prod @starboyrob

@rouri404 @vaeo-music @polar333 
@crayolax @k0a @wheeeaty @mssnger

midnight (starboyrob)

MY DEBUT SINGLE :3 <3 !!!
lyrics below :o

PROD BY: 
@prodbyaustyn
@billsburyjoeboi

MIXED BY:
@eneightt

TORTURED SCREAMS BY:
@vaeo-music

COVER ART:
IG: bleuiink
Twitter: fckingstuwupid

i am right behind you always
one eye closed, you’re so cute when you’re sleeping
carve a place for me right in your ribcage
keep me.. in your.. headspace
peel your skin back, let me see those layers
before i eat get on my knees say prayers
harvest
your organs
your skin glued to mine, eat your heart out, you’re so pissed
im
a siren
a slow kiss
i’ll sing you to sleep, pick my teeth with your bones then-
baby im so fucking crazy for you
cross your heart or you will die cause i
wanna crawl into your skin
breathe me in
restart my pulse to make it match yours
catch
your blood before it hits the floor

i love you baby
i love you baby
i love you baby
i love you baby

THANK YOU TO EVERY SINGLE PERSON WHO HELPED ME CREATE THIS SONG AND TO EVERY SINGLE PERSON WHO GASSED ME UP WHENEVER THEY HEARD IT !!!

222. (austyn with a y & billsburyjoeboi)

prod me x brayam

LYRICS
now im goin insane
now im goin insane feel like im losin my brain
now im goin insane 
now im goin insane feel like im losin my brain

feel like i burn through competition 
cant deal with none of your bullshit i need a minute
i feel like im bleeding out someone call the medic
i found an easy out tryna get invested
and now im goin insane feel like im losin my brain
stuck in the dark too long i cant find my way
struggle with this shit everyday thats why i have migraines
you told me the thought counts
but all its doing is giving me headaches

oooouu its givin me migraines
ooouuu think i need a advil
ooouuu i can never act chill
better watch what you say about me

bury my thoughts away 
anything except for thinkin bout yesterday
you dont wanna feel my pain 
and i can barely feel my face
right now its all too real
why'd you have to teach me a lesson that i never wanted to learn
it gets worse
headaches everyday i cant tell you how bad it hurts
thought i was lost before now there is no tellin
if ill ever be the same
i just wanna see the breath come out your face
people told me to forgive you sooner
now im sittin here lookin like a loser 
im sorry if i end up seeing you sooner on the other side

Spotify

headaches*

19x w/ zephyr

cover, prod and vocals by yonklolz.

lyrics:

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

You misuse your influence
Talk down on everything
Desire to not exist
One like and everything flips
And I can't tell you why
My existence is a lie
Bitch, I'm talking
Please don't try to speak
I've been on the low
For the past few weeks
I've been struggling
And I'm sick of it
Make me feel like shit
What's the point of it

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

And I can't seem to find what's real
My mind is a painting but every day it peels
And I wrote so many songs about you
The pictures on my wall all lost their value
And maybe one day, I'll get around you
But this time, I'll just fall

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

spotify

don't test me!

loop credits to @janeremover

Art by: Brandon Graser(@brandongraser on instagram)
Special thanks to Voda and Joeboi for all the help, really helped bring out the potential in this track :) (also big thanks to Niz for the manager maneuvers🤞🏾)


Prod: KBL
Arrangement: Voda Fuji
Mix and Master: Voda Fuji, KBL, Billsburyjoeboi

WTF ft funeral (prod.KBL)

lost the keys to the cemetery
cutting down thorns
cutting my losses
down to the place you met me
gritting my teeth and clenching my fists for what im bout to bury
its all the weight you carry
its all the weight you carry

what i got to do to not run out of time 
when i drift unconscious and can taste the sky
all my senses gearing up for flight yeah
all my senses gearing up for flight

lost the keys to the cemetery now its square one
i dont wanna carry on
aspiration long gone
always trying to find peace in the things that feel wrong to me
in the things that feel wrong to me

take a couple months out for my senses 
try and lead astray anything that you mention
heads in the cloud im locked in
pensive
got a different definition of what heaven is
cause everyone got their own run and i dont ever wanna get caught up in difference
lost the keys to the cemetery

