Amazing work bro love the vocals on this one

prod. michael harrison and sample from @heylog - next to u 

you texted me 
i'm not sure what to say
i’ll respond in a week
maybe 2, maybe 3

not who i have been
honestly exhausted 
pills help me focus
haven’t you noticed 

i haven’t been myself 
and honestly i’m hurting
taking different things
cuz i swear that i’m a burden

i feel so alone 
take a pill or maybe smoke
yeah, i shouldn’t be on the rode 
but you know i gotta go home

slur my words when i talk to people 
gotten to the point everybody think it’s normal
feelings get hard to jump like a hurdle
i don’t feel great can you meet me in the middle

you make it so hard to live
NO YOU DON’T
i feel like i’m in hell

YOU TEXTED ME
I'M NOT SURE WHAT TO SAY
I’LL RESPOND IN A WEEK
MAYBE 2, MAYBE 3

i’m crying, i’m broken

FINE, I DUNNO HOW TO FACE IT
DOING EVERYTHING THAT I CAN BUT IT’S FADING
FUNNY, I BEEN DOING THIS FOR TWO YEARS AND I’M HURTING STILL
I THOUGHT THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO HELP ME, SO THAT I CAN HEAL

see, i been struggling mentally 
scared to talk to anybody 
but i been self-medicating 
hoping that it won’t kill me

cuz when i dropped dry i’s i thought that i was gonna die
writing on the bathroom floor while i looked up at the sky
throwing up all of the food that i just had just ate last night
then i thought to myself is it okay if i actually cry
cuz it felt so selfish when i did it i don’t wanna lie

ive been lying (michael harrison)

Lyrics-

(Verse 1~Ford)

Yeah Yeah
I'm in my head and I cant get out of it today
Maybe tomorrow I could find me a way
Life sucks
And I don't wanna do nothing
When its rough I'm just tryna prove something
I'm out of luck
Like why you leave?
There's nothing i can keep
I just delete everything and then repeat
But it don't even matter in the first place
Heart cold so shattered like a broken vase

(Chorus-Benzo)

What did i do to deserve this
All the pain i'm in its really hurting
Suicide on my mind 24/8
I aint even fucking slept and i've barely ate
Tryna find a way to escape my mind cos'
It's so dark in there at times but'
No one seems to care they just move on
Benzo just a junkie thats what hes on

(Verse 2-Greenwood)

Everybody's so burnt out could you slow me down?
Everybody's ok now i could turn around
I'll be fine when the drugs hit but i'm not right now
I could learn to be someone if i leave this house
In a week or so
We could speak as though
Nothing ever really happens i'm just feeling cold
I just need to know
If i lose control
If it hurts a little less then we could call it home

(Chorus-Benzo)

What did i do to deserve this
All the pain i'm in its really hurting
Suicide on my mind 24/8
I aint even fucking slept and i've barely ate
Tryna find a way to escape my mind cos'
It's so dark in there at times but'
No one seems to care they just move on
Benzo just a junkie thats what hes on

Tryna Find A Way To Escape My Mind

Tryna Find A Way To Escape My Mind w/brecken x greenwood (prod. venus)

Stable conversation! Lyrics below! :) 

You’re staring in my eyes 
To see your own reflection
Wouldn’t walk outside with me
Unless you felt perfection 
Told me wait at home, oh baby 
I can’t stand rejection 
Positive and negative I think we lost connection 
I don’t want be out in the rain 
See myself in puddles guess I was to blame 
Leaving me on read, whilst I bleed in the day
My heart was only fixed when you went away
I thought eveything would work out 
But now I’m hit with sudden doubt 
I’ve been truly fucked for ages 
This destruction is contagious 

I told you my heart was yours
So I gave you the key 
saw you lock it in a chest 
Like Davy Jones from the sea
Broken bones never stopped me from standing
And the sticks alone will be a reason for abondoning 
This situauton, infused furstration 
Am I really stable for this conversation?!

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Stable Conversation

Undead
I full send 
I loathe it 
Not breathing 
Just floating 
Not living 
I hate me 
Just roaming 

I been here fighting for so many years 
Heroes pass by but not one of them care 
I’ve had enough, the world I declare 
Is evil, but I still can’t go anywhere 
Anchored am I, my body still there 
My army defies, my orders I swear
When you see the lies, I hope you beware 
That I’m traitor, a disguise I wear
I’ve tried everything that’s ever been shared 
And to all the gods, I’ve given my prayers 
The books that I’ve read have led to despair
So I just sit praying that I disappear 

Undead
I full send 
I loathe it 
Not breathing 
Just floating 
Not living 
I hate me 
Just roaming

covered by the millionth particle of dust (nobodysthereforme)

Set in stone w/ SteL! + Siem spark! Lyrics below
Mastered by vails 
Follow stel:
https://on.soundcloud.com/9dUHAvFCYRT32oWh9

