i fucked it up again (demo)

Nothing in my brain but you and MDA
i took too much to think too much i feel insane

As the chem floods my mind
I feel your love one more time
I drift off and I die
I Wont tell anyone why

ive got my issues
I fucking miss you
your absence left bad trips with bloody tissues

theyre bad decisions 
im losing vision

left to cope with dope and indecision


if you were in my room id have to be on shrooms
What happened to my youth
i died of substance abuse

As poison floods my mind
I feel your love one last time
my life will end overnight
forgetton by sunlight

ive got my issues
I fucking miss you
your absence left bad trips with bloody tissues

theyre bad decisions 
im losing vision

left to cope with dope and indecision

dopehead

SONG ON MY SPOTIFY NOW

i cant breathe im all alone
i wanna die mom take me home
i feel like im nothing i wish i was something
initals im carving into the top of my leg

i wish that i had friends who werent online or werent my dad, and i love you all so, i promise i dont know the way that i will go, i need guidance please i beg

i want it all to end
i cannot do it anymore
i miss all of my friends
who are all on the east coast 

i miss all of my friends
who are all on the east coast

sorry my songs are ass im kinda just using them to vent anyways so

My blood is leaking(demo)

cause i dont
wanna be with you
anymore than i already do
I
thought ya said goodbye
does that mean anything to you
or did it fucking ring any true

the streets drive me crazy
id like to call you maybe
ill get a job when i need to
ill talk to you when i want to
i just dont want to

agh
downtown market street
they dont hate it as much as me
ogh
hate this fucking street
maybe ill just kill myself one day
im running all alone
wont you throw me a bone
cause ive been running from em

corning baby roundhouse kick

dont talk to me
together i feel more alone
forget my name
you and i should be left unknown
there is no point in trying to introduce me
i know my place
in a long line in the back
i know myself 
and she would never join the pack
shes worth ignoring
for the greater good
i always said i was 
different from the rest
now i sit quiet 
because it is for the best
im getting addicted
to isolating me
the freetime in which
i did not enjoy myself
the moments missed
memories left on top my shelf
am i sabatoging my entire fucking life
so dont mind me its only me
see right through me
id much rather die than go out
so please just leave me alone
dont perceive me
its only me

life part 4 and im dating a whore

underachiever
lazy fuck
i dont ever need her
guess ill stop
stop twirling my hair back
i didnt do that all for you
fingers crossed while youre saying that
i didnt do that all for you

why
would you look at the time
think its time for me to open that door
and leave you all for show
why 
i thought it was all fine
i thought it was all just us 2
just old me and you
so crank your volume up
and sing those shitty songs
you sang with me
and sing with all them too
dont wrap your bandage up
your still bleedin on your floor
and i will never talk to you again
its my brains on the wall

why
do you need them
do you like the other guys?
fuck
do you need to 
need to love another lie?
underachiever
lazy fuck
underachiever
lazy fuck

why
would you look at the time
think its time for me to open that door
and leave you just for show
why
i thought it was you and i
i guess i was so wrong for that
just cast me down below
id sooner jerk off
in public than look at your face
with all your hoodlum friends in tow
you dont get we're not the same
so go at your own retarded pace
im not a loser just for show
im sorry 
im sorry 
im sorry
i cant be

hasan piker shawties

PROD. necromancer1447 
rip neets discord server

bummed out (shitty NEET cover)

KISS LAND (prod.me)

beat: swkillmee

She doesnt like me 
No not at alll
If you dont give me a chance
Youl face the wall
I wish she kneww
And understoood
That id treat her better 
Then he ever could

She doesnt like me 
Not one bitt
I follow her homee 
Baby this is ittt
Il take a leap
A Leap of faith
Hey cutie can i use your ass like a vape

Vape out of your ass
Baby pleasee
Can we pleasee smash
I wanna fuck (?x)
Can we do anal















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She doesnt like me

H@rvest