◾️ Self Loathing - Dead by Dawn ◾️
First single from our newly form duo band
Hope you all enjoy! 

Production from Blu52 .
Vocals from Vails + Silent Storm🗣️
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Self Loathing

This is a culmination of songs I've made over the past few months. Many talented artists and producers are featured on here. I loved making this whole project and genuinely am so proud of this. I hope everyone enjoys this project!!

Want You feat. Vails

Produced/mixed/mastered by me c:

Artwork by my amazing, incredible and hella swag friendo gloomygvrl666 !!!: https://x.com/gloomygvrl666

Spotify version: https://open.spotify.com/track/2BAAdLwkfehgDMarHgBQka?si=841a4a0a43ed4fe0

Can't breathe, I'll die
I'm running out of veins
Don't need you guys
I'm on my own again
You know it's not the same
I'm going home again
Don't need you guys
I'm on my own again
I need to cry
I'll do it in the rain
Don't need you guys
to ever see my pain
you don't treat me the same
so, I'm going home again
don't need your lies
I'm on my own again

I don't get that knowledge, man
it's something that I'll work to complete
I wish i could wear the shoes on your feet
To see all that you think, all the ways that you do
there's some things I don't understand
and neither do you

Tell 'em all that I'm gonna burn in hell
Tranny with that people hair, I wear it well
black nails, bust downs, bitch, you just don't get it now
anything you shoot at me
I'll turn it 'round and shoot you down

My name's Alexis and I got your back
I wanna make another fuckin' track
Put it into Ableton and make the fucker slap
and if you wanna go a second round
we'll make 'em back-to-back

Can't breathe, I'll die
I'm running out of veins
Don't need you guys
I'm on my own again
You know it's not the same
I'm going home again
Don't need you guys
I'm on my own again
I need to cry
I'll do it in the rain
Don't need you guys
to ever see my pain
you don't treat me the same
so, I'm going home again
don't need your lies
I'm on my own again

ON MY OWN AGAIN!

prod barstow who refuses to get soundcloud.

LYRICS
Canadian 5 dollar bill thats a wilfred laurier
Bless your soul you gon die on the lords day
blospar knight excalibur sword play	
I set the law  ima tell you what the court say
You gonna face death
Firing squad volley straight to the chest
G O A T bitch im best
Talk my shit this aint no contest

My dna gonna cover the scene
Websitezero ima rep for the team
Wake up bitch this aint a dream
Blospar bullet hit u right through the screen

Lights out, claim the throne

Thought i was gone nah never
Wings like a bird no feather
Rick owen leather
You aint got better
Only got worse, 1,2 step put you into a hearse
Claim u got game, but u fumble each verse
Claim my throne, this the blospar church
Kingdom my earth, come value my worth, bitch ive been the goat since birth

Your just has been boy you need a facelift
Take a shot at me nah matrix
Stop drop roll, them bullets coming back racing
Make ur heart stop pacing
Fuck an apple watch only thing on my wrist is bracelet
Silver n gold, canadian cowboy i be reppin the cold
Cybergrunge try n tell me its old

Lights out, claim the throne

Whatchu wanna chose when the curtains falls
You just tried your best just to lose it all
Kingdom at your hands took for granted now you crawl
Pour another cup
Had it in my hands spill the alcohol
Watch it burst to flames aerosol
Surround my heart with castle walls
Pour another cup, spill it all

Lights out, claim the throne

claim the throne [prod. barstow]

prod @yunnygoldz

LYRICS
Chunky rick owens big steppa
If u wanna msg ima pen u up a letter
Bitch im from the ice cold coast, northern weather
True religions jeans with the motorcycle leather
On my jacket, 
boy who is you aint nothing but a has been
And your life is oh so tragic, 
ima fit you up to fashion
Ima swag wizard spitting magic
Blospar bible in my hand ima preach it to masses

Defiance up to law gon end you up in penitentiary
If science is a flaw, why the formula gon mention me 
Cry up ina ball, but im still stopping all amenities 
Lie straight to us all, and now ur dead with no integrity 

I just ordered the whole restaurant just to pick off half my plate
Ima throw it to peasants they gon think that im a saint
i just go for gold, never 2nd always first
Even if the system old, we all turn to fossil under earth

Chunky rick owens big steppa
If u wanna msg ima pen u up a letter
Bitch im from the ice cold coast, northern weather
True religions jeans with the motorcycle leather
On my jacket, 
boy who is you aint nothing but a has been
And your life is oh so tragic, 
ima fit you up to fashion
Ima swag wizard spitting magic
Blospar bible in my hand ima preach it to masses

there goes blospar on his grind
But the difference between me and you
Is i could never spy
I dont give a fuck whether im ahead or im behind
Cause ima make it to the top and beat you in the climb

Flip the page up on my book, but got an ear out for surroundings
I'm the reincarnation of the saint aint that astounding
Double up the interest now watch the stock compounding
Blospar bible watch this is how they crown kings

swag wizard [prod. yunny goldz]

