Joining you is the ultimate sin
You fought the fire and it did your head in

Well, you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
The only person that could've understand him
You're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
Well, you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
The only person that could ever understand him
You're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
(x2)

Pretty Phantom | Prod. Dutch Revz

Tada, new songo

Produced, written, mixed and recorded by me.

Lyrics:

Such a long time, I remember shit from my past 
that in my head feels like it was yesterday
Any longer, distant memories seem to last
When the things that really matter just fade away

I remember feeling like my moment had past
Now I’m discarded, tossing me away like I’m trash
Holding on to childhood friends
But every time I get close, we lead to tragic ends

Turning back the clock
Please just make it stop for a day
Pendulum ignites
It’s got me in its sights, always
So tell me if you feel
ike eternities hallways
Are dragging you down
They’re dragging me down
I cannot escape

I feel it burning
Chemicals goes straight to my veins
I’m prisoner in my body and I’m stuck in this fate
I’m watching happy people going about with their day
You don’t know what you’ve got until that shit is taken away

So don’t tell me what to do
And don’t tell me how to feel
There’s poison in my blood, and it still doesn’t feel real
And all the friends I knew, well, they just disappear
I know it’s not their fault, their just too scared..

Turning back the clock
Please just make it stop for a day
Pendulum ignites
It’s got me in its sights, always
So tell me if you feel
ike eternities hallways
Are dragging you down
They’re dragging me down
I cannot escape

Eternity's Hallways

Here's my EP "manta". I recorded this in 2023, been meaning to drop it for ages.

Manta

help me im falling : (

My Fault (Prod. TAIGEN)

Bitch said im crazy like yeah i got a screw loose
Know a couple people who will probably make you lose tooth
Can’t believe you bagged  ain’t you know she a loose goose
sprite aint grape flavored Jax dropped about deuce deuce

Camping in the graveyard tryna see what’s up 
Sipping on muddy, dead souls in this blunt 
I don’t give a shit no I don’t give a fuck
Bulletproof vest,  blow you the fuck up

Dropping hits back to back fell like sharapova
Dip off in the night all black ranger rover
Fbis most wanted about 4 times over
Hide a kill kit, small town hit dover 

Bitch I’m a villain you can meet me in the daytime
Shake your hand, lemme tell ya I’m doing just fine
Mask on, normal person with a big lie
I really like it when the fucking world dies

Let the body rot, by the river I dumped em
30.06 with a thermal I hunt em
One to the dome, deadshot might slump em
Tenderizer the flesh then I’m on to the next one
Let the body rot, by the river I dumped em
30.06 with a thermal I hunt em
One to the dome, deadshot might slump em
Tenderizer the flesh then I’m on to the next one

Watch the world die with a big ol grin
Have a couple more fore day begins
Welcome to the land of fucking sin
44 bulldog to your fucking chin
Watch the world die with a big ol grin
Have a couple more fore day begins
Welcome to the land of fucking sin
44 bulldog to your fucking chin

Feel like son of Sam how I get my command
Then I Slide through the valley, then I slide through the land
Then I Take a couple heads, maybe a couple hands
Then I creep in brushes just to do it all again
God damn I love wrath 
It’s my favorite fucking sin
And I love lust too
But only in the end 
I’m
Losing patience 
Never say shit
Couple bodies hidden under the bay bridge

Fancy boi kill kit near Cambridge 
Dump the body in a random ass drain ditch 
Sew the mouth so a rat can’t say shit
Sew the moufht so a bitch can’t say shit

Roll out of bed
Ed gein nipple belt on
Only hitting heads
Pussy got a fucking vest on
Stomped em like a bug
Didn’t know I’d get your fam huh
On a beat by sphynx
Don’t you hear the fucking bass bruh

Let the body rot, by the river I dumped em
30.06 with a thermal I hunt em
One to the dome, deadshot might slump em
Tenderizer the flesh then I’m on to the next one
Let the body rot, by the river I dumped em
30.06 with a thermal I hunt em
One to the dome, deadshot might slump em
Tenderizer the flesh then I’m on to the next one

