i’ll update soon w/ lxst boy’s lyrics. much luv, ty all 4 being here 🖤🖤

inverted roads
vertigo
just hold me here
till u let go
dont let go 
growing cold
i just want u 2 know
these days, better ion grow old
please stay, never leave me alone
i cry when you tell me you wont
call back, never pick up the phone

how he tryna live life when its lost sight what the mission is
felt all bright till dawnbreak, ironically
every light gone, from the flash of nikons to back of the tunnel
only missing hits and remnants of honesty
flood memories drift thru in waves, its futile when numb
aint even get to see a fucking funeral as a son
r.i.p. 2 mom honestly i miss u to death
never fucked w/ change anyway, they couldnt have told me to run
all you fake peace in violence
find me
lying alone inside a home which only i reside
could teach u how 2 move in silence, witness the eyes
snooze buttons barely hit at 2 sumn at nite
the sunken shell of what useless human u used to find
pictures defined by distant moments in a living mind
and different thoughts of faded people from the afterlife
still affecting me to this day but swear to god i tried

inverted roads
vertigo
just hold me here
till u let go
dont let go 
growing cold
i just want u 2 know
these days, better ion grow old
please stay, never leave me alone
i cry when you tell me you wont
call back, never pick up the phone

r.i.p. ft. lxst boy (1080PALE)

yeah you can keep that to yourself 
I don’t need to know that 
I don’t need to know that
No I don’t need to know
Just Leave my heart at ease 
Understand this final plea 
find the placement underneath 
this level of trust has gone too deep 
this rust has gotten to me 

If you got a selective memory 
Just choose the best of me for now 
And you can point it right back at me I’ll 
redirect this mess right back at you 
All I ever wanted 
Was the skeleton in your closet 
Now he haunts me
He’s haunting me and he’s got me by the neck 
It’s holding tight for everything I said 
I try run away from this heart attack 
But I can’t see an ending 
I can’t see an ending for this

And I’ll let myself down first that’s the way it goes that’s the way it goes 
Slip away but I thought that’s why you chose yeah I thought that’s what you chose 

If you got a selective memory 
Just choose the best of me for now 
And you can point it right back at me I’ll 
redirect this mess right back at you 
All I ever wanted 
Was the skeleton in your closet 
Now he haunts me
He’s haunting me and he’s got me by the neck 
It’s holding tight for everything I said 
I try run away from this heart attack 
But I can’t see an ending 
I can’t see an ending for this

selective memory (king theta)

lyrics

sifting thru the dark
in the midst of a storm
i had seen the marks
bb i dont wanna die alone
i had seen a spark
followed by a fire
i got two weeks
till i disappear forever

i sat thru months of bad weather
i had lived thru u
its better now
i collapse
in front of u 
but ur used to it
im too useless

i see you in my doorframe
at night when i cant move
i take your words as truth but
you never tell the truth

i think it’s better if i
jus listen to you
i split my head to get you
out of my thoughts for good

sifting thru the dark
in the midst of a storm
i had seen the marks
bb i dont wanna die alone
i had seen a spark
followed by a fire
i got two weeks
till i disappear forever

sat thru months of bad weather
i had lived thru u
its better now
i collapse
in front of u 
but ur used to it
im too useless

trial by_fire (p. sorrowbringer)

prod Michael Harrison :)

i promise, i had on the tip of my tongue
these things never really work, thats just my luck
why are all my friendships just falling apart 
cant ignore i know the reason, its just not what i want

im so frustrated 
lost all my patience 
we dont talk alot im sorry 
know that i dont say this enough
just know ur in my thoughts
promise to keep in touch
maybe i
maybe i think too much

in touch

lyrics ⬇️ 

she said that i wasnt able
to fix her heart but im faithful still
i cant depart til we stable-real
wish that our love wasnt fable filled
but trust turns out fatal and i cannot feel
like this is what ima need
i cnat tell you that its all gonna be alright
way too luch pain
its been a lot
but i feel like i need some change in my life
wait til you see it, its not the same
not as it seems anymore 
not as it seems anymore

