Ur screams go dumb as shit this my fav one

drown w/ guda (nori)

@uxbie
@starboyrob
@baredex-522947753

[lulu]
put my life into u
take a bullet for u again
i wld never lie to u
tell me what to do can this end

rip me n tear me to shreds
a ticking time bomb my life is a mess
walking the line while i run from the feds
said i am fine well i lied i confess

if u wanna hate me u can try it
if u wanna break me u can buy it
dont use me anymore im so tired
leave me alone ur a liar

[uxbie]
fuck all ur friends dont take the blame
hilarious how u think im not worth it
ill take the knife blood on my side
ill be dead and never see u again

remember how u said u loved me?
guess that was just a lie
my fucking eyes start to hurt
start to cry tears flow right on my t shirt
dont txt me fucking die already
nvm please come back i need u more than i thought

i put my life into u
can u even hear urself talk? 
u sound stupid when u lie
im not ur friend or ur love
 like really what do u want?
i cry myself to my sleep 
simply watch me fall apart

all of this is ur fault!
yet i wanna hear u talk
ur voice is like my medicine
without u id be gone
id take my life thats on god

spotify ^-^

put my life into u +uxbie prod starboyrob & baredex

Produced by: @hahakkels
Featuring: @blackwinterwells

Spotify

outta my head + blackwinterwells (kkels)

@prodjerry @psych

forget you put you in the past 
push you away like a cig flicking ash
put a disc on repeat that i threw in the trash
road rage a rental and fuck imma crash
you were too slow, now we're moving too fast
skies turn to grey like the fuckin contrast
it's like i signed my heart in a contract
you boosted and now ill never get

back to you when the skies are blue
i cry for you, take in your perfume
never lie to you always tell the truth
mess with me i never mess with you
gotta get back to you when the skies are blue
i cry for you, take in your perfume
never lie to you always tell the truth
mess with me i never mess with you

@prodjerry
i never messed with you
and im not missin you
i had to choose
if without you i lose
then prescriptions i use
i dont wanna go back
to the times with a knife in my backpack
i didnt wanna see things this way
i thought it was the same at the end of the day
i dont need you
i see through your lies
at this point it happens all the time

forget you put you in the past 
push you away like a cig flicking ash
put a disc on repeat that i threw in the trash
road rage a rental and fuck imma crash
you were too slow, now we're moving too fast
skies turn to grey like the fuckin contrast
it's like i signed my heart in a contract
you boosted and now ill never get

back to you when the skies are blue
i cry for you, take in your perfume
never lie to you always tell the truth
mess with me i never mess with you
gotta get back to you when the skies are blue
i cry for you, take in your perfume
never lie to you always tell the truth
mess with me i never mess with you

@psych
----------

contrast w/ jerry + psych

project_002_alltheway

https://open.spotify.com/track/6zccIC8asEVLwvJey05351?si=cbOZ4_cyTU2zNSNtrAhjpA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A51bVQkAck0lVJp20pEwAsV

ALLTHEWAY

hai
rics:
good luck telling me what it is i want
there's no telling me.
there's no telling me.

cuz im the pain that i felt
im the troubles that i set out for 
im the tears in this bucket that i caught inside this rainstorm
and i know fear comes from me and its something i felt
and i got something to say but i just cant yell
cuz ill whisper what i need inside cos
i dont need attention i
just need to feel
infatuated
need to feel infatuated

why are you choosing everything over me?
lets crucify the king
false prophets on the streets i
need to commit to something
i need to commit to something
in the the eye of the storm
bloody teeth set like gore
and its 5:54 
in the morning
reasons to live i abort them
not having a purpose has never felt more purposeful to me
and thats exactly why what you say has never meant anything 

i saw mom and dad give up on all their dreams
how come my dearest friends choose everything and everyone besides me?
and everytime i lick my fingers they always bleed
i need self assurance
you need validation
so lets cower behind the backs of opinions that we do not meet

and when the curtains finally fell
i got rid of this veil
ill leave nothing behind for myself
switch the key cuz i felt like it
i found a flow and i like it

so dont you ever think you can put your hands back on me
ive become the person i set out to be
who i wanted to be

can i have a seat at the cool kids table?
infatuated by the way they lie like a fable
no, actually. ill sever every connection i have just to find some inner peace.

grit my teeth im so so fed up
i dont want flowers or goddamn petals
blow it open confetti im troubled
bite my lip till it tastes like metal

yea

she tells me to breathe, keeps tellin me to breathe. 

just breathe.