I’ve had the the time of my li-iiiiife
But now its ending I’m gone cryyyyyy
Force a smile well I trieeeed 
You didn’t  wanna hear my siiiideeee
Ohhhh
Now we’re a million miles away 
When all I wanted was you close to me
If it was any other day
You wouldve not left so easily 

Now it’s just too late for any kind of means to an end 
If only second chances worked then we would of been more than friends 

Break my heart a couple times
Pressing play and then rewind
I imagine this alive 
But its more dead than id like 
Baby im a fucking cry
Then youll start to wonder why
Wish i could unravel lies
And explain these sudden highs

I’ve had the the time of my li-iiiiife
But now its ending I’m gone cryyyyyy
Force a smile well I trieeeed 
You didn’t  wanna hear my siiiideeee
Ohhhh
Now we’re a million miles away 
When all I wanted was you close to me
If it was any other day
You wouldve not left so easily 

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Million miles away

prod. sleeplessbeats
featuring: @officialnoisecomplaint
check this dude out, he's insanely talented <3

lyrics:
scorpio:
youre a dark storm
always lingering over
your shadow haunts
watching over my shoulder (x2)

tried to list all the bad things about you
to stop me running back like how i always used to
i tried my best to be strong, but it felt so long
now im left not knowing what to do

its in my head
everything i said
cant believe i feel regret

it was a mess
we werent the best
i really wish that i could love you less

youre a dark storm
always lingering over
your shadow haunts
watching over my shoulder (x2)

noise complaint:
I just don’t know how to take that
Bad news ‘cause I know we won’t make it
How I feel man I can not fake that
I just feel so let down by you
Dark storm when you crying
Acting fine but you know I’m lying
Best years of my life yeah I don’t buy it
21 so I should be thriving
Turn around and say you love another guy
That’s fine
But you say you miss me, how you gonna treat him right?
Sick of playing games with you want the girl to go away
Too cowardly to kill myself off find another way
I just don’t know what to do
I won’t be another boy waiting here for you
We’re not on the same page telling you the truth for once
Yeah I’m telling you the truth for once

scorpio:
youre a dark storm
always lingering over
your shadow haunts
watching over my shoulder (x2)

dark storm (feat. Noise Complaint)

Prod. jayberz
https://www.youtube.com/@prodjayberz

Vails:
@alex-thomas-fox
https://www.instagram.com/vailsofficial
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5ECZfLNTWUWgoctAyu5NrT?si=46pnSXkXTJ2TknGHg9PikQ&nd=1&dlsi=7d2f13c47fcd43aa
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Lyrics:

Bins:
i dont ever feel right, i been up all night
i dont ever feel like ima end my life
i dont even know what to do again
spend a night in my room well I'm losing friends
spend a night in my room tying loose ends
how you doing? I been noticing your moving
like what are you proving?
you are so stupid.
you are a nuisance
u knew I knew this
I'm cutting off loose ends
i dont ever feel right
i been up all night
i dont ever feel like

Vails:
Staying up late nights
Getting my mind right 
Hating this sad life 

Bins:
i dont ever feel right
i been up all night
i dont ever feel like

Vails:
Staying up late nights
Getting my mind right 
Hating this sad life 
Getting so angry. 
I can’t face myself in the mirror it scares me
cus I know what this man has done
Turn my fingers into a gun 
And point at my head
Wish I was buried instead 
baby I’m a code red threat 
noticed ur moving , where you going too?
maybe if I get myself good I come too 
It may take a while cus I been down bad
All my friends they be worried and my mums mad
Stare blankly into me you won’t see a thing
Just a shell of a man that once had ur hand 
in ur hand and on ur index a diamond ring
Now my heads in the sand and I don’t have a plan

Bins:
i dont ever feel right, i been up all night
i dont ever feel like ima end my life
i dont even know what to do again
spend a night in my room well I'm losing friends
spend a night in my room tying loose ends
how you doing? I been noticing your moving
like what are you proving?
you are so stupid.
you are a nuisance
u knew I knew this
I'm cutting off loose ends

i dont ever feel right
i been up all night
i dont ever feel like (x4)

moving (ft. Vails) prod. Jayberz

MOVE (w/ D!RTMOUTH)

I can't stay (acey x notcursed)

w/ the goat @7feetofficial  
prod by @prodcxrter

LYRICS
Flip the page, another chapter, nother new beginning
Left with rage, but still with laughter, which emotion comes out winning
Devil on my shoulder, am i choosing left or right
Weighs my mental like a boulder, which i display onto the light

Beneath a stage curtain, red velvet hides my fractured sense
Even in times where i'm uncertain, and the head inside my helmet of a skull is getting tense
poor excursions, my passion for what i delve in always ends up too intense

sevenfeet:
I feel like i'm wasting time steady searching for a home, 
think i just dont understand drifting thru it all alone
Went to bed at 3 am spent too much time on my phone
It seems ill never make sense of the way these things go
i get lost in my emotions, breath until i cant, now im holding
To the path i left yeah im hoping my life could put itself back in motion

poor excursions w/ sevenfeet [prod. cxrter x nihil]

She/Her 🏳️‍⚧️
Artist, Producer
Ghxst Collective

The Hat Man is real, and he keeps stealing my sweaters.

ON MY OWN AGAIN!

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