and i wish that you could see me how i really am 
but i bet youd hate me
so i drown out feelings with whats inside of the can
oh i swear that they made me
they cant be serious in saying
that our love was only ever failing
and i hate that im faded
spent 90% of my life feeling wasted

i think if i didnt waste it
i think id be something i think that id make it

but now that its over I wish what i did that i could just retract it

stretching our love out elastic
it dont work out and its tragic
telling me lies i dont love it
i still want you it’s unfortunate 
ohh
i dont think that i was meant for this
i been feeling like its sad at most
maybe if is then I’ll remember it
I’ll remember you when im a ghost

its been a lot
but i feel like i need some change in my life
wait til you see it, its not the same
not as it seems anymore 
not as it seems anymore

not anymore

lyrics ⬇️ 

eyes on the barrel of rifles that are aiming at me just for fun
never know why they think its so delightful 
to make me wanna run
its not one on one
yea they start to gang up on me as a stunt
but thats not enough i do what i want
and ima keep doing it until im gone

yea u cant be lookin for me
hand up but i wont stay to freeze
angels gon take ahold of me
dangerous but my hands stull clean

in a limousine i blacked out like the tint that on the window
got no memories of anything that happened on the dark roads
i was all alone how was it i woke up in a cemetery 
i dont know i guess that ill hope that they remember me

i dont need a therapist
rather talk about it on my own
its theraputic when i tell em i dont wanna go
ill stay at home and practice all the things i wanna grow
then ill lay low until i master something i can show

and you could mean that or you couldn’t 
yea this could be a rat trap you could be a villain 
And i cnanot have that 
i guess ill be wishin
wishin for the right one 
one day ill be given
one day ill be chillin
staring at the ceilin
ill wait until my heart drop
wait until i feel it
whyd u have to steal it
i just want a second to myself to feel completed
But now im only greivin

lie for

lyrics ⬇️ 
thought that you would like that
you just want a price tag
i feel like a lit match i dont wanna fight
back
but if i gotta ima scream right where the mic stand
if you talkin trauma then u speakin with the right man
hes right in front of you holdin on your cold hands
and i can feel ur attitude when givin u an eye exam
but i dont wanna lose i dont wanna kick the can
i got a lot to prove
guess i got a lot to tell
i wish that i could change 
toss it in a wishing well
i couldnt take the blame
oh my gosh im givin hell
and thats what they gon say everytime i tell my tale
ever since i was a little kid i felt like ima fail
ima try and do it again and then ill double fail
i was just a youngin skippin rocks and now im skippin meals
it might come as a shock ik there’s no appeal 

i dont eat no veggies i aint eatin on no kale
thats why they hate the sight of me im lookin way too frail
i got no one thats proud of me so ima leave a trail
my father said it readily but i know what he fears
he dont want his son to drive 100 off the rails
he dont want his son to be smokin with his peers
he dont his son to be all focused on em cheers
he just want his son to thank the lord for all his years
and now theres only one that ima fear and ima fear that
the most high and when im high i really feel bad
smoke to cope but then i cry when i relapse
and if theres hope i pray to god he help find that

cuz i been trying really hard and i get nothin back
got me rippin out my heart and now im going mad
i dont think that theres a single thing that i could do to make you glad
doing what i can
and you said that i cant stand up like a man
i dont want a life change i would rather scram
think i got no gratitude but look at where i am
but i know i need something to change to fees the fam
and

if you talkin trauma then u speakin with the right man
hes right in front of you holdin on your cold hands
and i can feel ur attitude when givin u an eye exam
but i dont wanna lose i dont wanna kick the can
i got a lot to prove
guess i got a lot to tell
i wish that i could change 
toss it in a wishing well
i couldnt take the blame
oh my gosh im givin hell
and thats what they gon say everytime i tell my tale
ever since i was a little kid i felt like ima fail
ima try and do it again and then ill double fail
i was just a youngin skippin rocks and now im skippin meals
it might come as a shock ik there’s no appeal

no appeal

SÖZLER;
Evet hala burdayım bak görüyon
Evet hala burdayım bak görüyon
Evet hala burdayım bak görüyon
Aslında sen herşeyi de biliyon 
Aşkımızın bi sonu yok 
Geri sen hep gidiyon bak bunlar beni boğuyo 
Aşkımızın bi sonu yok 
Geri sen hep gidiyon bak bunlar beni boğuyo 