infatuation

Ft. @deepinparis
Prod. @mycorpsebridee + @prod_permafrost
"Feel like max payne shootin at these junkies"

Lyrics:
--------------
PermaFrost:
You said I've had enough
150mgs in my cup
Think it's time to sober up 
But I'm used to lightin up
I can never have enough
You can send the file
I won't promise that I'll use it
Shootin bullets through the hall you know you can't do shit
I can tell that by my skill I'll never fit
Shittin on these kids make 'em...🤯🧠

Feel like max payne shootin at these junkies
Imma make it work I'm countin money
Vocals so bad that shits funny
I might work for you but for money

Black eye bloody nose everyone knows
It's the price I pay, I know what I chose
I think I need a break, What do I know
Tell my girl to steal your bitch, have a trio
Always askin how I do it
I can never tell
It's my dirty secret
Sorry I got secrets
Always by myself it's not a pretense

deepinparis:
Boy he gettin wet up
Let me paint a picture for you 
You getting set up
Bitch you set up
I just don't give a fu-
I said you outta luck
Bitch I'm runnin it up
Bitch I'm countin the bucks

Making all this money put it in a safe
Made a couple racks
I'm not here to stay
M-M-M-Made these bands
When I'm not awake
When I'm not awake
Bitch I'll find a way

PermaFrost:
Black eye bloody nose everyone knows
It's the price I pay, I know what I chose
I think I need a break, What do I know
Tell my girl to steal your bitch, have a trio
Always askin how I do it
I can never tell
It's my dirty secret
Sorry I got secrets
Always by myself it's not a pretense

What I Chose + deepinparis (+mycorpsebride)

wha
dont get what im asking
put together everything
im feeling kinda startled
pour gas on the carpet 
eyes on me 
its overwhelming
point and shoot the target

kick down the door and shut down the party
all the worst decisions always feeling so harmless
dont know where my heart went
take my hand and take each other out
ill take my chances

you got a sense of what people deserve
i plant my rocks in the dirt
hear voices cry from the earth
you know the tables have turned 
when you just get what you want
and im not better than that
squeeze it for all that its worth
i know when im around
people who get off on shame 
too busy looking through graves 
dont have the time to relate
fuck you
embalm my own body 
take myself to the morgue and shut in where i cant hear

force of nature 
youre gonna wanna sedate me 
know you hate my guts
spill them all out on the table
wasnt born was created
from remains and the waste
no supervision or safety
ill take a kick to the face at four thirty am in the morning
up from the adrenaline i hear the shadows stalking
me to the end of the city till the dawn hits
NOTHING IN MY STOMACH 
IM STILL FEELING FUCKING NAUSEOUS

decisions that i knew werent right for me
turn around 
bare teeth
and come back to bite me
drop through the ceiling with the perfect timing
tear down the room 
and bring a start to violence
and im stuck where i cant breathe
claustrophobic walls are closing in out in the darkness
dont know where my heart went 
take my hand and take each other out ill take my chances

told you that i burnt it long ago 
the fuck you searching for
ashes on the floor
why wont you let it go
didnt know it was a problem 
im so fallen 
feel the tension getting stronger
didnt want it to all end like that
feel my skin burn through as the lightning flash

take notes 
this is how you strip a carcass 
no im not the snake
i bit the apple in the garden

garden

ayy 
get it all back
something in the water coming up fast
hey 
youre better than that
gonna pull you under 
gonna pull you under

told you it wasnt working
cant tell you why im off it
cant tell you why im lost
im moving with way too much caution

i got five scythes tied in a cats eye
take flight metal grind thru the flat tire
no sight going blind in the late night
so numb in the hands 
getting frostbite
break locks dry ice over thermite 
no keys 
brute force
imma get whats mine
so many bodies in the morgue but i still feel life
too many gods in the sky telling me whats right

jump in the stream dont go to the surface
wanna sink deeper
shook off my nerves
im floating in stasis
cut up my brakes
and pushing through water further and further

all talk no solutions 
some things permanent 
one day youll learn but
somethings shifted 
tides always turning
cant always firm it
keep your head on if its that bad

always paying for the payback 
take lost memories from way back
crossing the bridge and you look straight down
holding the torch and you put it straight out
concrete blocks to your ankles fixed by your own design
dont know why youre drowning

locked outside in a maze but i ran for escape
and i almost found it

im in the field looking out for the landmines
nothing been this way for a long time
i kinda miss the spark of the live wire
its always hard to rely on your sidearm

i dont know if i deserve this
like me to waste my purpose
i learnt it all from you
i know that hurts
i know that hurts

