your flow for this is something ive never jeard i swear holy hell

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[verse 1]
ouuu i want you to let go
allow me out of your hold
let me fuck up on my own
need time to learn and grow

[chorus]
i need be my own person
everything needs to be a lesson
i cant be protected by you
i need to learn to be on my own

[Verse 2]
i just need some space 
please just get away
i dont wanna talk
unless youre talkin bout the cake

i been workin hard 
i been workin everyday
puttin in the hours 
then get home n work on wavs

puttin in the hours then get home n work on wavs
yeah im workin on the wavs

girl i need some space
please give me so space

[chorus]
i need be my own person
everything needs to be a lesson
i cant be protected by you
i need to learn to be on my own

i want you to let go

I was off pill till recently 
Didn’t know what to do, it almost killed me 
Then I popped another one hoping for saving 
Little did I know I tried but nothing comes cleans 
When I’m off of the drugs I feel amazing 
Faded while I’m drinking everybody see me hazing 
I was drunk or high when I wrote stargazing 
Only got worse when I really started dating 
Venting all my feelings on a track is nothing new 
So I dunno what I can do if I’m not living by the noose 
Cuz I every time felt something like love memories came loose 
Visceral reaction my body hated me to 
And everybody said something about the way I think
I don’t like the way I been feeling if you don’t disagree 
Evidently I been up to something that’s what everybody saying 
So I might as well just do it if Im really people pleasing 
Look to other people if I’m tryna get some meaning 
People say they love me but I can’t tell if they mean it 
Every time they say it usually ends up that they’re leaving 
I can’t do this anymore this something that I am not beating
But the only thing I can do is put my hand in the bottle 
If I pop another pill I swear everything will settle 
Then I’ll smoke a ton until I cannot feel a thing at all
I’d rather feel nothing than everything I don’t care if it’s wrong 

Yeah, I, don’t, want, something like this to happen to me 
Hurt deep down truly 
Smoke a ton leaf 
I can barely breathe 

Don’t know how to breathe when I’m around you 
I been looking for the one and I found you 
Wasn’t looking for the love but was bound to 
Said I need another plug to surround you 
I don’t wanna do drugs, not fun 
Smoke a lot of weed though, I’m done 
I don’t wanna think when the weed runs out 
Yeah super stressed out so I fucking drink now 
Hide my emotion with anger 
No one to talk to but strangers 
Got so much shit on my mental 
So much of that shit I can’t handle 
So I drown in my sorrow I can’t move
You know you got the love that I can’t lose 
I can’t take pain so death call on my name 
With all of this drank I think I’ll go insane 
These broken up memories scatter my brain
While doing these drugs I got nothing to gain
Made one song it went viral then I couldn’t do it anymore and spiraled 
Kinda got stuck up then I idled 
It’s getting harder to make music it’s vital

drugs are good for the soul (feat. wokely)(kerosin.wav)

on all platforms
shoutout vails n sound clowny
@alex-thomas-fox & @whos-that-clown

LYRICS :D
Headstart bloods tainted with that mercury
Shine bright, die slow, words still be hurtin me
I try my best even in the worst situations
When i'm in my grave shake my hand congratulations

I just took a ticket, one way trip to hell
Sparks flying, train speeding, n were off the rails
Mercury, set me free
One way ticket n its on for sale
I just bought a ticket, one way trip to hell
How we’ll get there idk i guess time will tell
Took a sip of the tonic red mercury
I could face a fire breathing demon come n murder me

Stab wounds,might die soon, im still down to fight
Ima make a stand til my last breath, see my dying light
Rip out the tape, the cassette turns to scrap
I got no vision my screen fades to black

[vails]

I’m down bad, Like, holy crap I’ve never felt this way before
 It only feels like yesterday my other half said babe, amore
 If you really was there for me Whyd you go and shut the door
 I could sit here and complain But I’ve had broken bones before
 Mercury’ inside my cup My demons took away my luck
 Possesed me but I still live freely 
The only thing is drugs that treat me Coping mechanisms,
all of them, I said good riddence ,
 finding hope has got some distance, 
cus I’ve never had the visions of it alll 

[back to chorus]

[vails again]
Fake love should be a piracy
 And although you’re the treasure youre still denying me
 From sailing out like We had a debacle,  a heated discussion 
And you banged on my walls and door, like playing percusssion 
And I see the scars that made you see the stars 
And it’s harder to breathe knowing you’re almost gone
Sorry i haven’t been available for speaking 
So lost & choked up, to have consider or feeling
I love when she’s angry, and I care when she’s sad
Feel best when she’s happy
yet afraid when she’s glad
I can’t ever understand, her bipolarism
Especially when drunk cus it’s easier sober living

mercury w/ vails [prod. the sound clown x splashgvng]

hate me freestyle

bones that snap like a branch
i can’t deal with this anguish
freezing cold, no plans
crawling home, i’m stranded
i cannot give it up
i try to give a fuck
i’m abandoned
don’t tell me what it was
i dealt with my own luck
i can’t stand it

i’ll freeze my soul
don’t breathe when im walking alone
hear your voice thru the phone
won’t talk back to you if you call

just leave me on the highway
i decide to run away
i know you hope i’ll change my mind and come to you another day
but imma do it my way
don’t come by my place
if i don’t return by saturday

coming down, i feel fine now
i can’t let anybody find out
on the walk back to my house
time moves slower, it’s frightened