(Vails)
It’s so cold in my room
But all the heating is on 
nobody to talk too
Yet I’m scrolling my phone 
24/7 
Liking IG pics
Seeing my friends all high 
Cus they’re in love and it’s
So hard, cus I know I had this once before
The last one, so toxic I don’t want no more

I dont think I got over my first love
Cus nothings met that standard I once loved
Alcohol is really set in stone 
Think my Bloodline and bones made from Smirnoff gold  and I 

(Hook)
I’m so scared in the inside
I got problems with my self and I would never tell a soul about it
Feel afraid just to realise
That in the end there ain’t no body for me when it comes down to it uh
Yes Dying has crossed my mind
In fact I dreamt about suicide last night
Taking snow will ease the pain 
Escape this reality don’t think I can be tamed no

When I meet my untimely end
You’ll see a bunch of fake friends
Post a memory of years ago
Like you weren’t there this time you know

(SteL!)
You know you weren’t there the last time 
You went too far and i crossed the line
Imma go cause it gets so hard to think about

And i know that I can’t get you off my mind
Not the truth when i told you I’m doin fine 
I fold and i switch my composure the moment you notice I’m stuck in my head decomposing

(Vails)
I dont think I got over my first love
Cus nothings met that standard I once loved
Alcohol is really set in stone 
Think my Bloodline and bones made from Smirnoff gold  and I 

(Hook)
I’m so scared in the inside
I got problems with my self and I would never tell a soul about it
Feel afraid just to realise
That in the end there ain’t no body for me when it comes down to it uh
Yes Dying has crossed my mind
In fact I dreamt about suicide last night
Taking snow will ease the pain 
Escape this reality don’t think I can be tamed no

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3. set in stone (feat. SteL!)

Everything I see is different shades of blue 
Don’t know where to go but I won’t follow you 
With everything I gived, you gave me nothing 
With everything I gived, you gave me nothing 
I don’t wanna fall from all this miss use 
Maybe if I was sober I’d be over you 
With everything I gived you gave me nothing 
With everything I gived you gave me nothing 

Don’t pick me up from my bed 
Don’t take the pills outta my hand 
50 milligrams of Zoloft I need that 
My heart is black and my lungs will match 

I don’t wanna always be depressed bitch but you seem to make it hard to get it pass that 
And I know that our love is past tense 
But it’s so damn hard to be present 

We can’t go back to my shed 
I burnt it down with all my friends 
Why can’t you make me happy

anything,everything  (Prod.Coil)

Production by Geam 
(Vails x Geam) fuck that bitch!! Hope u enjoy!!

Fuck da bitch yuh
Counting hunnids from the top
Like bitch I got  my guap
Know we ballin here a lot 
Ye 
Fuck dat bitch
No more fuckin up with shots 
They might think I lost the plot
But I’m cunning like a fox 
Like 
Ya
Fuck dat hoe
Better on my own 
In my own lane, they like vailsy how the fuck 
U keeping sane
smoke a lot a shit, then get higher than a dove 
If my head is in the clouds, then I can’t be hurt by love like 

Tell me am I crazy? I just want you fuckin me so lazy 
Like all day, even when the fuckin clouds are grey I want it hotter than the sun 
Blow my load out on her bum
Make some money, Ice my gums 
With the cocaine bitch I’m dripping
All this liquour I be sipping , yeah these shawties they be tripping 
Cus they think i got they back 
But here’s a heart attack
Ain’t no way u see me coming back 

Fuck da bitch yuh
Counting hunnids from the top
Like bitch I got  my guap
Know we ballin here a lot 
Ye 
Fuck dat bitch
No more fuckin up with shots 
They might think I lost the plot
But I’m cunning like a fox 
Like 
Ya
Fuck dat hoe
Better on my own 
In my own lane, they like vailsy how the fuck 
U keeping sane
smoke a lot a shit, then get higher than a dove 
If my head is in the clouds, then I can’t be hurt by love like

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4. fkdatbch

Tear out my eyes and fall on the floor
No one’s around me, I feel so alone  

Haven’t the brightest idea of what I’ll do with my life 

I’ll take your hand and follow I’ll you into the night 

I’ll follow you into the dark as you eat me alive  

Tear out my eyes and fall on the floor
No one’s around me, I feel so alone  

Haven’t the brightest idea of what I’ll do with my life 

I’ll take your hand and follow I’ll you into the night 

I’ll follow you into the dark as you eat me alive  

Rip off my hands I promise you can take my life

eat me alive [+ michael harrison]

You're the only one I see

prod. zeromandia x kumoBD

i would hate to see you go
i know you love it when it snows
sometimes i dont see the road
ill do like, whatever
i dont wanna mind the weather
my mind would say ill never know
cause even if i do
ill still just ask you 
i hate my point of view
ill put my trust in truth
ill never need me
i guess things have to be this way
please dont ever question that
i know that i was bad

covered by the millionth particle of dust (nobodysthereforme)

heyzbee

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