i got five scythes tied in a cats eye
take flight metal grind thru the flat tire
no sight going blind in the late night
so numb in the hands 
getting frostbite
break locks dry ice over thermite 
no keys 
brute force
imma get whats mine
so many bodies in the morgue but i still feel life
too many gods in the sky telling me whats right

water

oh my love oh my love oh my love i think ive done bad 
broke my spirit because i never should have done that
pull me to pieces itll be the last time
so far its been a fucking carcrash

the scene out here feels like a painting 
the paint is flaking
the cracks are showing 
just sit alone 
anticipation
too many times i rack my brain and get more fucking questions
i wanna shut it down and give myself whats for the taking
oh my god
the winters feeling so cold
im riding solo
shaking under rainfall
i think id hate you but you didnt know
and theres so much more to be unveiled but i think this is my 
last one

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD I THINK I MIGHT SNAP
BREAK MY NECK ROUND TWICE AND GIVE ME WHIPLASH
DONT WANT TO FIGHT IT ANYMORE AND I DONT LIKE THAT
IM STUCK HERE BUILDING MY BRIDGES

OH MY LOVE OH MY LOVE OH MY LOVE I THINK IVE DONE BAD
BROKE MY SPIRIT COZ I NEVER SHOULD HAVE DONE THAT
PULL ME TO PEICES ITLL BE THE LAST TIME 
SO FAR ITS BEEN A FUCKING CARCRASH

WOAH YEA
ITS FEELING FATAL 
IM WATCHING CEILING FANS AND PAINT DRY AS THE TIME GOES BY
SOMETIMES I ACT UP AND I DONT KNOW WHY
IM LOSING HARD
ILL FLIP THE TABLE
WOAH YEEAH 
I GET UNSTABLE
IM WATCHING LIVES GO ON AND MILESTONES AS I FALL BEHIND
SO OUT OF MIND ILL PUT IT OUT OF SIGHT
SO FAR ITS BEEN A FUCKING CARCRASH

do you miss me?
do you really miss me?
couldnt take it if youd still want to be with me
are you listening?
hope youre out there listening
im alone walking through halls of broken mirrors

and im on time on my life
where ive got nothing to hide
ill put the six on the five 
and watch the acid rain
plasticize from the sky
im running circles with fire
im on the winning team's side
i know you cant relate

oh my god
the winters feeling so cold
im riding solo
shaking under rainfall
i think id hate you but you didnt know
and theres so much more to be unveiled but i think this is my 
last one

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD I THINK I MIGHT SNAP
BREAK MY NECK ROUND TWICE AND GIVE ME WHIPLASH
DONT WANT TO FIGHT IT ANYMORE AND I DONT LIKE THAT
IM STUCK HERE BUILDING MY BRIDGES

OH MY LOVE OH MY LOVE OH MY LOVE I THINK IVE DONE BAD
BROKE MY SPIRIT COZ I NEVER SHOULD HAVE DONE THAT
PULL ME TO PEICES ITLL BE THE LAST TIME 
SO FAR ITS BEEN A FUCKING CARCRASH

WOAH YEA
ITS FEELING FATAL 
IM WATCHING CEILING FANS AND PAINT DRY AS THE TIME GOES BY
SOMETIMES I ACT UP AND I DONT KNOW WHY
IM LOSING HARD
ILL FLIP THE TABLE
WOAH YEEAH 
I GET UNSTABLE
IM WATCHING LIVES GO ON AND MILESTONES AS I FALL BEHIND
SO OUT OF MIND ILL PUT IT OUT OF SIGHT
SO FAR ITS BEEN A FUCKING CARCRASH

carcrash

lost the keys to the cemetery
cutting down thorns
cutting my losses
down to the place you met me
gritting my teeth and clenching my fists for what im bout to bury
its all the weight you carry
its all the weight you carry

what i got to do to not run out of time 
when i drift unconscious and can taste the sky
all my senses gearing up for flight yeah
all my senses gearing up for flight

lost the keys to the cemetery now its square one
i dont wanna carry on
aspiration long gone
always trying to find peace in the things that feel wrong to me
in the things that feel wrong to me

take a couple months out for my senses 
try and lead astray anything that you mention
heads in the cloud im locked in
pensive
got a different definition of what heaven is
cause everyone got their own run and i dont ever wanna get caught up in difference
lost the keys to the cemetery

carry

@moderndayuk
@dialt0ne


Discord: benjiiiiiii#4572

carcrash

♫☣♫☣♫☣♫☣♫

Recent comments

Choppaguap

JamChig

JamChig

Rit(@rit_hk)

Related tracks