SPOTIFY

carry

☆

prod and mix by @traxee 

BEATSCAPE: https://youtu.be/jIFm2VkaaQ8 

Get the elevator on the wrong floor I didnt press it right
Office job is kinda lame still stuck in the past
I wanna try a different way
Pet projects and cases that they throw away
Trash it and go back to grey

safe in the dark town
oddly unironic
and at least i can walk unafraid
if i believe things will be alright
Pillows on my bed
shove em all to the ground
and tryna feel less alone
by turning on the tv
open your diary
what did u write about me
ink lit up from the screen
the brightest show and tell
yea

Little glow in the dark
Ceiling with the stick on stars
its like the world is ours
when its not really at all
See how its all gonna play out
Still Trying not to fade out
Stick with me on the days
That aren’t easy at all

i confuse myself, help
i could use some self help
never know what to do
So I must be selfish too
leave it all on the line
trust itll all end up fine
leave it all on the line
Its why i look to you

and then I'm back to the real world
and i'm working 9 to 7s
wasting my freakin life
without learning any lessons 
realitys so numbing
Step one and then come through
I think i'll feel better if we talk 
in circles like we do

i got u using my slang
the words we say are the same
makes me believe in something
i used to think was insane

Ima watch it all unfurl
They make it seem so easy to fall
but i know i'd get picked up
even if it takes a while

Off the elevator on the wrong floor i didnt press it right
Office job is kinda lame but its not gonna last
i wanna try a different way
feeling out the phases
they say
go away 
always make it out okay

ultrabeat sound of my 18 (p. traxee)

thank you @kaihaunted for the cover art :3
& thank you for all the birthday wishes!! if i reply to all of them too quick soundcloud will think im a fkn bot but know i love each n every one of you :3
obvious influences are obvious, sue me!
lyrics:
turning twentytwo
i don't have a clue
what i'm gonna do
with my life
i guess that's okay
i can rot away
in the comfort
of my bedroom

been a legal alcoholic for a year now
guess it wasn't hard to get down
like a deer in the highlights
future's coming fast
arms open wide
will i fall
or will i fly
cause ain't shit changed in a year and a half
was hoping this one's better than the year before last
if i had stuck it out
i'd have graduated college by now,,
but then i'd move on
i'd have a degree
it'd be probably worse
you gotta agree
but there's nothing i'd rather do :3

turning twentytwo
i don't have a clue
what i'm gonna do
with my life
i guess that's okay
i can rot away
in the comfort
of my bedroom

turning twentytwo
i don't have a clue
what i'm gonna do
with my life
i guess that's okay
i can rot away
in the comfort
of my bedroom

STEMS

twentytwo

prod by me :)

lyrics:

i just woke up from a dream
where i got to hold your hand
hold my head up while we're out
i really doubt you'd understand

spin my wheels out
lost traction
don't know how to feel now
caught up in reaction
you told me forever
it's not lasting
i just feel like dead weight 
pretend i didn't happen

i'll have to hold myself
i don't got no friends if u couldn't tell
i could say my feelings but it wouldn't help
so i'll change my dreams just to make it sell

looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

i didnt like what i saw in the mirror 
so i made someone and i hope that i wont fear her
i wrote a song about it listen till my ears hurt
no matter what the message isnt getting clearer

never wanna talk if it's not your turn
never gonna stop just to hear me hurt
cause it's what i got its what i deserve
tryna take my heart boy you got some nerve

i'll have to hold myself
i don't got no friends if u couldn't tell
i could say my feelings but it wouldn't help
so i'll change my dreams just to make it sell

looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

(cause i've been)
looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

lakehouse

LOCO

@moderndayuk
@dialt0ne


Discord: benjiiiiiii#4572

carry

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