prod. michael harrison and sample from @heylog - next to u 

you texted me 
i'm not sure what to say
i’ll respond in a week
maybe 2, maybe 3

not who i have been
honestly exhausted 
pills help me focus
haven’t you noticed 

i haven’t been myself 
and honestly i’m hurting
taking different things
cuz i swear that i’m a burden

i feel so alone 
take a pill or maybe smoke
yeah, i shouldn’t be on the rode 
but you know i gotta go home

slur my words when i talk to people 
gotten to the point everybody think it’s normal
feelings get hard to jump like a hurdle
i don’t feel great can you meet me in the middle

you make it so hard to live
NO YOU DON’T
i feel like i’m in hell

YOU TEXTED ME
I'M NOT SURE WHAT TO SAY
I’LL RESPOND IN A WEEK
MAYBE 2, MAYBE 3

i’m crying, i’m broken

FINE, I DUNNO HOW TO FACE IT
DOING EVERYTHING THAT I CAN BUT IT’S FADING
FUNNY, I BEEN DOING THIS FOR TWO YEARS AND I’M HURTING STILL
I THOUGHT THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO HELP ME, SO THAT I CAN HEAL

see, i been struggling mentally 
scared to talk to anybody 
but i been self-medicating 
hoping that it won’t kill me

cuz when i dropped dry i’s i thought that i was gonna die
writing on the bathroom floor while i looked up at the sky
throwing up all of the food that i just had just ate last night
then i thought to myself is it okay if i actually cry
cuz it felt so selfish when i did it i don’t wanna lie

ive been lying (michael harrison)

Lyrics-

(Verse 1~Ford)

Yeah Yeah
I'm in my head and I cant get out of it today
Maybe tomorrow I could find me a way
Life sucks
And I don't wanna do nothing
When its rough I'm just tryna prove something
I'm out of luck
Like why you leave?
There's nothing i can keep
I just delete everything and then repeat
But it don't even matter in the first place
Heart cold so shattered like a broken vase

(Chorus-Benzo)

What did i do to deserve this
All the pain i'm in its really hurting
Suicide on my mind 24/8
I aint even fucking slept and i've barely ate
Tryna find a way to escape my mind cos'
It's so dark in there at times but'
No one seems to care they just move on
Benzo just a junkie thats what hes on

(Verse 2-Greenwood)

Everybody's so burnt out could you slow me down?
Everybody's ok now i could turn around
I'll be fine when the drugs hit but i'm not right now
I could learn to be someone if i leave this house
In a week or so
We could speak as though
Nothing ever really happens i'm just feeling cold
I just need to know
If i lose control
If it hurts a little less then we could call it home

(Chorus-Benzo)

What did i do to deserve this
All the pain i'm in its really hurting
Suicide on my mind 24/8
I aint even fucking slept and i've barely ate
Tryna find a way to escape my mind cos'
It's so dark in there at times but'
No one seems to care they just move on
Benzo just a junkie thats what hes on

Tryna Find A Way To Escape My Mind

Tryna Find A Way To Escape My Mind w/brecken x greenwood (prod. venus)

Undead
I full send 
I loathe it 
Not breathing 
Just floating 
Not living 
I hate me 
Just roaming 

I been here fighting for so many years 
Heroes pass by but not one of them care 
I’ve had enough, the world I declare 
Is evil, but I still can’t go anywhere 
Anchored am I, my body still there 
My army defies, my orders I swear
When you see the lies, I hope you beware 
That I’m traitor, a disguise I wear
I’ve tried everything that’s ever been shared 
And to all the gods, I’ve given my prayers 
The books that I’ve read have led to despair
So I just sit praying that I disappear 

Undead
I full send 
I loathe it 
Not breathing 
Just floating 
Not living 
I hate me 
Just roaming

covered by the millionth particle of dust (nobodysthereforme)

on all platforms <3
ft. @yblocofficial
prod. @junk_king_mp3

LYRICS!!
Lets get out this crowded room and drive for a mile
Turning 21 still young free n wild
Pack my shit, we're here for awhile now im full of it
Anxiety capsizing, im overboard, aint nothing gon save me
Lets leave this place and speed to safety
But maybe not today
As long as ur in my arms were safe
Even when tears stream down my face
And im crying for ur love dont take it away

