Saw this on RareChud's channel, really good song!

i feel like shit
ever since i met you
and even though i try
i'm not gonna make it
i'll be dead soon
with my love dripping blood
maybe we'll meet again
i live hell i'll see you there

fluoride in my brain
my life is going nowhere
i don't understand
why you had to give up on me
with my love i'm dripping blood
cant make it stop i'm drenched and numb
fry my brain waste my time
empty mind bloodshot eyes

everyone i know is living in hell

last cover original content soon im not lazy anymore

I wish you wouldn't ignore me
I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early
You said you’d call me early

I thought you didn't like parties
Apparently now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me
I hope you don't exchange me

You're so cute maybe
We could still start dating
You said you'd think about it
I doubt you think about it

I don't wanna die alone
Can you just pick up the phone
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you

I wish you wouldn't ignore me
I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early
You said you’d call me early

I thought you didn't like parties
Apparently now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me
I hope you don't exchange me

You're so cute maybe
We could still start dating
You said you'd think about it
I doubt you think about it

I don't wanna die alone
Can you just pick up the phone
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you

beta orbiter

Was gonna just scrap this but wtv might as well release it. Dead meme project everyone go home.

Oxymoron

All the little lies that you tell yourself
Still saying that you wish you were somewhere else
You can leave but I know that you'll never change
You'll come back to the sights of a firing range

So what's the point of giving up and being a disappointment
You know there's people who still care
Leaving the scene just for ten more years of unemployment
Without it you're going nowhere

Right when we finally found a place we could call our own
You found it the perfect time you could disown
All the things you had built up using just your hands
now you're moving on to follow someone else's plans

Are you really gonna waste all of these years
For guys who wouldn't be caught dead calling you there peer
Don't you know this is the place where you belong
With all the losers and all of their stupid songs

What are you scared of
What are you scared of
What are you scared of this time

The music sucks
No one gives a fuck
So I'll just run away
To live another day
You people are weird
That's why I've disappeared
If you know what's good
Then you'll do what you should

Bleeding Scene

You make me wanna dance when I feel embarrassed
You take me by the hand and then I am careless
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do
You make me feel okay when i start to freak out
You know just what to say to get me to calm down
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do

'Cause aaa ooo, talking to you, makes my day instantly better
And aaa ooo, talking to you, is like my favorite thing ever

You make me smile even when I am crying
You help me feel alright without even trying
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do
You got me thinking maybe I can still make friends
You make me wanna try to be a better person
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do

'Cause aaa ooo, talking to you, makes my day instantly better
And aaa ooo, talking to you, is like my favorite thing ever

aaa ooo (hard christ/kitten crisis cover)

bro thinks he's dethtech smh

Lyrics

wasting away another shitty week
my future's looking pretty bleak
now all i do is fucking whine
and call kids faggots online
i know i should probably get some help
but i don't really care about myself
my life just seems so damn cruel
'cause i peaked back in middle school

i'm just another screw up that refuses to grow up
i'm stuck in hell and i can't tell which way is up
no luck, i'm so fucked
get fucked you bitch
don't try, just quit
i'm too unfit
i'm fried to shit

i'm going nowhere and i don't care
'cause i'm well aware my life's beyond repair
never worked out where i wanted to go
feels like it's too late
guess i was just too slow

everyone's passing me by
seems too pointless to try
all my friends outgrew me
act like they never even knew me
being me feels so humiliating
that's why i spend all day dissociating

i got no drive
don't feel alive
losing my mind
i'm out of time

Going Nowhere (DethTech Cover)

bonus acoustic mv!: http://gg.gg/expressitall
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remastered version of 'express it all for you' off of my soon to be released EP of the same name, which will be releasing within this upcoming 2024. featuring three tracks.
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i can see you got a lot on your mind
but you're still in my brain
18 years was long enough
to be going on this way
when i taped my windows shut
i knew i'd gone insane
but i let things get so bad
it all made so much sense to me
you made things so bad too
should i express it all for you?

19 years passed by quick
there's alot inside my brain
this might've been long enough
it hurts to go on this way
when i taped my windows shut
could you tell i was insane?
you let things get so bad
that makes so much sense to me
cuz you made it so easy to
express it all for you


20 years have passed in a flash
do you even remember
the little boy i used to be
mom do you remember me?
when i taped my windows shut
it wasn't much to me
things hurt so bad all the time
and that makes so much sense to me
it's gonna be so easy to
express it all for you


express it all for you (mv)

raised by the world wide web (crustsox cover)

how to make something pure

Break you apart
By the string through my heart
You take a hit, crack your rib
Recall me back
So when you run away again
Just know i never left

It's never over
You only grow older

Conkers, crash and then burst
I lied that i’d felt worse
But i'd never felt before this
Patterns i still don't get
Lit a cigarette
Collapsed on my bedroom floor

When you said that we couldn’t be
Any thing, any more
While you bleed on your sleeve
Of where your heart rests assured
That i'm far enough away
To nеver hurt you again
Don't worry, this time it's true

It's nеver over
You only grow older

Conkers, crash and then burst
I lied that i'd felt worse
But i'd never felt before this
Patterns i still don't get
Lit a cigarette
Collapsed on my bedroom floor
I told you that i’m okay
How the fuck could i be okay?
I just didn’t want to upset you
Reasons i still don't get
Guess i can forget
Because you’ve forgotten too

Again! (crustsox cover)

don't know what to do with my life
so Ill buy a gun and bide my time
what should I do with what I have
I'll just reminisce about the past 

I want to die
don't want to try
I want to end
my fucking life
I have no friends
my lifes just sad
I only know people
on the internet
I have a plan 
I have intent
Im trapped on earth
im heaven sent
I have a date 
inside my mind
if there an afterlife
what will I find?

what's the point 
of living in a world 
where you're so damn ugly
where you get no girls
what the point 
in going on
what's the point 
in making shitty songs
I cant enjoy things anymore
cuz Im too busy being bored
so I stay awake and I day dream
of killing people
of killing me

if you think you want to fucking die
then make a plan to end your life
set up a date and then a time
go buy a gun 
if not a knife
point it at your head or to your neck
wont have to worry about the mess
then stab your throat or shoot your brains
leave the door unlocked so they clean your remains

I do 
not want 
to live in a world so far gone
ive completed everything I need to do
only one thing left 
I need a bullet to shoot

I want to die
don't want to try
I want to end
my fucking life
I have no friends
my lifes just sad
I only know people
on the internet
I have a plan 
I have intent
Im trapped on earth
im heaven sent
I have a date 
inside my mind
if there an afterlife
what will I find?

if you think you want to fucking die
then make a plan to end your life
set up a date and then a time
go buy a gun 
if not a knife
point it at your head or to your neck
wont have to worry about the mess
then stab your throat or shoot your brains
leave the door unlocked so they clean your remains

Again! (crustsox cover)

arin

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