Watch the world die with a big ol grin
Have a couple more fore day begins
Welcome to the land of fucking sin
44 bulldog to your fucking chin
Watch the world die with a big ol grin
Have a couple more fore day begins
Welcome to the land of fucking sin
44 bulldog to your fucking chin

By The River(prod by sphynx)

i was at the grassy knoll and all i saw was the benedryl hat demon

Prod by Heylee manzeron rip friendo
Mixed by crizzy white

Mr make it happen disappear inside a black benz 
Yardman is a monster, I’m a gremlin off the vyvanse 
Shawty is a dance body came straight from islands
Like the losers out of columbine I’ll let the  tech dance

Pipe down
With the bully on me imma slide down
Wind down
need a couple pills before I spaz out
Car growl
The Nissan turbo swapped when I ride round
Bite down
In the night the Draco turn your sound down

goyard start to pop, hid the body before the birds get it
Rolling down the block, see the hearse then  I’m on a mission 
Picking up the guts, sure it’s messy but there’s gold in it
Grave man off a perc, fell in love an 
Then I had to end it

Suicidal grave man, tell me where the fucking corpse at
Baby it’s a pill shortage, show you where the dope at
really love this city, but the money where my heart at
Chop you into pieces, lemme show you where your lungs at

Sliding in the Porsche,  Paul walker would have loved that
I’m a fucking monster, late night creeping where you live at 
Summon all the ghxst boys, teddy slidin wit the black gat
You ain’t scared of me, bob berdella wouldn’t fight back

Mr make it happen disappear inside a black benz 
Yardman is a monster, I’m a gremlin off the vyvanse 
Shawty is a dance body came straight from islands
Like the losers out of columbine I’ll let the  tech dance

Pipe down
With the bully on me imma slide down
Wind down
need a couple pills before I spaz out
Car growl
The Nissan turbo swapped when I ride round
Bite down
In the night the Draco turn your sound down

SOUNDDOWN prod(heylee manzeron)

gary busey prod enrgy

Prod by CURTES
Vocals by Goyard sad boi and crizzy white
Mixed and mastered by crizzy white
Cover art by Goyard sad boi
————————————————————

In a perfect world i wish I wouldn’t have to die today
In a perfect world i hope you wouldn’t throw your love away
In a perfect world i roll the weed up just to celebrate 
In a perfect world i can not hear the voice inside my brain

Everyday I wake up is another of the fucking same
Everyday I wake up just to cope with all my fucking pain 
Everyday I wake up just to wonder why it always rains
Everyday I wake up just to see my clouds are super grey

Yes I’m scared to die I’m being honest that’s just how it is 
scared to have a future, have a wife and just a couple kids
Go an get a house with a big pool so they can hang with friends
Honestly I’m scared I’ll never get to see my 26th

Life is scary short so right now I’m just tryna make the most
Stuck inside my room the only thing I eat is fucking toast
Tell my friends to spread my ash along the mittens western coast
Could I really have been saved I really only think that heaven knows

When I wake up, take drugs let my mind go
Everyday is the same thing when your stuck in my mind tho 
When I wake up, take drugs let my mind go
Everyday is the same thing when your stuck in my mind tho 
When I wake up, take drugs let my mind go
Everyday is the same thing when your stuck in my mind tho
When I wake up, take drugs let my mind go
Everyday is the same thing when your stuck in my mind tho

(Crizzy)
I can't even feel my fucking hands when you hold them
Cold heart, cold soul, baby I'm a skeleton
I be on my own shit, it's unlikely
Tryna fight me, done with beef 
'Cause I don't even really like me
On my own, get the phone
Spending hours scrolling posts
And it's the same, nothing change
I do nothing for my gain
I thought something might've worked in the end, maybe it will
But the drinks don't work, and I'm too scared of the pills

When I wake up, take drugs, let my mind go
Why does everybody look at me like I'm a psycho
I'm mixed up, so fucked, check my vitals
Thought 2025 was my year, like where'd the time go
Wake up, take drugs, let my mind go
Why does everybody look at me like I'm a psycho
I'm mixed up, so fucked, check my vitals
Thought 2025 was my year, like where'd the time go