Bunlar bahane değildi de istediğini bana
Yörüngemi kaybettim sen oldun odağam 
Sana göre değil içme ilaçlarımdan 
Son halin baya kötü görmem ilaçlarımdan 
Evet dolu hala benim bedenimde ruhun 
Sen ne anladın sevgiden 
Yeniden hep gel eriyorum ben
Planların ne sorunların ne

Evet hala burdayım bak görüyon
Evet hala burdayım bak görüyon
Evet hala burdayım bak görüyon
Aslında sen herşeyi de biliyon 
Aşkımızın bi sonu yok 
Geri sen hep gidiyon bak bunlar beni boğuyo 
Aşkımızın bi sonu yok 
Geri sen hep gidiyon bak bunlar beni boğuyo ❤️

mix master me

aşkımızın bi sonu yok

(prod. mydepression)

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout
brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

Secretly I’m terrified, the future is scary I know that 
I’m putting myself in a light, not sure if I can even go at 
I’m moving out soon and I’m scared 
Honestly I’m just so happy you care 
Like baby together I know we’re prepared 
This shit is so crazy some things just aren’t fair

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout
brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

ur the one i dream bout - 9TAILS cover/remix

white boy anthem of the summer
prod @flesh x cabber
LYRICS
Fuck a hoe until her back hurt, hit it from the rear
Polly want a cracker, whats up shawty im right here
Smokin green in the bay packing dont u fear
baby im no slacker, ive been grinding this for years
 
Make a lot music but im barely getting paid
Bitch im never slacking when theres money to be made
Life gave us lemons make a stand like lemonade
Polly want a cracker, wife beater with some braids

look up on my skin more white than the ghost busters
And if u hating me i hope you die a slow suffer
Skrting on the track just like plymouth duster
Polly want a cracker i dunno if i can trust her

I dont wanna be backstabbed leave my back scarred
Smoking on that george washington pack black tar
Where the fkn pipe i aint talkin where the rats are
I'm more whiter than the folks at nascar

Shawty whatchu want, new prada bag maybe some louis vuitton
I might be a cracker 9am mowing the lawn
Got my grandfathers gold rings i could never pawn

Drinking too much monster energies how i'm living
We all make mistakes hope some of mine can be forgiven
Ice tea sipping lipton
And Babe i wouldn't mess with a cracker on a mission

Fuck a hoe until her back hurt, hit it from the rear
Polly want a cracker, whats up shawty im right here
Smokin green in the bay packing dont u fear
baby im no slacker, ive been grinding this for years

Make a lot music but im barely getting paid
Bitch im never slacking when theres money to be made
Life gave us lemons make a stand like lemonade
Polly want a cracker, wife beater with some braids


polly want a cracker [prod. flesh x cabber]

Prod. ?

lyrics:
i let you play with my heart again
had it on the righthand sleeve of my cardigan
i let you play with my heart again
talking to the man in the mirror like hes my only friend

world is turning upside down
idek who the hell i am now
wish i could turn it all around
so much i wanna say but i cant make a sound (x2)

i keep aching, breaking
my body keeps shaking
waking, wasting
god i cant take it
im miserable
im tired of it all (x2)

there must be something wrong with me
i dont know what it is but i cant breathe
need to run, im so damn anxious
cant help but feel so nauseous (x3)

i keep aching, breaking
my body keeps shaking
waking, wasting
god i cant take it
im miserable
im tired of it all (x2)

i dont know whats going on with me
i think theres something wrong with my health
anxiety been creeping again slowly
and honestly im not doing so well

i could kill myself here tonight
its probably easier than living my life
when i tell everyone im doing fine
i know its a lie, im too tired to cry


i keep aching, breaking
my body keeps shaking
waking, wasting
god i cant take it
im miserable
im tired of it all (x2)



ur the one i dream bout - 9TAILS cover/remix

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