the world is angry, absurd and filled with stardust

apathy

someday

how to make something pure

Feeling the warmth of sunshine
After a month of snow
Rusted remains of road signs
They direct me where to go
And when I finally get there
I'll sleep for 40 days
I'll sink into the garden
Till I erode away
Into a field of poppies
Get high on my own seeds
To finally feel happy
Devoid of wants or needs
And when the final flower
Succumbs to winters breeze
I will not try and fight it
I'll simply wilt and freeze

I feel like dirt
But don't you know
That from the dirt
Flowers will grow
And after I
Brave the monsoon
The skies will clear
And I will bloom


I feel like dirt
But don't you know
That from the dirt
Flowers will grow
And after I
Brave the monsoon
The skies will clear
And I will bloom


I feel like dirt
But don't you know
That from the dirt
Flowers will grow
And after I
Brave the monsoon
The skies will clear
And I will bloom


I feel like dirt
But don't you know
That from the dirt
Flowers will grow
And after I
Brave the monsoon
The skies will clear
And I will bloom

Dirt

keep it steady sick fuck. cold poke in the small of the back. turn around too quick and it snaps and your legs get weaker and the ground goes smack. shit goes black and you never get it back, you just pace around your room cuz youre never doing jack. took it through the ribs now youre hanging on a rack. losing everything i love, i dont wanna get it back cuz i never had a choice, i was held a knifepoint when you smiled at my laugh and got painted like a toy. i just wanna be your boy, i just needa hear your voice. need the comfort of the knife drowning out the scary noise. echos all around my bones. fucking all these stupid hoes, theyre too dull to spark the vein. i dont think they even know i cant live without the hate, i cant run without the race. help me through this shitty world, put me in my fucking place, you could make me scared straight. i can see it in your eyes, i dont wanna fucking die, i can still feel the cold and it makes me wanna cry. i dont wanna be the person i just wanna be the knife.

dated at knifepoint

take me out

THE TASTE

CLOSE MY EYES (I’m With You) reimagines Leo Sayer’s 'When I Need You' as if it were reborn in a shadow-drenched, synthesized universe. 

What was once a tender pop ballad becomes a cold, pulsing darkwave confession, wrapped in icy pads, analog keys, and the neon melancholy of 1980's New Wave.
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LYRICS:
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When I need you
I just close my eyes 
And I'm with you
And all that I so wanna give you
It's only a heartbeat away

When I need love
I hold out my hands 
And I touch love

I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

Miles and miles 
Of empty space in between us
A telephone can't take the place 
Of your smile

But you know-
I won't be traveling forever
It's cold out
But hold out 
And do like I do...

Like I do

When I need you
I just close my eyes 
And I'm with you
And all that I so wanna give you, babe
It's only a heartbeat away

It's not easy when the road is your driver
Honey, that's a heavy load that we bear
But you know I won't be travelin' a lifetime
It's cold out-
But hold out 
And do like I do

Oh, 
I need you

When I need love
I hold out my hands 
And I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

Mmm,
When I need you
I just close my eyes
And you're right here by my side
Keeping my warm - night and day

I just hold out my hands
I just hold out my hands
And I'm with you darlin'
Yes, I'm with you darlin'

All I wanna give you...
It's only a heartbeat away

Oh, I need you darlin' 

Oh, 
I want you.

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CLOSE MY EYES (I'm With You)

with apologies and policies we try
to mend what we have made, to keep alive
our deadliest assumptions crystalize
for we built these cityscapes on ice.
 
now i've made my way to solid ground;
and i am but a stranger in this town.
i don't see why i should stick around:
they'll crucify me upside-down.
 
but how seldom does a man lay down his life?
how selfish is the need to satisfy?
you'll never truly live until you die.
so let your heart belong to christ.
 
there's no reason you should be unsure
don't you see this place is so absurd?
and hell is just a place where people burn
their future to keep the present warm.
 
i am a speck,
you are a treasure.
i'm dying just to be
something that's of use.

how to make something pure

leawn

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