Let My Mind Go ft Crizzy White

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Droptop In The Rain (feat. Tory Lanez)

thanks for listening!! <3
@adharmasatru
@yung-jza-shawty

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blank stare(ft. Adharmasatru) [prod. yungjza]

stars align pt. 2 w/ yung flex (prod. northeast lights)

steadysuffer - so tethered (+ linden)

SPEEDSTAR [prod. @nitetime_]

A YouTuber who had no experience on making music - Garrett Watts, attempted to write a legit song in 24 hours with his friends and this is their results. He didn't upload it on SoundCloud so I did instead. Hope you enjoy!
His video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7-ZR5xK0aRo

Now I'm a baby

Now I'm A Baby - Garrett Watts, Andrew Siwicki, Caleb Hurst & Bruce Wiegner

never get close, never get hurt (prod. reedkun)

adha x lil sabb - its been crazy lately (prod. adharmasatru)*on all platforms*

[Prod. Reedkun] @reedkun


Lyrics:
All alone everyday, ive been feeling cold
All alone everyday, so i get fucked up
Getting high till i feel the cracking in my bones
Losing hope everyday, so i pour one up
X2


Pour one up till i see blurry 
Pour one up till im not worried
Drink because i wanna cry
Blacked out feel like i might die

I dont really know anymore where im going
One time baby can you show me

What love is
I dont know i cant trust it
Break my heart, just fuck with it
I really suck at this

This life i overdosed from it
Gave up most of it
i just wanna quit
Need my weed so i can coast a bit
Cant forget those things i cannot fix


Leave me here to bleed for as long as you need
I just wanna scream, i feel so empty

Wounds i cant mend, i dont think anyone wants me
Havent heard from a friend, the silence here it haunts me

And i cant think to clearly
Girl i loved you dearly
Yeah


One more time i dont wanna try
One more time i just wanna hide 
Ive been waiting just to hear more lies
So tell me lil shawty tell me one more time

What love is
I dont know i cant trust it
Break my heart, just fuck with it
I really suck at this

This life i overdosed from it
Gave up most of it
i just wanna quit
Need my weed so i can coast a bit
Cant forget those things i cannot fix


Leave me here to bleed for as long as you need
I just wanna scream, i feel so empty

Wounds i cant mend, i dont think anyone wants me
Havent heard from a friend, the silence here it haunts me

THE SILENCE HERE, IT HAUNTS ME [Prod. Reedkun]

🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄
Prod. @reedkun
🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄

Lyrics:
Circles forming under my eyes
I lost count of days gone by
I just want to make someone mine
Even if i die Imma try, 
imma try

Im sorry for all those times
I sat there and made you cry
Lately i been getting high
Wasting time, wasting time


It just hurts
It just gets worse
It just hurts
It just gets worse

I been on my own, I been in the dirt
I been all alone, i just wanna skrt
Where i wanna go, gotta make it work
Ice on my bones, i feel like a jerk


Circles forming under my eyes
I lost count of days gone by
I just want to make someone mine
Even if i die Imma try, 
imma try

Im sorry for all those times
I sat there and made you cry
Lately i been getting high
Wasting time, wasting time


I dont know where my life is going
I hope my heartaches never showing
Sometimes i feel time slowing
Im stuck here and im smoking

Drugs ill sniff so i keep on going
Why she up on me till the morning
Blood on her lips and her fangs are showing
Fantasy girl, pretty eyes are glowing


Im exhausted with the state that i been in
Im emotionally drained and on a thin line
Of not giving a fuck bout anything
Or getting so depressed bout everything


Circles forming under my eyes
I lost count of days gone by
I just want to make someone mine
Even if i die Imma try, 
imma try

Im sorry for all those times
I sat there and made you cry
Lately i been getting high
Wasting time, wasting time

🔄 Circles 🔄[Prod. Reedkun]

trying all ur drugs (ari)

Commitment Issues

She/Her 🏳️‍⚧️
Artist, Producer
Ghxst Collective

i'm still here, forever manzeron