Featuring https://soundcloud.com/axrus

You're tearing everything apart from the inside
You never told me where to start, I just win fights
Every single room is getting dark, I don't live light
I don't need no blind bitch tryna give me insight

It slips from me, every hole in my mind
Is a ripple that you left and I held without knowing
Waves in my heart, on it’s shore they are breaking
Steak into my chest and now I am disintegrating

So existential, the isolation living hell
Living moment to moment inside an empty shell
Drilling the bone, bury within, trepanate deeper yet under the skin
I let you go but then you let yourself the fuck back in

Out of love, out of luck, one or the other you tore me apart
As you fade into dust your shadow dances in the mud
Ruining my every thought, God you meant so fucking much
Now I wait as though the pain will ever fucking stop

As you’re held in another man’s arms
Face like mine just to hurt me more
I am a well of a bottomless depth
Drained of my water ‘till there’s nothing left

You're tearing everything apart from the inside
You never told me where to start, I just win fights
Every single room is getting dark, I don't live light
I don't need no blind bitch tryna give me insight

Taking melatonin, cause I never get to sleep right
Drinking, serotonin' comes erased, I don't feel right
I've been teraformin in my cave, it's a cheap type
I've been whippin' foreigns out in space, this the weed life

I been off the grid over the winter, Hibernation
I've been tryna blow up, get the fuck out of the nation
Let me catch you slippin', we the type to beat your face in
I don't fuck with twins, I think your sister's gettin' naked

It's a torrent, I've been drownin', it's rainin, but never pourin
It's assorted, I can show versatility, you ignore it
I can't afford it, I been workin, I'm poundin' em into coins
But with courage, out of town, you can Link me without a sword

It's the last place I wanted to spend it, another month where
It's isolation, I've been dependant on lighter drugs, there's
A monster in my head, it's been bendin', pullin, & tugs
I been pullin' up to functions with tearing holes in a tux

There's a terror in my mind that's screaming at me out of hurt
Forget the pain of love that I will never feel coming from her
I try to run but she seems to be everywhere I turn
Slipping into my mind while I just stand there and burn

You're tearing everything apart from the inside
You never told me where to start, I just win fights
Every single room is getting dark, I don't live light
I don't need no blind bitch tryna give me insight

Taking melatonin, cause I never get to sleep right
Drinking, serotonin' comes erased, I don't feel right
I've been teraformin in my cave, it's a cheap type
I've been whippin' foreigns out in space, this the weed life

Slipping (Ft. AxR)

Hibernation