bones that snap like a branch
i can’t deal with this anguish
freezing cold, no plans
crawling home, i’m stranded
i cannot give it up
i try to give a fuck
i’m abandoned
don’t tell me what it was
i dealt with my own luck
i can’t stand it

stranded (santana)

subsiding (yunnygoldz)

i was sad now i’m up i was paid right
started messing w the right ones now i’m alright
got to paving my own way 
went from darkness to the light
went from staying up late
to sleeping at night 

had my heart strings to having them break
fuck that
is it too late?
i think i need a break
so i got one today
i’m on my way
got my money up
so i say what i say 
had people hate on me for anything
for being me but i still sing
i stopped caring bout what u think
i’m doing me fuck what you think 

i’m better than your average chart singer
got bored of holding in the truth so i had to switch up
the whole scene is gonna take over
we out casts to the normies
but that makes us better than you all
we gotta stand tall
making hits in my bedroom
while your in the studio
do this by myself making my own beats
using some producers 
showing love to the scene

alrightalright (bended)

lead synth @veilsonme
prod by me

i tried to keep it inside
looked at you in your eyes
knew you were holding back your tears
i held on so tight
why oh why
did it have to end like this

couldnt see how far i would lie
is this how u love?
oh how did i survive
i didnt wanna see ya
dont wanna fall inlove again with you oh
dont wanna through the pain you put me thru

(interlude)
couldnt see how far i would lie
is this how u love?

i tried to keep it inside
looked at you in your eyes
knew you were holding back your tears
i held on so tight
why oh why
did it have to end like this

oh couldnt even tell me you're wrong
couldnt even hold on
i tried to stay strong
strong
i knew all along
that this wouldnt last long
that this wouldnt last long
(outro)

is this how you love?

been having a rough time so i made this, hope u enjoy <3
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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

sayin that she miss me, baby i aint comin home
sleepin in my car, trynna hide from the cold
left my home town, i left everyone that i knew
hope they understand it was what i had to do

oooooohhhhh
what i had to doooooooooo
its what i had to do

am i livin a lie, or am i livin a dream
do i love my life, well thats what it seems
i hate myself, thats the reality
hurtin everyone, everyone is a casualty 

stuck in my chaos, im playing the victim
told so many lies i dont what the truth is
im not a good person, im not a good human
hate my fucking mind, why not just shoot it?

hope she doesnt hate me for leaving her all alone
i been on my own so i know how it feels
maybe in another universe weve done well
but im not a profit so who really knows

baby i love you but i dont think im good for anyone that ive ever met
i go thru a mania for a week n when i snap out of it i look at the mess i made

maybe in another universe (i dont have to look at the mess ive made)

instrumental produced by Michael Harrison and Ayoley
featuring lxstboy the goat

lyrics:

andrewsfuneral:
I think id notice i dont feel a thing 
Pure seratonin you flood through my brain
Run through the forest forget all the pain
and forget feeling hopeless with you i feel great 

Oh you’re perfectly perfect 
To me you are worth it 
Do anything for you kill all my urges 
Way past the surface i’ll love you today
Fill me with purpose youre perfect to me 

How you say that you know me 
I dont even know me 
Blade in my back girl youre killing me slowly
I dont control me and i know you know 
So just please hold me closely we’re so far from home

Lxstboy:
im far from home
I dont wanna talk your eyes say it all
baby youre perect and thats what i saw
when i looked in your eyes
i felt warm inside
now i write songs about the girl who changed my life
give me a call when youre sad or youre scared
when you feel alone you know im right there
talk to me, girl just breathe
the nightmares are over, and youre here with me.

andrewsfuneral:
Oh you’re perfectly perfect 
To me you are worth it 
Do anything for you kill all my urges 
Way past the surface i’ll love you today
Fill me with purpose youre perfect to me

Perfect w/LxstBoy (michael harrison x ayoley)

test me, i don’t know what to say 
i’m a product of the thing in my brain 
you should know behind that glass you ain’t safe 
i’ve been sitting here planning my escape 

(2x)
parasite i’m grotesque 
feelings i just foment
waiting for the moment 
i can kill opponents 

they say i’m a lunatic 
that sucks up blood just like a tick 
stealing all the vitamins 
that rest inside a human 

a parasite i’m grotesque 
don’t fuck with me i’m killing yo whole head 
hoe im shooting shots at your forehead 
hoe kick rocks or you gon be dead 

known to be crazy as fuck yeah in the nighttime 
feeling your vibe and your touch yeah i’m in my prime 
feel like ugly as fuck when i’m on that damn high 
sip on that coke and that rum damn i don’t feel right 

what the fuck am i supposed to do inside of my mind my mind

(2x)
parasite i’m grotesque 
feelings i just foment
waiting for the moment 
i can kill opponents 

say no more 
i’m a parasite rotten to the core
watch the diamonds fall down to the floor 
my mental state reflects whatever i absorb 
i’m in tiptop shape do not ignore 
try to point out my flaws i implore 
do not try touching me i promise you’ll get sorted 
everybody not like me they not important 

(4x)
parasite i’m grotesque 
feelings i just foment
waiting for the moment 
i can kill opponents

parasite (feat. wokely) (CRCL)

Lemoore/Hanford, CA artist
Haze Collective 

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drugs are good for the soul (feat. wokely)(kerosin.wav)

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