Ship to shore, on an open sea
Planks pull apart, like rotten teeth
And i fumble into the dark so awkwardly
throw something overboard n rescue me

ybloc:
you make me feel so nauseous 
throw it all away
i can’t stop overthinking
everything you say
you only get one warning
get up out my face
continue all your whoring
i don’t wanna play
i done with all these games
i done with everything
i drowning in emotion
can someone rescue me

crowded ft. ybloc [prod. junk king]

Set in stone w/ SteL! + Siem spark! Lyrics below
Mastered by vails 
Follow stel:
https://on.soundcloud.com/9dUHAvFCYRT32oWh9

(Vails)
It’s so cold in my room
But all the heating is on 
nobody to talk too
Yet I’m scrolling my phone 
24/7 
Liking IG pics
Seeing my friends all high 
Cus they’re in love and it’s
So hard, cus I know I had this once before
The last one, so toxic I don’t want no more

I dont think I got over my first love
Cus nothings met that standard I once loved
Alcohol is really set in stone 
Think my Bloodline and bones made from Smirnoff gold  and I 

(Hook)
I’m so scared in the inside
I got problems with my self and I would never tell a soul about it
Feel afraid just to realise
That in the end there ain’t no body for me when it comes down to it uh
Yes Dying has crossed my mind
In fact I dreamt about suicide last night
Taking snow will ease the pain 
Escape this reality don’t think I can be tamed no

When I meet my untimely end
You’ll see a bunch of fake friends
Post a memory of years ago
Like you weren’t there this time you know

(SteL!)
You know you weren’t there the last time 
You went too far and i crossed the line
Imma go cause it gets so hard to think about

And i know that I can’t get you off my mind
Not the truth when i told you I’m doin fine 
I fold and i switch my composure the moment you notice I’m stuck in my head decomposing

(Vails)
I dont think I got over my first love
Cus nothings met that standard I once loved
Alcohol is really set in stone 
Think my Bloodline and bones made from Smirnoff gold  and I 

(Hook)
I’m so scared in the inside
I got problems with my self and I would never tell a soul about it
Feel afraid just to realise
That in the end there ain’t no body for me when it comes down to it uh
Yes Dying has crossed my mind
In fact I dreamt about suicide last night
Taking snow will ease the pain 
Escape this reality don’t think I can be tamed no

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3. set in stone (feat. SteL!)

Production by the sound clown and splashgvng
<3 vails x clown !!!

Silent footsteps in your bathrobes
I felt your presence when I hit the rocks 
Justification for this actions we took
Never seemed to help your plot 
A murderer mystery but you were the main part 
felt your last breathe down my neck and crawled up,  all my body, oh my skin hurts 

Five fingers out the water 
Felt like a lamb sent  to the slaughter 
This was someone’s fucking daughter 
And you let her go 
Sure I made contact with him
The killer was amongst the worst of us
We had sinned. Life begins
Hers had only just begun 

So young yet so naive that she could trust us 
Well only you had the awful brains out just to trump us 
What’s really worse is it the guilt of knowing what you’ve done
Cus we all witnessed this catastrophe, you drowned her fun 
She was the love of my life.
Every single moment we shared just felt so right 

Five fingers out the water 
Felt like a lamb sent  to the slaughter 
This was someone’s fucking daughter 
And you let her go 
Sure I made contact with him
The killer was amongst the worst of us
We had sinned. Life begins
Hers had only just begun 

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12. murder mystery

Production by Geam 
(Vails x Geam) fuck that bitch!! Hope u enjoy!!

Fuck da bitch yuh
Counting hunnids from the top
Like bitch I got  my guap
Know we ballin here a lot 
Ye 
Fuck dat bitch
No more fuckin up with shots 
They might think I lost the plot
But I’m cunning like a fox 
Like 
Ya
Fuck dat hoe
Better on my own 
In my own lane, they like vailsy how the fuck 
U keeping sane
smoke a lot a shit, then get higher than a dove 
If my head is in the clouds, then I can’t be hurt by love like 

Tell me am I crazy? I just want you fuckin me so lazy 
Like all day, even when the fuckin clouds are grey I want it hotter than the sun 
Blow my load out on her bum
Make some money, Ice my gums 
With the cocaine bitch I’m dripping
All this liquour I be sipping , yeah these shawties they be tripping 
Cus they think i got they back 
But here’s a heart attack
Ain’t no way u see me coming back 

