prod. michael harrison and sample from @heylog - next to u 

you texted me 
i'm not sure what to say
i’ll respond in a week
maybe 2, maybe 3

not who i have been
honestly exhausted 
pills help me focus
haven’t you noticed 

i haven’t been myself 
and honestly i’m hurting
taking different things
cuz i swear that i’m a burden

i feel so alone 
take a pill or maybe smoke
yeah, i shouldn’t be on the rode 
but you know i gotta go home

slur my words when i talk to people 
gotten to the point everybody think it’s normal
feelings get hard to jump like a hurdle
i don’t feel great can you meet me in the middle

you make it so hard to live
NO YOU DON’T
i feel like i’m in hell

YOU TEXTED ME
I'M NOT SURE WHAT TO SAY
I’LL RESPOND IN A WEEK
MAYBE 2, MAYBE 3

i’m crying, i’m broken

FINE, I DUNNO HOW TO FACE IT
DOING EVERYTHING THAT I CAN BUT IT’S FADING
FUNNY, I BEEN DOING THIS FOR TWO YEARS AND I’M HURTING STILL
I THOUGHT THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO HELP ME, SO THAT I CAN HEAL

see, i been struggling mentally 
scared to talk to anybody 
but i been self-medicating 
hoping that it won’t kill me

cuz when i dropped dry i’s i thought that i was gonna die
writing on the bathroom floor while i looked up at the sky
throwing up all of the food that i just had just ate last night
then i thought to myself is it okay if i actually cry
cuz it felt so selfish when i did it i don’t wanna lie

ive been lying (michael harrison)

Undead
I full send 
I loathe it 
Not breathing 
Just floating 
Not living 
I hate me 
Just roaming 

I been here fighting for so many years 
Heroes pass by but not one of them care 
I’ve had enough, the world I declare 
Is evil, but I still can’t go anywhere 
Anchored am I, my body still there 
My army defies, my orders I swear
When you see the lies, I hope you beware 
That I’m traitor, a disguise I wear
I’ve tried everything that’s ever been shared 
And to all the gods, I’ve given my prayers 
The books that I’ve read have led to despair
So I just sit praying that I disappear 

Undead
I full send 
I loathe it 
Not breathing 
Just floating 
Not living 
I hate me 
Just roaming

covered by the millionth particle of dust (nobodysthereforme)

lilac

produced by ryini

lyrics:

is this real
tell me how you feel
sorry i made you scared
i was afraid you werent there
you werent there
is this real
tell me how you feel
baby wait hows it feel
do u care
do u care

can u hear me in your skin im breathin
u feel me on your face im leavin
a hole inside your heart you are the reason
youre the reason
that were freezin

talk is cheap kiss me wont you
pacify me with your lips
i know youre insecure its
okay cause youre so perfect 
talk to me look me in my 
eyes when u do
stuck in my room
lookin for you

is this real
tell me how you feel
sorry i made you scared
i was afraid you werent there
you werent there
is this real
tell me how you feel
baby wait hows it feel
do u care
do u care

is this real
girl just say how you feel
some aint right, i been here
i been there, see ur face everywhere 
talk is cheap, kiss on me
i cant breathe, when you leave
suffocate, my own brain
all of my thoughts are of you

winter (ryini)

lyrics


are u stupid
r u dumb
ur not getting it
cant believe im wasting my time
for ur betterment 
i spent two weeks mad blind
in this hellpit
asking me if this a bad time
like
no shit
i spent 20 days on my own in this ocean
i spent a hundred bucks to realize thats its worthless
ah my lung
ah my heart
uh
hurt a bit
in my eyes
in my life
i cant learn a thing

idk whats going thru ur head right now
everytime im moving past
ur pulling me down
in the right now
what’s happening right now
coughing up my lungs 
refilling with doubt

if i held my breath
would u fill my lungs
if i felt my head
wuld u cut it off
even past the death
i can feel my guts
when i take a left
on this old road stop

u just try to talk to me but dont
im not tryna speak right now
its been plenty months and ive grown
i had got the feeling that u wont
i had sped fast down the road
i jus might crash , pick up the bones
idc 
n i just try not to boast
in the air im smelling burnt toast

are u stupid
r u dumb
ur not getting it
cant believe im wasting my time
for ur betterment 
i spent two weeks mad blind
in this hellpit
asking me if this a bad time
like
no shit
i spent 20 days on my own in this ocean
i spent a hundred bucks to realize thats its worthless
ah my lung
ah my heart
uh
hurt a bit
in my eyes
in my life
i cant learn a thing

w0rthless_

Set in stone w/ SteL! + Siem spark! Lyrics below
Mastered by vails 
Follow stel:
https://on.soundcloud.com/9dUHAvFCYRT32oWh9