Fuck da bitch yuh
Counting hunnids from the top
Like bitch I got  my guap
Know we ballin here a lot 
Ye 
Fuck dat bitch
No more fuckin up with shots 
They might think I lost the plot
But I’m cunning like a fox 
Like 
Ya
Fuck dat hoe
Better on my own 
In my own lane, they like vailsy how the fuck 
U keeping sane
smoke a lot a shit, then get higher than a dove 
If my head is in the clouds, then I can’t be hurt by love like

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4. fkdatbch

[Tumor the Peter Pan]

ooohhhh
will I see you around?
I wonder whens the next time that I'll talk to you
Im missing all the talks we had I think I'll fall 4u
Im wishing that we still talked cant move on from u

moving place, moving space
moving real far away
hoped you'll never go away
but im gone, so your gone
what we had, fade away
turned to dust, rot away
and im still sad to this day

Partial, impartial
I barter with modules
Im pushing these cargos
Im grabbing my auto
I hate magnum opus
Ill go way beyond this
there's no way to stop this

falllll
like a star thats got me enthralled
I think im dying
Like a dreamy view of the stars 
that has me crying 
Like a mirror inside my walls 
that has me hiding 

masked up face
cuz im hiding whats erased
im still running with my blade
im still riding with my gang 
cuz I treat em like my fam
we dont need no blicks or bands
just need things we got on hand
gonna fly to farther lands
never landing 

cuz I got the things that I need
dont wanna grow up
But I'll bleed from things that I'll see
still need my glow up
Got me thinking of things that ill dream
I hope ill go up

Grow up - Tumor x Slashy (Prod.silo)

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Crizzy White

Hold up brodie
I thought we was friends 
Cut our ties 
Left my life 
Don't you come again 
You get 5%
Of my smallest hit
Huh huh huh huh

Hold up brodie
I thought we was friends 
Cut our ties 
Left my life 
Don't you come again 
You get 5%
Of my smallest hits
Fake bitch 
Fake bitch 
You can suck my dick 

Got me that bag
And your pocket is hurting 
I'm curving
And swerving 
The shots that you sending 
Said mending a friendship 
Ain't part of my limits
I play and I win it
You play like a scrimmage
So spinach me up like I'm Popeye and hit it
I kill competition 
There's no way you winning 
I smile I'm grinning 
Boy who is you kidding 
Get outta my mentions 
You pussy ass bitches
I swear that I made me a hit and I followed it up with another one 
Bro tryna copy my shit so I guess that I got me another son 
I'm tryna hit then I dip so that lil bastard ain't showing up 
Gimme that child support 
Send me a cheque for the verse you took
I'm in the kitchen like bitch I cook
You always bitching can't make a hook
You always wishing I made a open
Shut the fuck up stay hopin'
Making waves and I split the Oceans
Last album was set in stoning
Split the scene like my name is Moses
Get my splits then I get to going

Hold up brodie
I thought we was friends 
Cut our ties 
Left my life 
Don't you come again 
You get 5%
Of my smallest hits
Fake bitch 
Fake bitch 
You can suck my dick 

Bro getting pressed like for what 
I call up your bitch to bust a nut 
I might call up xipz and hit your show
I might look you in the eyes and fuck your hoe
Damn that bitch gon feel it in her toes
Damn Crizzy White made it snow
I just look her in the eyes while she choke 
See that bump go deeper in her throat
Play the villain I do it good
Minecraft get to chopping wood
On my shaft and she ride it quick 
You a fake bitch you ain't doing shit 
Got a diamond hoe with my diamond pick
And my diamond sword gonna split a bitch 
You overrated so fucking quit
Got a mouthful of my fucking dick

Hold up brodie
I thought we was friends 
Cut our ties 
Left my life 
Don't you come again 
You get 5%
Of my smallest hits
Fake bitch 
Fake bitch 
You can suck my dick

Fake Bitch

Produced by Crizzy White
Vocals by Crizzy White, Jadedloner, Goyard Sad Boi
Mixed by Crizzy White, Jadedloner
Mastered by Crizzy White

Jaded - https://soundcloud.com/jadedloner
Goyard - https://soundcloud.com/sadboigoyard

Hook: Crizzy White
Verse 1: Jadedloner
Verse 2: Goyard Sad Boi

covered by the millionth particle of dust (nobodysthereforme)

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