(Vails)
It’s so cold in my room
But all the heating is on 
nobody to talk too
Yet I’m scrolling my phone 
24/7 
Liking IG pics
Seeing my friends all high 
Cus they’re in love and it’s
So hard, cus I know I had this once before
The last one, so toxic I don’t want no more

I dont think I got over my first love
Cus nothings met that standard I once loved
Alcohol is really set in stone 
Think my Bloodline and bones made from Smirnoff gold  and I 

(Hook)
I’m so scared in the inside
I got problems with my self and I would never tell a soul about it
Feel afraid just to realise
That in the end there ain’t no body for me when it comes down to it uh
Yes Dying has crossed my mind
In fact I dreamt about suicide last night
Taking snow will ease the pain 
Escape this reality don’t think I can be tamed no

When I meet my untimely end
You’ll see a bunch of fake friends
Post a memory of years ago
Like you weren’t there this time you know

(SteL!)
You know you weren’t there the last time 
You went too far and i crossed the line
Imma go cause it gets so hard to think about

And i know that I can’t get you off my mind
Not the truth when i told you I’m doin fine 
I fold and i switch my composure the moment you notice I’m stuck in my head decomposing

(Vails)
I dont think I got over my first love
Cus nothings met that standard I once loved
Alcohol is really set in stone 
Think my Bloodline and bones made from Smirnoff gold  and I 

(Hook)
I’m so scared in the inside
I got problems with my self and I would never tell a soul about it
Feel afraid just to realise
That in the end there ain’t no body for me when it comes down to it uh
Yes Dying has crossed my mind
In fact I dreamt about suicide last night
Taking snow will ease the pain 
Escape this reality don’t think I can be tamed no

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3. set in stone (feat. SteL!)

prod. @whos-that-clown

lyrics:

got my name in they mouth
give em lockjaw
gotta get em gone cut em out
on the choppin block
thinking bout the guap
i ain't even rockin carhartt
but i got that work on me
for the long haul

yeah i got some dirt in my lungs
why i cough hard
smoked ur whole stash
then i smash the fuckin jar apart
touching hella cash 
yeah its racks for the wockhardt pint yeah
every time i spaz i don't talk that nice
and i went to hell and back as i walk on ice
just to kill another track i can not flop twice
and i went to hell and back as i walk on ice
just to kill another track i can not flop twice

got a ticket for my swag 
like i lost my rights to flex
off the white i aint tired yet
no i cant do right im a liar at best

bag habits (prod. the sound clown)

[Tumor the Peter Pan]

ooohhhh
will I see you around?
I wonder whens the next time that I'll talk to you
Im missing all the talks we had I think I'll fall 4u
Im wishing that we still talked cant move on from u

moving place, moving space
moving real far away
hoped you'll never go away
but im gone, so your gone
what we had, fade away
turned to dust, rot away
and im still sad to this day

Partial, impartial
I barter with modules
Im pushing these cargos
Im grabbing my auto
I hate magnum opus
Ill go way beyond this
there's no way to stop this

falllll
like a star thats got me enthralled
I think im dying
Like a dreamy view of the stars 
that has me crying 
Like a mirror inside my walls 
that has me hiding 

masked up face
cuz im hiding whats erased
im still running with my blade
im still riding with my gang 
cuz I treat em like my fam
we dont need no blicks or bands
just need things we got on hand
gonna fly to farther lands
never landing 

cuz I got the things that I need
dont wanna grow up
But I'll bleed from things that I'll see
still need my glow up
Got me thinking of things that ill dream
I hope ill go up

Grow up - Tumor x Slashy (Prod.silo)

Tear out my eyes and fall on the floor
No one’s around me, I feel so alone  

Haven’t the brightest idea of what I’ll do with my life 

I’ll take your hand and follow I’ll you into the night 

I’ll follow you into the dark as you eat me alive  

Tear out my eyes and fall on the floor
No one’s around me, I feel so alone  

Haven’t the brightest idea of what I’ll do with my life 

I’ll take your hand and follow I’ll you into the night 

I’ll follow you into the dark as you eat me alive  

Rip off my hands I promise you can take my life

eat me alive [+ michael harrison]

prod. zeromandia x kumoBD

i would hate to see you go
i know you love it when it snows
sometimes i dont see the road
ill do like, whatever
i dont wanna mind the weather
my mind would say ill never know
cause even if i do
ill still just ask you 
i hate my point of view
ill put my trust in truth
ill never need me
i guess things have to be this way
please dont ever question that
i know that i was bad

covered by the millionth particle of dust (nobodysthereforme)

heyzbee